Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

By accident, Lin Yu raised his face and looked at Zhu Rongzhan.For some reason, he also lowered his head to look at her, and met her gaze.

Many thoughts flashed through Lin Yu's mind: Did Zhu Rongzhan realize that there was something suspicious about his fall from the horse back then?Did he suspect her?Did he remember Li Ying?
Zhu Rongzhan raised his hand and made a gesture.She tensed up all over, subconsciously thinking that he ordered the followers behind him to detain her.

But what he said was: "Send two people over to see if Yuan Qing needs help."

The two guards took the order and left.

Zhu Rongzhan looked at Lin Yu, then slowly bent down again and approached her.

She quickly lowered her eyes and stopped looking directly at his face. In her sight, she could only see a section of fair neck. Her Adam's apple showed male hormones. Wrapped in a white silk collar, she looked like an exquisite work of art carved from ivory. .

As the artwork approached her, the lower she lowered her eyes, she could see his overlapping collars outlined a flat and wide chest, while the tight belt outlined a thin and slender waist.

She saw him standing upright, with almost no wrinkles at the hem of his clothes, as if a pair of invisible hands had caressed his body and arranged his clothes meticulously.

But if those hands really existed, how could they let go of his waist and legs?

It was a pair of hands that could not help but be imagined when seeing Zhu Rongzhan.

Because everyone wants it to be their own hands.

Zhu Rongzhan's beauty has never been limited to his unparalleled handsome appearance, but also his stature like a orchid orchid and jade tree and his graceful demeanor.

Probably because of maintaining this high position for too long, Lin Yu's hand holding the whip trembled slightly.

Zhu Rongzhan put his slender fingers between her hands, holding the whip in her hand.

His palm was wide and his fingers were slender, but when placed together with her hands, it was still obvious that the male's fingers were thicker and stronger.

Lin Yu thought that she probably didn't reserve enough space, so Zhu Rongzhan's hand almost filled the space between her hands.

His skin seemed to be on hers.

This is a bit out of line for their current relationship.

Fortunately, the warm touch was fleeting, because Zhu Rongzhan didn't stop after holding the whip, and took it away from Lin Yu's hand.

Lin Yu quickly let go of his hand without hesitation, and faintly smelled the fragrance of agarwood escaping from Zhu Rongzhan's collar and cuffs.

She heard him call another person: "I forgot the whip just now, and I will ask someone to deliver it."

A servant stepped forward respectfully, took the whip from Zhu Rongzhan, and left in a hurry.

At this time, the number of guards around Zhu Rongzhan had already decreased by half.

They were silent for another moment.

Lin Yu thought, why didn't Zhu Rongzhan leave?Are you waiting for the servant who brought the whip to come back?Shouldn't she be more sensible and find an excuse to leave?

It seemed that she didn't want to leave and stayed by Zhu Rongzhan's side deliberately to stay like this, which was a bit embarrassing.

But she was worried that Zhu Rongzhan would encounter plots, even if she left now, she still had to follow him, so why not just talk to him and try?

"Your Highness..."

"you……"

They actually spoke at the same time.

Both Lin Yu and Zhu Rongzhan were taken aback.

"Yes?"

"What's the matter?"

The second time they opened their mouths, they bumped into each other again. This time, the two were silent again.

Seeing that the servant who delivered the horsewhip was about to return, Lin Yu finally said again, "Your Highness, do you want to participate in the hunting too?"

Zhu Rongzhan suddenly pushed back in a blunt tone: "Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you."

Lin Yu didn't think about it at first, but when he said this, he was stunned: "Yes, it's just..."

"only?"

It's just that I'm worried that you're in danger.

Especially after Shu Yin left, Luo Yuanqing fell off his horse, Lin Yu was even more afraid of Xingmen Temple, and also worried about Zhu Rongzhan's safety.

But she knew she couldn't say that, but how should she say it?
After realizing that in his own position, there was no way to persuade him directly, Lin Yu was silent for a while, and could only helplessly say: "Lin Shen's road is dangerous, Your Highness...be careful."

As soon as she finished speaking, Zhu Rongzhan jumped off the horse suddenly, startling the people around her.

When he landed, he staggered. Lin Yu was the closest. In shock, he stretched out his hand to hold his arm without thinking, and subconsciously leaned his shoulders against his arms, making a supporting gesture.

But Zhu Rongzhan doesn't need other people's support, he can stand firm by himself.

He and Lin Yu looked at each other, and this time they were closer than before when one was on the horse and the other was off the horse.

Lin Yu could see each of his eyelashes clearly, and he could also see his own reflection in his clear pupils.

She realized that she was overreacting, because it would be too troublesome if the prince fell off the horse and fell in front of her.

Embarrassed, Lin Yu wanted to let go and retreat, but Zhu Rongzhan grabbed his wrist.

"Come here, I have something to talk to you alone."

He pulled Lin Yu and walked aside, leaving behind the guards who jumped off the horse when he landed.

Hearing what the prince said, the guards could only stand there in embarrassment and watched them leave.

Lin Yu was afraid that he would be taken advantage of by being too far away from the guards, so he hurriedly said, "Don't go too far!"

Zhu Rongzhan was obedient, and soon stopped as he said.

At this time, they were still within the sight of the guards, but as long as they lowered their voices, their voices would not pass through.

Zhu Rongzhan stared at Lin Yu and said, "I want to tell you something."

"what?"

"I will kill Li Ying."

Lin Yu was taken aback.

"Mr. Li and I will never die."

"why?"

Did he find anything?
and……

Lin Yu said softly, "Why did you tell me?"

"I'm not threatening you, I'm just..." Zhu Rongzhan paused: "Ayu, I don't want you to suffer any harm, especially I don't want to hurt you myself, but you said you like Li Ying, I don't want to force you, But I can only say that if I ascend the throne, the entire family of the Li family will be destroyed."

"..."

"You," Zhu Rongzhan whispered, "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Lin Yu was silent.

She shook her head slowly: "I have nothing to say."

Li Ying killed her, she could choose to stay by his side, but he also killed Zhu Rongzhan, if Zhu Rongzhan chose to kill him, what right did Lin Yu have to oppose and stop him?

If Zhu Rongzhan hadn't found out the truth, maybe Li Ying could still be loyal to him until he died, but he had already touched the edge of the truth when he tracked down Lin Gong and Tang Chun before. Mrs. Li, of course he wants to live forever with Mrs. Li, because he and Mrs. Li can no longer coexist.

If Mrs. Li didn't die, he would be shrouded in the haze of death forever.

Lin Yu knew all these things, and because she knew them all, she realized one thing more clearly——

Zhu Rongzhan has never given up on her from his previous life to this life.

is her.

It was she who gave up on him.

Lin Yu once firmly believed that if he lived for himself and lived better for himself, even if he was a little selfish, it was not despicable.

But looking at Zhu Rongzhan and his slightly red eyes, Lin Yu asked herself repeatedly:

really?
Really not mean?

When she knew the truth, but chose to make a deal with Li Ying, continued to deceive Zhu Rongzhan, and gave up Zhu Rongzhan for the "freedom" she wanted, she had already stood with Li Ying and became his accomplice.

responsibility.

Cang Tao said that Zhu Rongzhan chose to take on the responsibility of being a prince for his family, so he would choose Luo's daughter.

Lin Yu asked herself, what about her?What is her responsibility?Was everything she did too selfish?

But in the second life, didn't she also fulfill her responsibilities as a daughter, her responsibilities to the Lin family, and enter the palace as a concubine?She gave up her personal wishes and chose responsibility, but what happened?

Since then, she has decided that the so-called "for the family" and "for others" are just a hypocritical moral kidnapping, and she lives for herself—her own interests come first.

But if this is the truth, why does she feel so guilty and painful when she looks at Zhu Rongzhan now?
Zhu Rongzhan looked at her, and slowly, the pain of disappointment appeared on his face, and the hand that was holding her tightly, slowly let go.

He said dryly: "It's Ben Gong who is being abrupt."

Seeing that Lin Yu bowed his head and said nothing, he smiled bitterly: "I thought that you appeared there and followed me. I thought you wanted to see me, I thought you...you still have me in your heart."

He looked up at the sky, and Lin Yu heard a faint sound of sniffling: "It's Ben Gong who is being sentimental."