Eye of Sin

Chapter 607 Turn a blind eye
"There's nothing surprising." Ning Shuyi shook his head at her, "We just followed the most basic logic.

I'm sorry that today I have to reveal the scars that you have covered up and protected for so many years. Although it is a bit cruel, it is also a last resort in order to be able to communicate effectively in the future. "

"Actually, after crying, I felt a little better..." As Ma Aihua said, the tears from the corners of her eyes fell down and spread along the wrinkles on her cheeks. She didn't wipe them away, and just let the tears fall freely on her face. Mankai said, "You are not wrong at all. In these years, you are the first to speak so straightforwardly in front of us without saving any face for us.

That feeling...what is it like...

It's like I have a big abscess on my body that no one dares to touch. It hurts so much when I touch it.

Today you came and opened the abscess on me at once, and pus and blood flowed all over the floor. I was in terrible pain, but after the pain was over, I felt a little more relaxed. "

Ning Shuyi sighed slowly and nodded to Ma Aihua.

From the beginning, she did not feel that the couple really believed that Fu Xianhai had forced their son to death. They probably knew better than anyone else that Huang Qian was driven to death by the two of them.

Thinking about it from another angle, if their original intention was not to hope that their children would have a better future and take a broader and smooth road, they would not lose their minds and force Huang Qian to work hard and work harder.

There is nothing easier in the world than letting your children go.

Huang Kunshui and Ma Aihua are obviously not the type of people who are irresponsible for their children and just want to save themselves worry and effort.

It's just that the two of them went to the other extreme, placing unrealistic goals and their plans for the future on the immature shoulders of an adolescent child.

Sometimes love that is too arbitrary and expectations that are too heavy can actually hurt people even more.

I'm afraid that the moment they discovered Huang Qian's suicide, the couple had already experienced the most brutal revenge from their children. Perhaps they also realized their mistakes and the root cause of all this tragedy from that moment on.

But it was too painful for them. Because they loved their children so much, they were heartbroken when they lost them.

And because it was they themselves who ruined their children's otherwise wonderful life, this kind of regret is even more unbearable.

So the couple unanimously chose to escape, choosing to use Fu Xianhai, who was famous for his strict demands on students, as a scapegoat. They unconscionably put all the sins on Fu Xianhai, and used a self-deceptive rhetoric to hypnotize themselves. Avoid self-destruction caused by self-blame.

At that time, Fu Xianhai did not directly expose their blame-shifting behavior. Perhaps it was out of sympathy for their experience. They were both parents, so he would rather be unreasonably scolded by them than expose the truth at that time and make the couple lose face. Live in this world.

Just this moment and that moment.

Over the years, they seem to have tasted the sweetness of this self-deception of passing on hatred. They have become more and more secretive about the events of the past, brainwashing and whitewashing them. After discovering that this still cannot eliminate the pain in their hearts, they see the praise, Fu Xianhai, who had become a moral model, wanted to repeat his old tricks.

It happened that Fu Xianhai was killed at this juncture.

Then it's time for them to face their biggest heartache.

Only when they face the facts and throw away all their original scruples about "face" and disregard for the facts can they calm down and have a good conversation.

Judging from Ma Aihua's reaction, the effect is quite good. "We never thought something would happen to Fu Xianhai..." At this moment, Huang Kunshui also recovered, pulled out a piece of toilet paper, and blew his nose loudly. He cried so hard that his voice became hoarse, "If we knew that he would be leaving soon. It’s the end…”

He couldn't speak any more and turned his face to one side.

"If we had known that he was dying, we wouldn't have been embarrassed to vent our anger on him.

We were also obsessed for a while, and we felt pain and discomfort in our hearts. After seeing him living up to his moral example, it felt like someone was gouging out his heart with a knife..." In the end, it was Ma Aihua who finished the words for her husband, "These few days God, the two of us had nothing to eat except at home. Before we had to go out to do some shopping, we were reluctant to leave the door. We felt really bad all the time.

We also feel a little bit sorry for Teacher Fu, and we are afraid that if someone is pissed off by us..."

"Then you can rest assured that he is not angry to death." Ning Shuyi waved her hand, "You saw that he was rated as a moral model because of the good things he did to help students in the past, so you think these are all Is it to remind you how he kindly advised you, but you didn't listen. Do you think Fu Xianhai's existence is like a complaint, accusing you of your mistakes all the time? "

Ma Aihua nodded slowly.

"You go there to find him every day?"

"Every day." Huang Kunshui got up from the ground. He was still a little weak from crying, but he recovered a little strength and was able to pull his wife up from the ground. "Otherwise, the two of us would have nothing to do, and there would be nothing to pursue in life. After finding him, and deliberately trying to trouble him every day, it seemed that I had found something to do to pass the time.

I have also regretted it these days. If we knew he didn’t have many days left... Why should we have trouble with him... It would be better to just look for him and reminisce about the past, just like the reason we use to fool others. It's pretty good...

After all, after his death, no one in the world is willing to pay attention to us and recall with us what happened when Huang Qian was alive..."

He wiped his face and slowly shook his head full of regret.

Now that Fu Xianhai has passed away, nothing they say will help. Ning Shuyi ignores their sincere confession.

"Besides you going to see Fu Xianhai every day, is there anyone else who has more contact with him?" She continued to ask about things related to the case.

"Someone else..." Huang Kunshui murmured and looked at Ma Aihua.

Ma Aihua recalled: "Actually, there were no outsiders, except us. His daughter's son came to see him, his nephew came to see him, and his student watched him the most.

The two of us avoided his student at first because we were afraid of what Fu Xianhai would say to him and if he came to settle a score with us...

There was no one else. There was a crazy old man who always came to Fu Xianhai's room to get his fruits and food. Fu Xianhai was very kind to him, treating him like a child and letting him take whatever he wanted.

Then there are the nurses and caregivers in the health care center.

The little nurse surnamed Guo was the nicest to Teacher Fu, and the nurse surnamed Xiao was the worst. She once caught us settling an old score with Fu Xianhai, but she didn’t stop her and went out pretending not to notice. . "

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