Died three times, the third ex-husband went crazy

Li Ying saw that she had changed into an eunuch's clothes.

After leaving my sister's bedroom, there were many eunuchs and maids scurrying around in a panic outside like headless chickens.

But in a place farther away, the sounds of soldiers and fighting, although still some distance away, could already feel the danger approaching every step of the way.

Li Ying looked in that direction for a moment, then turned her head and walked deeper into the palace with the eunuch.

The closer you get to Chongde Hall, the quieter it becomes.

The guards had already heard the commotion outside, everyone's thoughts were floating, but the emperor was seriously ill, and he didn't give a clear order for a long time, so they didn't know whether they should stay where they were or attack to support the palace gate.

At this time, Concubine Li was already the person with the highest status in the harem. Although she did not have the name of queen, she already had the rights of queen.

In the absence of an edict issued by the emperor, Li Fei's order is the highest instruction.

Holding her waist badge in the palace, the guards of the Chongde Hall looked at each other and stepped aside.

Li Ying lowered her head very low so that no one would notice his purple eyes.

In order not to arouse suspicion, he had already taken off the silk cloth covering his eyes while walking in the palace, and even his eyelashes were dyed black.It's just that there is no way to change the color of the eyes, so you can only be careful not to be seen by others.

Fortunately, the guards didn't care about a thin eunuch, and the two entered the palace smoothly.The eunuch pointed to a tightly closed door and said in a low voice, "This used to be the living place of His Highness the Crown Prince, and the abandoned Crown Princess was locked here."

Li Ying nodded.

This was the first time he entered the Chongde Hall, and the first time he saw the place where the prince had lived.

Looking at those carved beams and painted buildings, he unconsciously recalled how high-spirited Zhu Rongzhan must have been when he was still living here.

He is the first child of the emperor and the eldest son of the empress. Since he was born, he has never encountered any difficulties or cold looks. The faces he sees are gentle and kind, and he never hears a word of ridicule or insult. .

Where was Li Ying then?

In the Xingmen Temple far away from the center of the capital, his father didn't want to see him, and his mother didn't dare to see him.Relatives shunned him, brothers and sisters alienated him.

Except for the nanny by his side, for countless nights, he could only look up at the moon, pretending that it was his friend.

Later, Zhu Rongzhan became more and more famous, while Li Ying became more and more hidden in the world.

Zhu Rongzhan is the sun, and he is the night.

The sun cannot illuminate the night, but the night gradually devours the sun.

During the day, he was separated from everyone, and he obviously hated contact with people, but he had to hold parties from time to time to entertain a group of boring and vulgar dudes.

These people are useless people, but their status predestined them to see and hear useful things in their respective homes.

By making friends with these dandies, practicing martial arts with the nanny, and developing disciples in the name of Tang Chun, when Li Ying was a teenager, the intelligence network had spread all over the wealthy family of Datu, and secretly managed a lot of power.

He proved his usefulness to his parents, and Li Shi still admitted that he was Li Shi's eldest son.

He maintains a delicate and fragile bond with his own family.

Li Shi needed him, so he devoted himself to Li Shi and died.

The nanny once said in distress that it wasn't worth it, but besides Li Shi, where else in this world, and who else, would notice him and need him?

Although Mrs. Li exiled him to Xingmen Temple, it was his only home in the world.

Li Ying didn't have any ambitions, and he didn't have anything in particular he wanted to do. Li's ambition was his ambition, and what Li wanted to do was what he wanted to do.

Otherwise, he doesn't know what's the point of living in this world.

Li Shi's need for him is like the umbilical cord between the baby and the mother. He cannot cut it off, dare not cut it off, because once cut off, the baby will lose its supply and die of weakness.

Even if it's for profit... But as long as someone needs him, chooses him, and thinks he's still useful, Li Ying will be very happy.

The nanny once said, that is use, not love.

Of course Li Ying understood, but he deceived himself a little in his heart, although his parents would only think of him when he was useful.But parents always think of themselves, maybe deep down in their hearts, there is actually a concern for him?
Maybe, when they contacted him, there was love?

Love is conditional.

From this, Li Ying realized that if he can't do anything, no one will want him.

He has to be more useful, able to do more things.

As the prince, Zhu Rongzhan would not understand these things.

From the moment he was born, he received a love that Li Ying couldn't even imagine.

Countless people love him.Even if he doesn't do anything, there are thousands of people willing to circle around him.

Li Ying has never experienced father's preference and mother's doting.

And now, he stands in the palace of the man who was born with everything.

People who have never been loved and chosen by others are now easily standing in this place where all the glory once gathered, while the original owner of this place is fighting desperately outside the door, trying to get here again.

Between the two of them, only one can survive in the end.

During these years, Li Ying hid in the dark, bit by bit depriving Zhu Rongzhan of his status, power, and love...

Now, he's about to take away the last of what he has.

his wife.

It's not fair.

Li Ying thought, he has nothing but a nurse who truly loves him and has spent countless years with him.

He always believed that this was God's compensation for him.

But Zhu Rongzhan has everything, why can he get a sincere person?
The crown prince was deposed and dismissed from the harem, only the crown princess refused to accept the letter of divorce and wanted to share weal and woe with the crown prince.

In order to draw a clear line with the prince, Lin's relationship with Lin Yu was almost broken, but she also came to the door to take her back.

But Lin Yu refused.

So she chose to stay, not because her family forced her to be loyal, but because she really had a deep affection for the prince.

Everyone marveled and praised the princess for her persistence, but Li Ying's jealousy towards Zhu Rongzhan turned into a deep and endless hatred in an instant.

Why! ?

Why? !

How precious and hard to find a person's sincerity, why can Zhu Rongzhan get it so easily?

The nanny was getting old, and she had suffered many injuries when she was young. Although her bones were still healthy, she died of illness a few years ago.

He originally only had this sincerity, and God would not give it to him for too long.

Zhu Rongzhan has always had so much, so why does God give more?
At that time, Lin Gong thought he was on good terms with Li Ying. In front of Li Ying, he complained angrily that Lin Yu was a wolf, and that his married daughter threw water. of!
Li Ying asked softly: "Does she really love the deposed prince so much?"

"Sure!" Lin Gong said angrily, "Otherwise, the crown prince will be abolished, and she won't be able to become a crown princess. What is she doing if she loves him? What a pig's brain! What's wrong with coming back and remarrying? Don't say anything else, Brother Ying, aren't you very good? Of course, she is already a dying woman, and she is not good enough for Brother Ying—"

Li Ying interrupted him calmly: "Does the prince love her?"

"It's hard to say." Lin Gong smacked his lips: "My sister, she looks pretty, but it doesn't seem to be very interesting. The prince had a favor with Bai Lu, the maid next to her before, that pet - let me say I am Sis is really useless, being a princess, Lin has no advantages, not even being a maid!"