I abused the slys a thousand times, and the slys treated me like first love

"Nian Nian, wake up quickly, Nian Nian..."

Wang Ziqiang came again, lying on my body crying and howling. It's like, I'm really dead.

The sound of the prince forcing ghosts to cry and howl was so terrifying that it quickly attracted many onlookers.

On this white hospital bed, there is a beautiful woman lying on the bed, and next to her is a handsome man wailing heartbrokenly, which makes people think a lot.

"Poor, how will this man live in the future..."

These words sound particularly pyrotechnics. It seemed that Wang Ziqiang and I had spent the rest of our lives together, leaving him alone.

The sad look of Prince Qiang moved me a little bit, as if "death" would not be so terrible anymore. However, this thought was quickly extinguished.

After all, he is his adoptive father's son. I am the child he rescued from the ruins. He treats me very well, but I can't get close to his son.

That day, Professor Wang kicked me out of my home. His eyes no longer showed pity and love, but an unprecedented fear and disgust.

It seems that the prince likes me, which is a very scary thing. He wanted me to get away and never come back. Even studies are not over yet.

In this desolate city, I am like a vagabond, wandering around. I don’t remember everything that happened in the past. My memory only starts when Professor Wang rescued me and returned to their home...

In fact, I have never loved Wang Ziqiang. Maybe it's because I never understood what love is. Professor Wang, who is proficient in psychology, feels that my body is full of "sins" and he does not want his son to be involved in such a fate.

Then, the wandering life was not easy. Wang Ziqiang, a very emotional person, still found me.

I am "undocumented", useless, boring, careless... This beautiful face makes the word "no" nowhere to be found.

In the eyes of some people, if I become a commodity, I am valuable and meaningful...

Stray cats and dogs will be missed by bad people. I am no exception.

If I hadn't been waiting for Wang Ziqiang day and night, I might have become a piece of meat. Then he was so kind to me that he wanted me to stay with him for the rest of my life.

what is love? I don't know either!
  In short, he saved me countless times. My existence seems to be his biggest motivation. My amnesia allowed Wang Ziqiang to become a neurologist at the national level in City A, even the entire province, city, and country.

He just studied well in the United States and is a rare genius-level doctor. However, no one could have guessed that his motivation was to help me restore my memory.

Prince Qiang was successful in his studies and had a great reputation. Professor Wang is obviously very sure about his son. The tiger father has no dog son, what a glorious thing for his ancestors.

If he knew, would I be readmitted?
  Apparently, I was overthinking it.

The wind outside was very loud, and it quickly reached Professor Wang's ears. He couldn't believe it, we had never been apart.

"Zhou Niannian!" Professor Wang's deep voice was mixed with anger and fear.

His clenched fist pressed against my arm, it seemed like an accidental touch.

"Zhou Niannian, you promised me to stay away from Wang Ziqiang. But you broke your promise." There was a threat in his tone.

I'm lying on a hospital bed right now. Unable to move or lie down. I really want to explain that Wang Ziqiang and I are nothing. What's more, I can't stop you from stalking.

Besides, why should I “leave” completely? ! Professor Wang brought me to live here, and I am very grateful to him. However, I seemed to be a demon that frightened him.

So why did he bring me to this city? Although no one survived in that remote mountain village, there was no need for him to "save" me.

"Zhou Niannian, you don't understand a lot of things. I actually don't want to kill you!" Professor Wang's gloomy voice scared me.

He is my benefactor and saved me, but he killed me because the prince is strong? This is somewhat unreasonable.

"Zhou Niannian, below your little village is the entrance of the devil. You are the one who is favored by the devil. Don't you feel it at all?"      Obviously, I didn't understand what he was talking about.

The devil's entrance? Someone who is favored by the devil? I am a little confused by this terrible statement coming from an upright university professor.

But I really couldn't move or say anything.

By the time Professor Wang's hand was firmly pressing on the oxygen tube, it wouldn't be long before I was about to die.

What happened to this world? Why is everyone so crazy?

At the last second when I breathed my last, I saw Wang Ziqiang rushing in. Their conversation was clear and concise. What is being said seems to really exist. And I, obviously, was real in that world.

Lao Wang's mother-in-law persuaded Xiao Wang sincerely not to get close to me. I have destiny, at least in this world, I am unknown.

"Zi Qiang, dad is doing this for your own good. She will kill you..."

"Then why did you save her back then?" The prince's aggressive look made Lao Wang feel extremely guilty. Obviously, Wang Ziqiang knew much more than Lao Wang thought.

"Dad, I know what you want to do." Wang Ziqiang's words shocked Lao Wang.

"You, what do you know?" Lao Wang was a little panicked.

"Give it back to her dad. We've got a lot of stuff. Tell her everything you know and let her be."

"Stop talking nonsense." Lao Wang clutched his chest, looking furious and in great pain.

"Dad, I read your diary. I know everything." The prince's calmness exceeded his father's expectations.

"What do you know?" Lao Wang obviously didn't believe it.

"You asked her to leave our home and forced her to drop out of school. I know everything. Dad, let her go." The prince suppressed the anger in his heart.

These words shocked Lao Wang. Apparently, he never thought his son would know this. Obviously, he burned everything and all the secrets turned to ashes.

"Dad, I know there are some things I don't need to say anymore. I'm not a fool. Nian Nian, she did nothing wrong, just let her go."

I lay there and was very surprised. When did I become a person with many "secrets"?
  Did Lao Wang have other intentions when he took me in? I don't seem to be depressed or sad at all. Suddenly, the world changed.

However, I still wonder, am I suffering from schizophrenia? First it was insomnia, strange things always appeared in dreams, then there was uncontrollable sadness and tears, and I lost interest in all reality. Then, then, their conversations, etc., were I imagining them?

My state is also very consistent with the "stupor" state of mental illness. However, I still have a certain degree of self-judgment and inspection ability.

God, this series of questions made my slightly better head start to hurt again.

Is all this a dream or reality?

The day before yesterday, didn't Wang Ziqiang accompany me to see the "Little Immortal"? If he knew, why did he drag me to see the Great Immortal?
  His dad, Professor Wang, why did you save me? What do you want me to do? Poor and useless?

And Wang Ziqiang, when did he learn the ability to keep secrets?
  God, did I die and go to another world? What the hell is wrong with me? Who am I?

My body, my body is like a prison cell, trapping my soul within it. Nothing I had learned or known could explain my current situation.

What the hell is wrong with me, I'm going crazy.

No! Have I gone crazy?

Who will tell me what happened to all this?