No one can disturb my retirement life in the Red Mansion

Chapter 1105 The Sickest One

"Fei Fei's illness manifests itself in an extreme lack of security. She needs someone to accompany her in everything she does. The first time she saw me at school, she stayed on my back for the entire afternoon. Then even when my parents came, she refused to leave and just hugged my neck.

Later, when I sent her to the classroom, she started crying. I assured her that I was the principal of this school, and that the school belonged to me, and that the teachers had to listen to me. Only then did she go to class obediently! Because she believed that she was safe in my school. When she went to middle school, I let her know that her principal and teachers were all my friends, and that she could rest assured that her mother could still protect her.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t study well, Meng’s mom doesn’t know how to do it either, we can study together. It doesn’t matter if you can’t get into college, you are healthy and have a positive outlook. You are excellent in all aspects. This is how she was raised by us. "Ou Mengmeng did not give a direct answer, but smiled and talked about Feifei's childhood.

"How did you find out that there was something wrong with her? It was because she refused to let go?"

"Because that wasn't the first time I saw her." Ou Mengmeng sighed deeply. "The first time I saw her was on the road. She was almost hit by a car. I took her to the hospital with her on my back. After we bandaged her in the hospital, I carried her to the nearby police station. She was only about three years old at the time. She was very dirty and thin, with big eyes, like a little refugee. I carried her on my back in the police station, thinking that if no one wanted her, I would take her home. Later, I left because I heard that her parents had been found."

"Why?" Mo Qin was a little angry. Given the financial situation of the Bai family, how could they allow a three-year-old child to run away alone, dirty and skinny.

"Because her grandfather was critically ill again at that time, the whole family stayed in the hospital and sent her and the nanny to her grandparents' home. But her grandmother went out to play cards, and the nanny was sent out to do other work. No one took care of her, and no one knew she ran away. After that, your uncle Bai sent her to full-time care. Feifei doesn't remember anything about when she was three years old, but she probably felt that I was very familiar, so she stayed by my side and refused to leave. And your uncle Bai and his family knew me, and after Feifei was in full-time care, they went to my house to thank me. Later, they sent Feifei across the district to study, just to hand her over to me. They believe in me."

"Isn't that a bit irresponsible?" Mo Qin looked at the old lady. It was their own child. All they wanted was to find a place for her to stay safely?

"Fei Fei was born for his grandfather. His grandfather was ill, and he wanted to see your uncle Bai get married and have children. Then Fei Fei was born, and the old man gave her a name. He was so happy that he lived another ten years. But Fei Fei lived a very painful life during those ten years.

Her birth and existence have always been ignored. She is always the first to be abandoned. Others are always more important than her! Maybe for parents, children's psychology is not that complicated. They have food and fun, and they can buy whatever they want. What else do you want?
Fortunately, Uncle Bai and Aunt Bai were not like that. They knew something was wrong, so they came to me. Feifei thought she had blamed the Ou family, but in fact, it was her parents who took the initiative to hand Feifei over to me. "

"Feifei doesn't know about this?" No wonder Mo Qin felt something was wrong. How could biological parents let their child live with their adoptive mother all the time? And they get along like a family? It turns out that everything has a reason.

"Yes, she is afraid of loneliness. Even when she went to middle school, she didn't want to sleep alone in her own room. When she went out to film a movie, her brother provided her with all the people. We were essentially paying for her to film the movie, and the pay was not even enough to pay her team's wages. But at the time we thought that this might be an opportunity for her to take the initiative to go out and get in touch with the outside world. Use filming to complete her life." Ou Mengmeng sighed deeply.

"So you really don't know that we are together?" Mo Qin hesitated and looked at the old lady.

The old lady smiled and turned to the woods. "Mo Qin, I think you are very good. Really, very good. Feifei has changed in the past five years. Her heart has become more settled. She has begun to look at the world with a more determined eye."

"So will you agree?" "You think this is ancient times, and I can say whatever I want. In the end, Feifei has to agree. I've been talking to you for so long, to put it bluntly, Feifei is very afraid of being abandoned, so over the years, we have explained everything to her, like, she wouldn't let me go without saying goodbye, she would think that not saying goodbye is abandonment. And your sudden proposal broke the inherent program in her heart, she was scared, so she had no choice but to run away."

"You still told her that I wanted to break up and was backing down to advance?" Mo Qin wanted to cry. You knew she was scared, and you still scared her like this. How could you live your life?

"This way, she will be able to recover as quickly as possible. When others gave up on me, I gave up on others first. Even though it's self-deception, mentally, she will feel better. In fact, her condition has improved a lot over the years. Her brothers and I have always told her that it doesn't matter, we will always be here."

"Do you want me to promise you something?"

"Just make sure you explain everything." Ou Mengmeng smiled, "Say goodbye when you need to, and don't hide things like buying a house and a ring from her, discuss it carefully. What she cares about most is that you let that girl into your home. That's your private territory, a place she hasn't even been to, but you let someone else in. This is the sense of boundaries. You and others have lost the sense of boundaries, and she suddenly feels that she is not that important in your heart."

"Actually, this is also very difficult." Mo Qin hesitated for a moment. It was a very difficult requirement to have to explain everything. If it were someone else, he could still express his determination. But here, he didn't dare.

"Thank you!" Ou Mengmeng smiled. "I'm really afraid that you'll say yes. If you say yes, I can only tell Feifei that you're not suitable."

"Because I didn't think it through, it means I wasn't sincere."

"Yes, our children think a lot. Because our children think too much. They take things seriously, so they dare not make decisions easily. We stay away from people who make random promises. To face everything seriously is what our children have been taught since childhood. So think carefully!"

"Thank you, Teacher Ou." Mo Qin said seriously.

"You're welcome. Feifei and I told you that the three of them gave me a great sense of happiness during their growth. When I was sick, I thought, it wasn't me who cured them, but they cured me. In this family, I'm actually the biggest patient." Ou Mengmeng looked at him.

"why?"

"I love my parents, but I couldn't express my love to them when they passed away. I don't even remember hugging them properly. It feels like I don't know how to love. Then when I had them, I didn't dare to say to them, 'My children, I love you very much.'" Ou Mengmeng looked at the woods, and her parents suddenly appeared in her mind. "People of our generation didn't seem to dare to say love. It seemed like it was a shameful thing. So I was the one with the most serious illness."

Well, it's almost finished. I've been writing it for more than a year, and it's finally finished. The old lady is in the Sheng family's public account on leidewenyyds, you can go and read it yourself, it's free.