Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

Seeing that her own words were really heard by him, Bai Lu was almost dazzled, so excited that she almost spoke incoherently.

She just wanted to say something more, so that he could pay more attention to himself, and look at himself: "Some mistresses are actually very pitiful. They dare not show jealousy in order to be praised for their virtuousness and magnanimity. But when I am alone, I don’t know how sad and sad. I heard that some mistresses, because they are bored with their husband’s many concubines, they act as if they are bored with him. In fact, they just want to attract the attention of their husbands and ask them to coax them. But men don’t understand, they think they are hated by their wives, so they also hate their wives, and it ends in tragedy.”

Zhu Rongzhan suddenly realized——

No wonder in his previous life, when there were many concubines in his backyard, Ayu was always lukewarm, respectfully and politely keeping a distance from him.

Their relationship improved, wasn't it just when he was deposed and dismissed from the harem, and only the two of them depended on each other for life?It can be seen that at that time, Ayu had no resentment and showed his true affection to him.

Zhu Rongzhan murmured: "But I have already made up my mind that I don't want anyone in this life except Ayu."

Bai Lu suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

She had obviously never been close to him or possessed him, but at this moment, she seemed to be pushed away fiercely by him.

She saw the reflection of the moon in the water, and thought she could touch the moon, but she plunged into it, only to find that it was just a dream after all.

His Royal Highness is also a human being, he will also be happy and worried, he will also be hurt and cry, and he will also be confused and fragile...

Yes, that's right.

It's just that none of those things are because of her.

In the name of Miss, she thought that she was finally lucky enough to touch him, but it was all an illusion after all.

Only when she is in contact with Miss, will His Royal Highness give her a little attention.

All her value is due to the existence of Miss.

Thinking of this, Bai Lu's heart tightened: Miss Ke wants to marry the eldest son of the Li family, what should I do?If she really married into the Li family, and it is impossible for her to be with His Highness the Crown Prince, will she have no choice but to see and talk to His Highness the Crown Prince?
Bai Lu felt cold for a moment.All the things she dreamed of were within reach for the young lady, but they were just trash that could be discarded as if they were clothes.

He was hurt by the lady's understatement, and she didn't even allow her to feel sorry for him.

But I comforted him.

I can comfort him.

After I comforted him, he was much better.

Then I... I, to him, is not so insignificant... right?

"Miss," Bai Lu felt as if she was sorry for Lin Yu for keeping a secret.But she thought, Miss has so many good things, she only has such a little, a little bit of goodness to remember, so why not? "Is Mr. Li's parents good-looking?"

"Well……"

Lin Yu thought about it, but found that she couldn't remember clearly.

After all, they just met in a hurry, and Li Ying's face was still covered with a black scarf.

It can only be said that the outline is not ugly, very thin, and the skin is extremely white.

Now that I think about it, my impression of him is a white shadow in Taoist robes.

She was not sure: "Okay?"

"Is it prettier than His Royal Highness?"

Lin Yu told the truth: "In Datu, there are people who are prettier than His Royal Highness the Crown Prince... maybe there are, but I haven't seen them yet."

Bai Lu thought to herself, she felt the same way.

"Miss," she said, "If you marry the eldest son of the Li family in the future, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will marry someone else... In case the Crown Princess becomes a queen after he ascends the throne, Miss, you still have to salute her...why don't you be the one yourself?" Where's the queen?"

"Fool," Lin Yu shook his head with a smile, "Do you think the princess and empress look glamorous on the surface, but they are so relaxed behind the scenes? There are emperors and empresses on top of the concubine, and queen mother on top of the empress. You can't help yourself to laughing. How much blood and tears are just knocked out teeth and swallowed in the stomach, others can't see the bitterness. Marrying someone depends on what you want, and what I want is not this."

"I know," Bai Lu said, "Miss wants to live a free life."

Before Lin Yu said that he wanted to marry the eldest son of the Li family, he had told Bai Lu the reason.

"Yes," Lin Yu said, "I want to live a free life."

This sentence is easy to say, but it is extremely difficult to realize it.

"That lady..."

"Ok?"

"...His Royal Highness is so good-looking, and he cares so much about you. Are you really not attracted to him at all, don't like him at all, and don't want to marry him at all?"

Tempted...

Lin Yu fell into memory.

In the second life, rather than being tempted, it is better to say that he had expectations for him.

I hope he can give her a different fate.

Expect him to give her a good life—at least a better life than her previous life.

She thought that as long as she didn't fall in love with him, she wouldn't suffer anymore.

It's just that she didn't understand at that time that the identity of the prince was destined to be in the vortex of power.

After becoming a princess, it is impossible to be free again.

For those in high positions, the so-called overall situation is always more important than a specific person.

He always has to compromise, always have to balance, always have to make trade-offs, always have to sacrifice something...

She originally thought, forget it, since you are married, let's stay with him, how can we stay away?

Until she herself becomes the object of sacrifice.

Can't rely on others.

Rely on the mountain to fall, rely on everyone to walk.

"Ah Lu," Lin Yu couldn't help but wanted to share a little bit of her own experience: "The better-looking people are, the more deceptive they are, the more they can deceive others. We must learn to protect ourselves."

She thought that among the three lives she had experienced, marrying Zhu Rongzhan was indeed Bai Lu's best life.

Love, power, wealth, dignity, she has it all.But Lin Yu died early, so he couldn't see the final outcome.

Did Zhu Rongzhan love her deeply all his life, or just for a short time?

In this era, it is so difficult for a woman to stand on her own, and she has to depend on her family and her husband. Over time, she even feels that it is only right and proper to hand over everything she owns.

But Lin Yu knew that this was not a matter of course, it was extremely risky and dangerous.

She hoped that Bai Lu could keep a sober mind and use it to stay and love herself.

In this way, even if Zhu Rongzhan changes his mind in the future, she will not feel that the world is collapsing.

People should be their own world, and they can never entrust everything to others.

However, Lin Yu had expressed similar thoughts unscrupulously in front of Bai Lu in his first life, and was eventually scolded by his parents as "rebellious" and "worse than dogs and pigs".

From this, she deeply understands that if she does not want to be burned to death like Bruno who supported the sun-centered theory, she must learn to restrain and hide.

It must be expressed in a tactful and roundabout manner within the allowed range.

But Bai Lu said: "But Miss is also good-looking. Can Miss also lie to others?"

Lin Yu didn't know if she had listened, but thought, Am I lying?I was cheated three times and died tragically every time. I was the only one who was cheated, right?But she suddenly thought of Li Ying, and felt that she seemed to have such a talent for deceiving people.

Maybe it's like becoming a doctor after a long illness. After being deceived for a long time, I have also learned some tricks to deceive people.

But now before the Shangsi Festival, who knows how Li Ying will react?He might have changed his mind and refused to see her in the past few days.

Lin Yu sighed softly, "Stop complimenting me. Go to sleep."

Bai Lu heard the tiredness in her voice, gave a low "um" and didn't speak again.