Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

"Myself."

Cang Tao frowned, and he warned: "Ayu, don't fool me."

"I didn't. It's just that I found myself recently." Lin Yu suddenly smiled: "I act according to my own wishes and move forward according to my own will. Even in the previous life, when I was the happiest with you, Sometimes when I can't sleep at night, I ask myself: 'Is this really good? Is this life okay? Is this the rest of my life?'"

"What's wrong with living with me like this for the rest of your life?"

"I am attached to you."

"Wives are attached to their husbands, and children are attached to their parents. It's a matter of course. What's the problem?"

"...But I won't be reconciled."

"What are you not willing to do?"

"Have you ever heard a saying? If you have enough granary, you know etiquette; if you have enough food and clothing, you know honor and disgrace." Lin Yu said: "I always think that my luck is not too bad, because I was born with no worries about food and clothing."

Although the words she used were not in the style of this era, Cang Tao could understand what she meant after a little thought.

"But my life... was more comfortable than being a noble daughter of the Lin family. I lived in a strong and peaceful country, and I never had to worry about my homeland being attacked and invaded. I had many friends and the love of my parents and family members. I can choose how I want to live as I want. So when I come here...how do you want me to be willing?"

"Then what does Ayu want?"

"I want to prove that I am me. I am not the concubine of Datu, the mistress of another family, or the Yan family of the King of Beirong... I am me. As Lin Yu, what is the meaning of my existence? I What can I do? What exactly do I want to do?"

"So you saved Zhu Rongzhan to prove that you are you?"

"No, I saved Zhu Rongzhan just because I wanted to repay his love for me." Lin Yu smiled: "The thing I want to do... the thing that can best prove that I am me and best reflect the meaning of my existence is what I want change the world."

"Ayu..." Cang Tao's eyes showed a trace of astonishment. He looked at Lin Yu, and suddenly felt that the beautiful girl in front of him was so strange.

In his previous life, he also noticed from Lin Yu's sudden silence at a certain moment, and the lonely eyes in her daze, that there was still a corner in her heart, which was an area he had never touched.

She was worried that no one would understand, and she was even more afraid of being hurt, so she would rather not even try, simply pretending that they did not exist.

But he never thought about the things she carefully concealed, so huge, so rebellious, so... ambitious.

He slowly said: "Is this goal too arrogant?"

"But I saw an opportunity, and I decided to seize it. I have escaped for three lifetimes, and this time I don't want to continue to escape."

"What's your chance? You want to support Zhu Rongzhan to take over the position. Do you think that with your influence, you can get Zhu Rongzhan to agree to trade with Beirong?"

"I brought up the possibility of this cooperation, not because I think you all love me and will agree to cooperate for me, but I have more comprehensive information than you, so you can't think of the possibility of a win-win situation, but I think it is an opportunity."

Lin Yu said calmly: "And... yes, I don't deny that this matter will also make me feel satisfied. If I can promote your cooperation, I can also prove the value of my existence, and I can feel that I can rely on Change the world by one's own power."

"Why do you want to prove the value of your existence by avoiding wars? Generally speaking, wars can best reflect the value of talents - excellent generals can win victories for the monarch, wise counselors can formulate strategies for the monarch and win wars, naturally It means your value."

"Because I hate war," Lin Yu said categorically, "I think war is the last resort, but you are far from that. You just don't care about the soldiers and civilians at the bottom. You think the superiors are taking it lightly." It is a matter of course to let them be consumed in large quantities like some kind of tool with one order. Because in your eyes, the weight of people is not the same. Some people are more important than Mount Tai, and some people are lighter than a feather. Come on, everyone is the same, and every life is extremely precious."

Cang Tao said softly: "I know this...even if you treat slaves, you have always been very polite."

Lin Yu lowered his eyes and said, "I can only be myself in such insignificant things. And what made you agree to cooperate is not his love for me, but your nod - it's his love for you Life in your hands. Don't you think this is a great opportunity? This is your opportunity, not mine."

"Then why are you willing to marry me? Last time you married me, you said you were not willing to live like this, but now you are willing to marry me for Zhu Rongzhan?"

"The last time I married you was because I decided to live with you in the future, and I decided to give up on myself. This time... even if I marry you, I decided to be myself," Lin Yu smiled slightly: "So I don't It doesn't matter."

"Marriage is such a trifling matter!" Cang Tao said in amazement, "If you marry me, you will be my wife from now on in front of the gods of heaven and earth. Husband and wife are a holy one, how can it be indifferent?"

"This is your idea," Lin Yu still smiled: "It can't restrain me."

Cang Tao's face darkened.He realized that even if Lin Yu married him again this time, it would be different from what he wanted.

Fame can't trap Lin Yu, her heart is still free.

"You said you don't want to be attached to me...but you are a woman, how can you survive independently?"

Lin Yu looked out the window again: "There are always places in this world where a new order is being conceived."

Cang Tao was slightly taken aback: "You don't... want to go to those rebellious places, do you?"

"..."

"Ridiculous!" He said angrily, "Those people are not good people?! Bandits, thieves, hooligans—! How do you think that's your shelter!?"

Lin Yu lowered his eyes.

"You are not the kind of blind and ignorant person. You must feel that you have seen hope." Cang Tao and Lin Yu I's husband and wife also understood her character: "Among the rebels, is there someone you trust?"

Lin Yu sighed softly: "Yes."

"Why do you think he is trustworthy!?" Cang Tao said angrily: "Even if he is trustworthy, are the people around him also trustworthy?! How do you know that he is not lying to you!?"

Lin Yu knew his worries. In fact, she herself had made the most pessimistic plan: "If it doesn't work there, it won't work in other places. That is my only hope and my last hope."

"What if it doesn't work?"

Lin Yu looked at him and said firmly, "I'm almost tired of this world."