Jinghua Tianjiao

"Why are you squatting here? Get up and go back to the house. You know that your stomach is cold, but you still drink so much. Why are you calling me? You are afraid that your parents will see you when you drink."

Taking advantage of his drunkenness, Du Feng said, "It's not that... I'm afraid that the adults will worry. In fact, I didn't drink much, I was just upset."

"Okay, okay, stop being annoying. If you don't want your parents to know, just go back to the house early. Don't think about anything, not even your resignation. Have a good night's rest and we'll talk about anything tomorrow." Du Juan helped her brother back to the house. She was so tired that she was sweating.Du Feng, who was drunk and paralyzed, was as soft as a puddle of mud.

Du Juan tiptoed back to the house. Seeing that the lights in her parents' room were not on, she quickly turned off the lights and went to sleep.

The drunken day has passed, will a new day be a new beginning?Amuna checked out of the hotel where she was staying and went to the hotel where her parents were staying. But when she opened the door, the room was empty, and her parents were gone.When Amuna went to the back room and took a look, even the luggage was not there.

Amuna was nervous. She ran to the corridor and met the cleaning aunt, so she asked, "Auntie, have you seen the guests in this room?"

"8221, right? I saw him leaving just now, so he told the front desk that he was checking out."

"Check out?" Amuna trotted all the way to the front desk. When she asked, she learned that her parents had indeed left the hotel.

The front desk took out a letter and handed it to Amuna and said, "Your parents asked me to forward this to you. They left at around [-] o'clock in the morning. They took a taxi from us and went directly to the West Railway Station."

"Okay, thank you." Amuna chased her outside the hotel, took a taxi and went straight to the West Railway Station.I called my parents along the way, but they didn't answer.

She opened the letter, and there was only a piece of white paper inside, with a simple sentence written on it: Muna, please do your best in Beijing. This time we were wrong. We shouldn't bother you in this way. We will go back. .

When she saw that it was her mother who signed the name, Amuna said to herself, "This is nothing, really."

Amuna ignored the content of the letter and kept talking on the phone in the car.Seeing that her parents didn't answer the phone, Amuna became anxious and had no choice but to send a message: Mom, I'm going to the West Station now. Please wait a moment. I have something to tell you.

This message worked. After a while, my mother replied: We are in the waiting room.

Amuna knew that her parents were not very educated. She remembered clearly that when her parents first came to Beijing a few days ago, they were in a hurry because they couldn't find a place.This time was different. She knew she had to go back to Lijiang in one breath. As soon as she entered the waiting hall, she started looking for the train number to Kunming on the big screen, and then found the corresponding waiting room.

The waiting rooms of West Station each have three aisles leading to the platform.Rows of chairs were filled with people about to go through security, as well as people sitting on chairs.At a glance, there are so many people that I don’t know where to look.

Train Z161 was displayed on the electronic screen, and Amuna looked for it one by one.

I called again, but my parents still didn't answer.Amuna was anxious and continued to search among the crowd.After a few laps, luckily I saw them.Amuna walked behind them, but their parents didn't notice.The mother looked at the missed call on her phone and wanted to call but she pressed the button again.Looking at his father again, he sat and looked at his mother's mobile phone without saying a word.

Amuna said from behind, "Mom, why don't you call me?"

My parents turned around at the same time and saw Amuna.The mother quickly turned her head away, not knowing what to say, but she could see tears in her eyes.

Amuna sat next to her and asked, "Mom, I picked you up when you came to Beijing, and now you're leaving without even saying hello? Do you plan to say hello like this without saying hello back?"

Naturally, my mother couldn't answer Amuna's words, she just shook her head.The noise in the waiting hall became louder, and Amuna's family sat quietly for a while. Her father said, "Muna, I know you hate me now, and I also know what I did. This is my fault." , I know it is irreversible. This time I came to Beijing with your mother, but I caused trouble for you and disturbed your quiet life...I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

This was her father's second apology, and Amuna couldn't accept it all. Even now that it was time to say goodbye at the station, what Amuna wanted to hear most was from her mother.She didn't know why her father had such an attitude. This was not like his usual self.

Amuna replied, "This is your first time coming to Beijing. Now go back with me. I will take you to have fun for a few days before going back."

This matter was such a commotion that my mother had no intention of playing at all. She refused, "Muna, let's forget it. I can't cause you any more trouble. We are not in the mood to play at all now. We just want to go home. This The purpose of following him here this time was not to see you. I was embarrassed to say that purpose. Muna, you have a group of good friends and colleagues here who love you and protect you. All we have done in these years is ask for , I never considered your feelings."

What her mother said was true. Amuna said, "Mom, don't say that. You don't have to blame yourself for this. In fact, I have also lost myself during this period, and it's time for me to find my direction again. But you must not blame yourself." , if you blame yourself, I'm afraid you won't be able to get over this matter for a while, I can't bear so many things in my heart."

"You two talk first, I'm going to the toilet." The father stood up and left.
Amuna suddenly discovered that her father had become submissive since the last incident.Seeing that her father had left, her mother said a few words to Amuna, which relieved Amuna's doubts, "Actually, after I go back this time, I plan to divorce him. This is a sure thing. I have already decided this time." ”

Amuna had indeed heard her parents quarreling about the divorce a few days ago, but this time her mother brought it up again, and Amuna knew that her mother's return was real.She did not express an opinion. She also had a lot of opinions about her adoptive father. She was just worried about her mother. "Mom, have you ever thought about it? What will you do after the divorce? What will happen at home? In fact, from your perspective, your divorce It doesn't matter to me whether you want a divorce or not, I just don't want you to live a life of suffering, and I can take good care of you."

The mother sighed and said, "We were living together, and we have been living together these years, but this time he made me very disappointed. He treated you even more harshly, which made me realize that I have not been a good person." Good mother, I can't even protect my own daughter, what else can I do to go too far these days. His son, I have treated him as my own son from the beginning, and I have never touched a finger, but this time... Hey, Muna, Don't worry about it. Just stay in Beijing and wait for the New Year and the holidays. Come back to see your mother when you have time. A person can live this life alone, and I believe I can live well. "

It must be that the adoptive father was afraid of divorce, so he changed his attitude. Amuna knew the answer.After that slap, Amuna couldn't be 100% tolerant. She also knew that there were some things that she would always remember.At this time, she hoped that her parents would divorce. She didn't know if her idea was too extreme. The trauma caused by her birth and this time, her heart had gradually hardened, just in terms of family ties.

Amuna said, "Mom, don't worry, I will go back to see you often. I believe I can take good care of you. You have given enough to him and his son over the years."

The mother looked at Amuna in surprise and said, "Muna, I originally thought you would persuade me not to divorce. But your decision was beyond my expectation. I can also understand your current decision. After all these years, The whole family is indebted to you."