Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

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Lin Yu recalled in a trance what happened a long time ago.

In the first life, she also escaped from the Lin Mansion.

At that time, she thought that she was restrained and patient enough, but she was reborn three times. After gaining rich experience in ancient life, Lin Yu looked back at the past, but had to admit with a wry smile that her behavior in the first life was indeed too outrageous.

She was self-righteous and did many, many things wrong.

At that time, she had not seen the cruelty of ancient society, and with the recklessness and innocence of a newborn calf, she was determined to fight against the ancient social rules that she felt were incorrect, unfair, ignorant and backward.

Maybe her decision to elope with Chen Ci, in the eyes of others, is that the rich lady didn't do it, she asked for trouble to find a poor boy.

Maybe like Wang Baochuan, he is a love brain who deserves to dig wild vegetables for 18 years.

But thinking about it now, she couldn't even tell if she really loved Chen Ci that much. Compared with love, Lin Yu felt that she was fighting for dignity more.

She decided to elope with Chen Ci in order to resist the fate that she could not decide anything.

A person who has received modern education regards "free refusal" and "free choice" as the natural rights of everyone.

So Lin Yu couldn't tolerate her "unable to choose" her own life.

She also couldn't tolerate her "unable to refuse" family arrangements.

Chen Ci was originally working in the county government office, and he was also a civil servant who could handle specific affairs. It was not difficult for him to make private directions and household registration.

Lin Yu was full of joy, thinking that he and Chen Ci would soon be able to live a free life.

But not long after they left the city, they were caught up by Lin's private army.

They were forcefully pulled away by Lin's soldiers, and Chen Ci was dragged out of her sight with his mouth covered.

Lin Yu heard the commander of the soldiers say coldly: "Following the order of the Patriarch, I will make a speech and kill you."

Only then did she realize that a love that is not supported by her parents will really kill people.

She wasn't afraid that she would die for resisting, but she was afraid that she would get involved in the case, and that he would die because of herself.

Lin Yu panicked for the first time.

Terrified, she knelt at the foot of the soldier commander and took his hand. She didn't want any dignity or freedom.

"Don't kill him—! Please, don't kill him!" Lin Yu cried and begged, "It's my fault, it's all my fault, I don't dare to be willful anymore, I won't be disobedient again— —Take me back, take me back, I confess my mistake to my parents, I will be obedient in the future, no matter who they want me to marry, I will marry! I will marry! I will obey whatever they ask me to do—— Please You, please, don't kill him - he's innocent, he's innocent!!"

But the soldier commander was just silent.

"Please——please...!" Lin Yu collapsed: "What did he do wrong? He was just unlucky to be chosen by me, so he will die because of it? It's my fault, you killed him Me, you killed me, let him go—I really know I was wrong—I should be the one who should be damned—”

She thought of Chen Ci's gentle temper, always serious, dignified and self-possessed;
Thinking of Chen Ci, in order to make her happy, relying on his good memory, relying on the tune she hummed once, learned the lyrics she sang, and sang to her clumsily;

Thinking of his warm and affectionate eyes, always staring at her with a smile...

The memory of the first life was too embarrassing and heavy. She couldn't bear the burden of carrying a human life, so Lin Yu tried her best not to recall it.

Every time she was reborn, she never went to find Chen Ci.

She was afraid.

She was afraid to see him.

She was afraid that his life would be bad, and also that he would have a better life if he hadn't met her.

She prayed to God countless times, hoping that he would live a long life without encountering her fate, be free from illness and disaster, and die in bed.

She hopes that someone can love him more than herself, and that he can love a good woman who is more worthy of his love.

He will no longer be humiliated and tortured by the Lin family because of her; his official career will not be ruined, and even a small official will not be able to continue his job because of her...

She will only bring him bad luck, only make him unlucky.

After thinking too much, Lin Yu only felt that his heart began to colic again. I wonder if it was a psychological effect, and his throat seemed to have a fishy sweetness.

She covered her mouth and coughed heart-piercingly, only feeling dizzy for a while, and soon, a fishy smell surged up in her throat, and she spurted out a mouthful of blood.

Just at this moment, the carriage stopped slowly, and Lin Yun's voice came from outside the curtain: "Miss, I have seen the star gate."

Double images began to appear in front of Lin Yu's eyes, the ground seemed to be pulling her into the abyss, and her mind was full of the need to meet Li Ying——

Otherwise, if Lin Yun saw her vomit blood, he would definitely be afraid of taking responsibility, and maybe he would send her back to the Lin residence directly.

No, never, never, never go back...

"Go..." She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and tried her best to squeeze out the little strength left in her body, so that her voice would not sound so weak and suspicious: "Go and ask Li Ying to pick me up."

Lin Yu leaned tightly against the wall of the carriage, so as not to slip down and faint on the ground if he didn't pay attention.

There was no sound outside the carriage, did Lin Yun look for Li Ying?
Her consciousness began to fragment. Although she could still wake up from time to time and try to open her eyes, Lin Yu only felt more and more sleepy, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier.

How long has Lin Yun been gone?

Time, how long has passed?

Gradually, she began to be unable to think.

How come Li Ying...hasn't...come...

Will he... come...

Just when her consciousness was blurred again, and her body against the wall could no longer maintain a sitting position, and she began to fall forward unconsciously, a familiar voice finally came from outside the door curtain: "Ayu?"

Ah, here he is.

Lin Yu suddenly felt relieved, and then fell into complete darkness.

……

When Li Ying heard a muffled sound of a heavy object falling to the ground from the carriage, she sensed something was wrong.

His expression changed, and he entered in front of the carriage without the owner's permission, and he did not forget to apologize in a low voice: "Ayu, I'm sorry, I have to pass."

Although she was blindfolded in front of outsiders, she seemed to have difficulty moving, but Li Ying jumped into the carriage very lightly and quickly. This contrast stunned Lin Yun.

And when the curtain of the carriage was lifted, Lin Yu could be seen inside the carriage, lying unconscious on the ground.

Li Ying rushed to her side anxiously and turned her over so that she would not face down and cause suffocation.He hugged her into his arms, and saw the blood overflowing from her lips, and the skirt of her dress that was stained red.

Just as Lin Yun was about to scream, the nanny who followed Li Ying was waiting by the carriage. Seeing that he was unusual, she quickly grabbed his wrist.I don't know where she was holding her, but Lin Yun's whole body was numb due to the pain, and he couldn't even cry out.

The nanny said: "Madam Lin may have to stay at the Xingmen Temple for a while, brother, don't make a fuss, just stay with her."

Li Ying didn't care about the movement here. He carried Lin Yu out of the carriage with the weight of a person in his arms. When he jumped out of the carriage, he was still flying across the lake like a water bird.

He hurried past the nanny, carried Lin Yu in his arms and walked quickly towards the Star Gate Temple, leaving only a quick and forceful sentence: "Go to the doctor!"