Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

Chapter 170 In the Name of God
Cang Tao said nothing.

God's will is always difficult to ask, so the interpretation of God's will has always been a very idealistic thing.

Cang Tao firmly believed that he was blessed by the gods and the favorite chosen by the gods.

That's why he was able to grow from an exiled orphan to become the king of the seven tribes of Beirong.

God never sends down specific words, but as a king, he is the most authoritative priest of the gods.

He had a feeling in his heart, a flash of inspiration, and as long as he believed that his premonition came from God, he could claim that it was God's will.

Lin Yu once asked him in his previous life: "Do you really believe in the existence of gods?"

At first, she thought that Cang Tao did not believe in gods and was only pretending to be pious for the sake of better rule.

Unexpectedly, Cang Tao looked at her in surprise, unable to believe that she actually questioned this.

He said resolutely: "Of course!"

At that moment, Lin Yu was shocked to realize that she didn't understand him well enough.

She couldn't understand the world in his eyes, a world under the surveillance of an omniscient god and one who had to obey the will that was everywhere and nowhere to be found. But thinking about it on the other hand, he might not be able to understand the world in her eyes either. A world where there are no gods at all.

Without divine guidance, how could she make various judgments and choices?How can I trust that my decision is the right one?How can I feel protected and safe enough?

But it's hard to explain.

Therefore, in order to avoid trouble, Lin Yu chose to pretend that she also believed in the existence of gods in her previous life.She never contradicted him, she just obeyed him silently.

Now, Lin Yu was actually very curious. How did he interpret God's will on that night when his men rebelled and when he died?

Does he feel that he has been abandoned by the gods?Or does he feel that God has given instructions and he failed to understand them?
However, there is no doubt that he would regard rebirth as a gift from God.

What about her?
He didn't seem to think that his death in his previous life was because he was rejected by the gods, nor did he think that he was rejected by the gods because he was too arrogant towards her.

Otherwise, if he felt that Lin Yu was disgusted by the gods, he would not marry her in this life.

He might think that Lin Yu's rebirth was God's grace to him.Because I love him, I also love the people he loves.

So what if Lin Yu said that she was reborn not because of Cang Tao, but because the gods gave her a new mission?
She looked at Cang Tao and thought, can he believe it?

"Otherwise, why didn't God let you and I be reborn to the day when we first met and I came to Beirong? He let us - let me be reborn to the time when I was still a daughter in Dadu, which means that he didn't want me to be Your wife has become your accessory again." Lin Yu said: "Because he gave me a more important mission."

Cang Tao slowly repeated: "A more important mission?"

Lin Yu stepped forward and held his cheeks with both hands. She stared into his eyes: "Cang Tao, God put Da Tu in my hands and handed Beirong to you again. I am his Daughter, and you are his son.”

"No," but Cang Tao refused her temptation. He glared at her angrily and said, "This way we become brothers and sisters!"

But as soon as he finished speaking, he hesitated for a moment: "Could it be that the reason why we were destroyed in the previous life was that I misunderstood God's will, and he was dissatisfied with us as brothers and sisters, but we got married...?"

Lin Yu: "..."

She finally had the opportunity to ask the doubts in her heart: "...Do you think the outcome of our previous lives was because God was dissatisfied with us?"

"I never thought there was anything wrong with you... I thought it was because He was dissatisfied with me." Cang Tao lowered his eyes, raised his hand and held her hand that was close to his cheek, with a depressed look on his face: "Because He hopes that I can do something for you." He unified the world, but I... failed to fulfill His expectations, I just want to stay by your side."

Lin Yu rubbed his cheek with her thumb.

Cang Tao raised his eyes and looked at her seriously: "But He kindly gave me another chance, so I will never let Him down this time, and I will never let Him punish you again. I always feel that I have caused you trouble, Ayu."

"...Is it possible that I didn't realize God's guidance and didn't understand His expectations for me, so He sent down destruction? Maybe we let Him down together."

Cang Tao's face changed slightly, and he said word by word: "But we can never be brothers and sisters!"

Seeing that he was brooding in such a place, Lin Yu smiled helplessly.

"No, that's not what I meant..." She had to change it into a statement that Cang Tao could accept, "I mean, all human beings were created by God and are children of God. And we were chosen by Him. That one." Cang Tao's frown relaxed.

But he was still dubious: "I'll ask Him."

Lin Yu didn't expect that he could be like this, and was suddenly surprised: "How do you want to ask?"

"Sacrifice, divination."

She said worriedly: "I want to be there to watch."

Cang Tao said noncommittally, "You can come back anytime you want, you don't need my permission."

"I can leave anytime I want, I just don't need your permission."

Cang Tao said angrily: "Don't you just want to leave now?"

"But you will still hinder me."

"Did my obstruction work? Did I successfully stop you??"

"But you are unhappy." Lin Yu said softly: "What I want to do will make you so unhappy, will it make me feel better? I want your support so much, but you deny it time and time again. Me, am I not sad?"

She said, lowering her eyes sadly. "My relationship with my family is not good. I am all alone in the world. Now I am in Beirong. You are the only person close to me. You still make things difficult for me and get angry with me every day..."

The more Lin Yu spoke, the more aggrieved she became. She turned around suddenly and covered her face, her tone trembling.

Cang Tao was startled and quickly turned to her: "Ayu? Ayu! Don't cry! I'm just worried about you! I'm afraid you'll be wronged, I'm afraid you'll be hurt - I just want you to have nothing to do with it No matter, as long as you are comfortable and carefree every day..."

"Then should you support me? You don't even believe that I have a mission given by God!"

"I...I'm just afraid you'll make a mistake-"

Lin Yu angrily turned in another direction and continued to face him. "The oracle you heard is true, and what I heard is false? I don't expect your help. Our missions are different. But now do you think I don't deserve the favor of the gods? I don't deserve it either. I have been favored by God, how can I be worthy of you, the beloved Son of God? Then you mean that I am not worthy of your love??"

"Of course not!" Cang Tao was angry and funny: "Ayu, please stop making trouble!"

"Humph!"

"In this way...I will tell you the news about Hedong."

Lin Yu was startled, then turned around quickly and said, "How is Hedong?"

Before, Cang Tao took her with him and had to leave Da Tu as soon as possible. There was no manpower available to gather information. Lin Yu also asked several times about Hedong, but the Da Tu court discovered that Cang Tao had escaped and followed and blocked the route. If it is blocked, even if it can be transmitted, it will be extremely lagging and worthless.

It was not until recently that Cang Tao recovered several intelligence routes to Da Tu.

But he first checked Lin Yu's eyes to see if there were any signs of crying, "You're not crying, are you?"

"No."

"Really?" He frowned, looked at her eyelashes carefully, and wiped the ends of her eyes with his fingertips to confirm.

Lin Yu said anxiously: "Tell me quickly, how is Hedong?"

"It's pretty good." Cang Tao curled his lips, "The imperial court did a good job in disaster relief. All the victims received relief, and order was quickly restored. It's just..."

"what?"

"Luo Yuanqing, a disaster relief missionary, died in the line of duty when he encountered a mudslide on the road, and his body was never found."

Lin Yu was startled.

After Luo Yuanqing's identity was destroyed...Chen Ci could no longer stay in Hedong.

Where...will he go?
(End of this chapter)