Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

Chapter 40 It's Impossible
Seeing her smiling, Zhu Rongzhan couldn't help thinking, is there any misunderstanding?
He repeated what Bai Lu said in the carriage. Lin Yu was silent for a while, frowned, a little confused: "Did she say that?"

Unexpectedly, Bai Lu really didn't lie - she really said everything.

But she knew that Bai Lu was not completely loyal to herself, but she thought that Bai Lu was at least loyal to her mother Xu Xiang.

What's more, her family members all live in Lin's manor, shouldn't Bai Lu's interests stand in line with Lin's?

But this kind of behavior is an undoubted betrayal of Lin.

Isn't she afraid of being beaten to death by Xu Xiang after she finds out?
Zhu Rongzhan asked urgently: "But what's not true?"

Lin Yu came back to his senses and said lightly, "No."

What Bai Lu said was not only the truth, some words were easy to make people think too much.

For example, she said that Lin Yu would dress up as a maid and enter the Star Gate Temple alone. This is true, but she added the sentence "The servant does not know what the lady is doing inside", which inevitably makes people think: "Lin Yu went to the Star Gate Temple alone, and met Li Ying alone, what would he do?"

Fortunately, Zhu Rongzhan didn't think much about it.

In the early days of their marriage, Lin Yu's image of being strict and self-respecting was deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. He didn't think that Lin Yu would exceed the etiquette with others before they got married.

It's just that Zhu Rongzhan was already annoyed enough to meet Li Ying simply - not to mention, she might not be.

"Then you really want to discuss marriage with Li Ying?"

"Yes."

"why!?"

"Naturally because I want to marry him."

"Nonsense!" Zhu Rongzhan said angrily, "He is weak, seriously ill, withdrawn and gloomy, and he is very old, and no one talks about marriage. Who would want to marry him?! Did someone force you to do this?"

"He is only 25 years old this year. Why do you say he is very old?" Lin Yu was a little helpless: "No one forced me, I was willing."

"I do not believe."

"It's the same if you don't believe it."

Zhu Rongzhan stood up suddenly, obviously very angry: "You are my princess! How can you discuss marriage with others!?"

Lin Yu said seriously: "Your Highness is joking, when did I become your princess?"

"Even if it's not now, it will be in the future."

Hearing his firm tone, with no room for change, Lin Yu couldn't help thinking that he had planned everything, covered his face, and asked the carriage to remove the flag, trying to keep a low profile. However, the other party was the prince, who was in a high position and held great power. He really wanted to investigate something , how can she, an ordinary boudoir, be able to compete?

She was suddenly depressed: "Does this matter have nothing to do with me? Since it has something to do with me, why don't I count whether I want to or not?"

Seeing her resentful expression, Zhu Rongzhan quickly said: "Of course it has something to do with you, but you...why don't you want to?"

"If you don't want to, you just don't want to."

"Even if you don't want to now, you will definitely be willing in the future."

"When is the future?"

"After you marry me." Zhu Rongzhan said, "How am I not as good as him? In terms of appearance and status, am I not a thousand times better than him?"

"Your Highness is naturally good."

But before Zhu Rongzhan showed joy, she said again: "Everything is good, but it may not be suitable for me."

"Since I am so good, I must be suitable for you, why not?"

Lin Yu remained silent.

"Believe me," Zhu Rongzhan said earnestly, "in the dream...you love me very much, and I love you too. We will be happy together. No matter what you want, I will do it for you. I don't I am willing to let you suffer a little bit, and I will definitely not let you suffer with me. I will protect you and prevent you from getting hurt. If I do something wrong, you tell me, and I can change it. "

Lin Yu couldn't help but said, "Your Highness, that was just a dream."

"Although it was a dream, but...maybe, that is the future we have experienced once, or the past life."

Lin Yu shook his head.

She thought to herself, don't I know if I love you or not?Don't you know whether you love me or not?
Why do you love me very much, and I love you very much?

"What Your Highness said is too false...Your Highness, do you really understand me? Or do you just regard me as a substitute for the phantom in your dream?"

"Why do you have a substitute! You are the person in my dream, and she is you! Why don't I know you, we have been husband and wife for many years..."

"Then what do I hate the most, does Your Highness know?"

Without hesitation, Zhu Rongzhan said, "You hate me the most for not washing dishes, sweeping the floor, or drying clothes."

Lin Yu was taken aback.

She smiled bitterly: "These sounds really annoying, but what I hate the most is...three wives and four concubines."

Zhu Rongzhan was stunned, and he immediately said: "In my life, as long as I have you, that's enough."

"Your Highness, you are the prince," Lin Yu said softly, "If you become the emperor in the future, you will need an heir."

"so what?"

"I will have no heirs."

When Zhu Rongzhan heard it, a big stone fell in his heart, and he smiled easily, "Ah Yu, what did you misunderstand? Could it be that some quack doctor said you can't get pregnant? Are you worried about this, so you don't want to marry me? Don't worry, you can If you are pregnant, you can give birth to an heir!"

In her previous life, she was pregnant with his child.

But thinking of the ending of her and her child in the previous life, the smile on Zhu Rongzhan's face disappeared.

Lin Yu said, "Whether I can or I can't, I don't care. All I know is that I don't want it."

Zhu Rongzhan frowned, unable to understand for a moment: "What does that mean?"

"It means, I don't want to get pregnant, and I don't want to have a baby."

Lin Yu said bluntly: "Your Highness, we are not suitable. As a prince, you occupy a high position, and you always have to balance the court and win over the powerful officials and nobles. In the past, Emperor Xuan of the Han Dynasty was the son of heaven, and he insisted on making his wife Xu Pingjun the queen, leaving behind the old sword With affectionate allusions such as deep love and Nanyuan's legacy, if you can't refuse Nahuo's daughter as a concubine, how can His Highness guarantee that I will be the only one in the future?"

Zhu Rongzhan said seriously: "I can swear on my life."

Lin Yu shook his head: "Everyone is subject to change. The status of my Highness and I is too unequal. If one day in the future, His Highness changes his mind and accepts new people, what can I do? Not to mention the royal heirs, what are you going to do?" Important, how dangerous is pregnancy for a woman? I don't want to take this risk."

Zhu Rongzhan's face was covered with a layer of frost, he understood that Ayu didn't want to bear him a child.

Could it be that by marrying Mrs. Li, Ayu doesn't have to worry about him changing his mind?
But just as he was about to question him, he suddenly remembered that Bai Lu had said before that it was because Lin Yu loved him that it was hard for him to have another woman.

It is precisely because she loves him that she is worried about his empathy. She doesn't love Li Ying at all, so naturally she doesn't care whether he likes other women.

Thinking of this, the anger in Zhu Rongzhan's heart dissipated a lot.

He calmly said: "Don't you think Mrs. Li doesn't need an heir?"

"Your Highness also knows that the eldest son of the Li family is weak and sick."

"You married him because you could not have children?"

"It's also because as long as he wants, he can marry me alone. What about your highness? Sometimes, even if your highness doesn't want to, you have to marry me, right? And I hate working with other women, and I hate it even more when you use the one I met the day before. Someone else's body came to touch me."

Zhu Rongzhan tightened his lips. Seeing his appearance, Lin Yu sighed: "I know that such an accusation is unfair to His Highness, because His Highness grew up in such an environment. Everyone tells you, You are born with such a right, but I... I really don't want to live like this."

Don't want to do it again.

"I said this not to accuse His Highness, but in this life, I only want to be with Li Ying. His status may not be that high, and his health may not be that good. But he respects me, and that's enough. "

Zhu Rongzhan said in a hoarse voice: "When did I not respect you?"

"You sent someone to watch me." Lin Yu said calmly, "This violates my privacy - I know you don't understand, but this is serious disrespect."

"I'm just worried that you're in danger!"

"I'm a human being, not your caged canary! You have to master all my movements, pry into all my secrets, and make me feel like your plaything-don't say you are for my own good! This It just scares me and makes me sick."

Zhu Rongzhan gritted his teeth and said, "If I hadn't sent someone to watch you, how would I know that you secretly wanted to marry Li Ying behind my back!?"

"So you don't even allow me to have a mind of my own?"

"That's not what I meant!" His angry chest heaved violently: "If you don't like it, fine! I'll get rid of the people who look at you. Is that okay?"

Lin Yu turned her head away: "Anyway, I can't see the person you arranged. Even if you didn't withdraw, I don't know."

"Since I said I would withdraw it, I won't lie to you."

"Then..." Lin Yu said cautiously, "Can Your Highness fulfill the little girl's wish?"

Zhu Rongzhan said viciously: "You want me to watch you marry another man?! Absolutely impossible!"

(End of this chapter)