Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

Looking at Lin Gong's sneering expression, Lin Yu had a vague premonition in his heart.

Does she trust Zhu Rongzhan?
Believe in the "husband" who has lived with her for two or three years and gets along more and more harmoniously?
Believe in his love?
Lin Yu only knew that human nature cannot stand the test, and so is so-called love.

If Zhu Rongzhan could explain to her face to face, explain to her that she had to be sent to the palace as a hostage, and pay more attention to calming her emotions, maybe she would still have some confidence.

But colluding with others like this, coaxing her to leave with lies, killing her first and playing later, sending her away without any communication, Lin Yu only felt a little cold in his heart.

She was afraid that if she trusted him, she expected too much, and in the end the gap was too great, so that she fell into despair.

But there was nothing she could do then except trust him.

The feeling of not being able to make decisions by oneself, but waiting for others to decide one's own destiny, Lin Yu has experienced it once, and never wants to experience it again.

Her heart sank, she looked at the scenery outside the window without saying a word, and she didn't have the mind to pay attention to Lin Gong anymore.

Lin Gong tried to say a few words to her again, but when she saw that she was silent and bored, he didn't bother to say any more.Halfway through the journey, he suddenly pulled down Lin Yu's curtains forcefully, and said impatiently: "Sister, you have a special status now, so be careful not to be remembered by others for your appearance."

Lin Yu wanted to open the car window again, but was angrily found that the window was locked from the outside.She tried to push the car door again, and sure enough, the car door was also locked.

This kind of contemptuous treatment like escorting a prisoner made Lin Yu feel that the situation might not be too good.

Soon, Lin Gong's voice came through the closed car window in a muffled voice: "Sister, the people in the palace are here to pick you up, and I will send you here, brother."

The carriage stopped for a while, and then started again. Since then, Lin Yu has never heard Lin Gong's voice, nor has he heard a familiar voice again.

The feeling of watching myself go to the end in an unfamiliar environment is icy cold.

Gradually realizing that I have been abandoned by others, the feeling of losing my way of life is like slowly suffocating.

Lin Yu also thought about it, is there some misunderstanding?
When she was under house arrest in the palace, she also thought about——

Maybe he'll come to her rescue...

Maybe she will be able to go back safely in the end.

But when death comes, those expectations are meaningless.

People's hearts are unpredictable.

One can never know what is going on in another person's mind.

Lin Yu could only draw conclusions from his actions and results—it was dangerous to be close to Zhu Rongzhan.

But Zhu Rongzhan said...

She didn't die because of him, on the contrary, he died to save her.

is it possible?

Lin Yu couldn't accept such subversive news for a while. She looked at Zhu Rongzhan as if she had never known him, and said in disbelief: "Your Highness means that in the dream, people in the palace kidnapped me, and His Highness wanted to save me. Am I going to die by storming the palace?"

"Yes!" Zhu Rongzhan said firmly.

"That's rebellion..."

Zhu Rongzhan whispered: "I don't care."

Lin Yu looked at him confused, dazed, and at a loss.

She has always concealed the fact that she has past life memories, but now, she realizes that if she wants to find out the truth, she may have to confront him face to face with everything she has experienced.

The experience of the two parties is so different, either Zhu Rongzhan lied maliciously, or someone did it on purpose.

If there is another mastermind behind the scenes, how vicious and terrifying is that person's methods?
"Your Highness..."

"Ok?"

"What I dreamed is different from what you dreamed."

Hearing this, Zhu Rongzhan suddenly burst into surprise: "Ayu!? You—could it be you—have you recovered the memory of when we were together?!"

As he spoke, he opened his arms excitedly to hug her. Lin Yu quickly reached out to his chest and pushed him away: "Your Highness! Respect yourself!"

Zhu Rongzhan put down his hand aggrieved: "Oh...but why not?"

"Please listen to me first."

"Okay," he looked at her eagerly, "tell me."

Lin Yu carefully said: "Your Highness, do you still remember that when we first met, my father said that I had a nightmare the night before?"

In fact, it was just a lie Lin Yan told to hide her vomiting blood, but it just happened to be used as an excuse at this time.

Zhu Rongzhan said: "Of course I remember... Could it be!?"

He widened his eyes, "Did you recover your memory at that time?! Then why did you-then why didn't you come to me, refused to come back-!?"

"Because I thought it was just a strange dream."

"Dream? Do you think it's just a dream? Don't you think that everything in the dream is so vivid, as if it happened in real life, more like time has flowed back after we experienced it ourselves?"

It was a dream that Lin Yu killed her, not a memory from her previous life.

Zhu Rongzhan had no choice but to say unhappy, "Well, no wonder our dreams are different."

"After I married His Highness in my dream, His Highness didn't like me at first."

Zhu Rongzhan immediately objected: "I don't dislike you! Well, well... At first it was true... But I just don't know you very well!"

Lin Yu shook his head: "I remember that the empress was not satisfied with me at that time. No matter what I did, she was angry and dissatisfied, so that she ordered to reprimand me and set rules for me when I entered the palace to pay my respects. It's embarrassing, but she treats Luo Liangdi extra favorably."

"What! The queen mother... why don't you tell me, I will definitely help you!"

"In short, after marrying Your Highness, I am not happy. But it doesn't matter, because I may not be able to live well if I marry someone else."

"Ayu, don't say that..."

"So gradually I got used to it. Until one day, His Highness suddenly told me that you doted on my personal maid, Bai Lu. You doted on her very much, and you were obedient to her, and you were angry with me because of it, and reprimanded me Let her do some maid work in Zhaoxun's body."

"So you dreamed of this!" Zhu Rongzhan was so anxious that he almost swore to the sky: "I didn't touch her! I really didn't touch her! I was——I was a big fool at the time, thinking that Lin could win over, and Bai Lu was just a Contact channels, because you are unwilling, Ayu...and I wanted her to stay away from you, not to reprimand you! She is someone close to you, and I was worried that Lin would order her to be unfavorable to you...I was wrong, I will definitely not do this kind of thing again in the future! I only want you as a wife in the future, and all the gentry will get out of the way!"

"...Later, you were deposed as a commoner."

"Yeah! Let's see the truth in adversity, depend on each other, and never leave. This is always the same as my dream!?"

"You asked my brother to pick me up."

"Yes. He said your mother misses you."

"You said that he came back halfway to ask for help, and that I was intercepted."

"Yes!"

"But in my dream, he told me that it was you who colluded with him in advance, lest I would not want to, so you tricked me into a carriage in the name of going home to visit relatives, and then sent me to the palace. He said, The emperor is seriously ill, and he is suspicious of you. In order to protect yourself, you sent your wife into the palace as a hostage. Outsiders thought we had a deep relationship, so the emperor relaxed his vigilance towards you, but that night, you rebelled... completely Regardless of my safety. The emperor was furious and ordered me... to be strangled with white silk."

As soon as Lin Yu finished speaking, Zhu Rongzhan rushed up and held her tightly in his arms, as if wishing to be one with her.

"I'm sorry..." He kissed her hair, his voice was extremely painful: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be taken away by someone, I'm sorry, I didn't rescue you..."

Lin Yu was dumbfounded for a moment, not knowing how to react.

Seeing her silence, Zhu Rongzhan quickly let go of her again, "Ah, Ayu doesn't like me hugging you suddenly, right? I couldn't hold back for a while, and I won't do it next time—!"

But he couldn't help stretching out his hand, lifted her curtain, and gently touched her neck with his fingertips.

Lin Yu trembled all over, clutching his neck subconsciously, and took a big step back.

"I'm sorry!" Zhu Rongzhan hurried to catch up, "I was just thinking...I was afraid that you would be in pain...in pain..."

Lin Yu was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice became hoarse: "Then, how did you die after raising the army, Your Highness?"

Zhu Rongzhan said decisively: "Kill yourself."

Lin Yu felt that his tone was wrong, and gave him a suspicious look.

"Okay...well, in fact, I didn't have much impression of the outside world after that, and my mind was dizzy...I wanted to kill myself, but at that time the crossbowmen were already in place and aimed at me, and I wasn't sure if I was Kill yourself to death, or be shot to death by random arrows, but I thought, if I killed myself, would I more or less feel the same pain as Ayu? I heard someone say that you are dead, and I thought, How lonely it is for Ayu to go to Huangquan alone, everyone says that the underworld is dark and gloomy, I have to hurry up and go with you."

Zhu Rongzhan held Lin Yu's hand carefully, with broken water in his eyes, and looked at her pitifully: "Don't leave me behind."