Captured by her hidden husband in a love affair

Chapter 140 More praise, less malice

Although in front of the camera before, Lian Xuan had a lot of interactions with the live broadcast room, but they haven't been in such a particularly dense state today.

In the final analysis, she is still relieving her tension and fear by talking to the audience.

"Buzz." The phone vibrated lightly.

"Rong Can: Where is it? I'll look for you."

Lian Xuan typed slowly: "The teacher's office on the third floor of the teaching building. The door is locked. It's useless if you come. You can go to your side task first."

Rong Can replied in seconds: "Is the light on?"

Lian Xuan was startled: "No, but I turned on the flashlight."

"Call me if you're afraid." He still replied in seconds, as if waiting for his reply right there.

"Okay, I'm chatting with the audience in the live broadcast room, don't be afraid, you work hard to be a branch line, and I will try to go out as soon as possible."

Lian Xuan put the phone back in order, and the speed of flipping through the documents was accelerated, reading out some content on the paper from time to time, as if interacting with the audience in the live broadcast room.

Of course, the point is to give yourself courage.

And in the live broadcast room at this time, cp fans are celebrating Chinese New Year again.

"Woooooo he knows she is afraid of the dark, so he wants to accompany her regardless of the task!"

"Who can say that the lotus paste is not real? Who can?!"

"I directly thank the program team for putting sports cameras on the guests, so that we can see the young couples interacting through this perspective! Thanks to Director Zhao! Thanks to the program team!"

"Seriously, let's go straight to the date. The next issue will be the third issue. It's not too much to start dating, right? I have a showdown, I just want to see the lotus seed paste!"

Lian Xuan didn't know about the excitement of the barrage.

She turned to the key evidence - a yellowed letter.

The handwriting on it is chic and beautiful: "Dear mother accepts"

"It's not advisable to read other people's letters casually." While opening it, she exhorted, "We need this for the show."

"Dear mother, I may have bid farewell to you when you received this letter." Lian Xuan's voice paused, and the hand holding the letter paper silently tightened a little.

She didn't like the word farewell very much.

Not only because her parents had said goodbye to her.

More because she also wanted to bid farewell to the world.

"I used to want to be your pride, and I wanted you to see your son as good and powerful as his mother."

"I tried desperately to do everything well, and to get your gentle and approving gaze, but it seems... I know, Mom, you want your child to become a dragon, but I'm really a little tired."

"Whenever I finally complete the last goal, more difficult and stricter requirements will appear. You always hope that I can do better."

"I thought I could go on my next journey tirelessly, always be brave and never give up."

"But what's going on? I seem to have lost all my love and interest. The praise and favorite toys I used to long for have gradually faded from the apex of my heart."

Lian Xuan turned the page, and the content on the new letter paper was rewritten, the handwriting lost its original elegance, showing a bit of agitation.

"Mom said that the Jingxin Academy is very good and sent me to study there."

"On the tenth day at the Shocking Academy, I couldn't bear everything here. I asked my mother for help, but nothing came to pass."

"One day at the Shocking Academy, I feel physically and mentally exhausted, maybe I really can't hold on anymore."

"In the 110 days of Shocking Academy, Mom, I want to say goodbye to you. If there is a next life, I hope you can have a smarter and more sensible child instead of me who is like a useless person with no meaning and value."

The signature at the end was stained red with blood.

It is a few simple and painful words: your unfilial useless son.

Lian Xuan closed his eyes and slowed down his breathing.

Every word and every sentence is poked on the lungs of people.

She was too good at substituting this feeling of near despair.

When a person is dragged into the abyss bit by bit, when he obviously stretches out his hand to want the world to pull him, but nothing happens.

There is no one who does not wish to have the opportunity to be saved.

If given the chance, they would love the world again, but after being ill for a long time, they feel that relief is the only way.

"Obviously they are all ordinary words, why do I feel heartbroken..."

"It's really easy for me to get into it. Learning, hope for success, always higher requirements and always stingy praise."

"It feels like we still know too little about depression and other related diseases, so that tragedies around us happen frequently."

"All emotions are accumulated bit by bit, hidden and tucked away, trying my best to suppress it with the little positive energy left in my body, until I can't hold it anymore, the emotional tower collapses in an instant..."

"A little more praise, a little more praise, a little more trust, a little more care, a little more understanding between each other, maybe the ending of many tragedies can be avoided."

The audience in the live broadcast room were led by Lian Xuan's heavy voice, and almost fell into that kind of despair and pain.

There are too many cases, and it is too easy to resonate.

In this day and age, no one is truly healthy physically and mentally.

Lianxuan's fans and cp fans first got out of their emotions and realized the more serious problem: "Wait, wait, the situation of Xuanbao...is it really okay to see these?"

"Hey, I almost forgot such an important thing, has the program team considered Miss Xuan's situation?"

"Grass... I saw Xuanbao's expression, that kind of desolation and helplessness that seemed unreal...I burst into tears."

"Xuanbao!!! We all love you! The actor Rong also loves you very much! Everyone loves you very much!!!"

"A little more kindness, a little less malice, the world will be more beautiful! Lian Xuan, you are the best——! (Heartbreaking version)"

"Keyboard man retreat! Heizi retreat! Marketing account retreat! retreat!"

And Lian Xuan, who was full of concerns from the audience in the live broadcast room, calmed down his emotions very slowly, but his voice was still slightly hoarse: "So, if everyone in the live broadcast room has love, you must express it boldly. Maybe the people around you need such support very much."

She put the letter back in the envelope, "With a little more praise, the overall atmosphere will be different."

"We can probably restore the story now. The boy in it should be the son of the dean, but he gradually collapsed under the pressure of study and family."

"But the dean didn't understand him at the time, and sent him to the Shocking Academy, which he thought was good."

"The life in the Shocking Academy became the last straw that crushed him."

"And the dean..." Lian Xuan paused, his brows furrowed slightly, "I guess, she might be a different kind of NPC."

"Our kind."

The moment the voice fell, the get out of class bell rang suddenly: "Dinglingling——"

(End of this chapter)