the moon is not as good as you

"At first I thought it would be nice to be able to get along peacefully. Then I wanted to be friends, and it would be very fulfilling to talk a few words every day. But later I was still not satisfied. I thought it would be good if you fell in love with me again, so the emotional topics you asked It always makes me sad. Of course I know that it's normal for you to fall in love in the past two years, but..."

She swallowed the words that came to her mouth, leaving him room to change, but said angrily, "It's fine if I don't like you, I won't miss you, I won't mind the opposite sex around you, and I won't just think about you." The gap of those two years was…”

Before he could finish speaking, he was thrown on his face by the pillow.

The person next to her took the first step and swung the pillow lying in the middle to the ground, then leaned over and grabbed her red lips, blocking the words that faded in tone.

A lingering kiss.

His fingers gently and precisely wiped away the tears that fell silently from the corners of her eyes, and sighed helplessly, "Although saying this may make you proud, I never thought of being a stranger, let alone that there would be no intersection in the future... ...I don't hate you, I hate myself. I can't let go of my worthlessness, and I remember that you said you bothered me, and I feel that you don't want to see me, which is very disturbing."

Jiang Ningyu was taken aback.

"Are you shocked?" He sighed again, and lay back, but his hands were still tightly holding hers, "I just said I didn't want to make you proud."

"I'm not proud." She retorted in a low voice, "I just don't believe it. I've been looking for you so many times, but you just ignore me."

But I heard him snort, "Shouldn't you be looking for me? Send a red envelope and ask 'Are you there'?" He added, "How do you want me to face you? Convince yourself that a graduate crying The woman who turned around and went on a date with my junior for dinner liked me, or persuaded myself to be a backup?"

Maybe thinking of those bad things, his tone was really not good, it was sour and unfair, but Jiang Ningyu no longer had that kind of timidity, and probably felt that he cared.

Her heart was hit slightly, and she was suddenly grateful for the tolerance of time.It turned out that in the years when she was hesitant and timid, he was equally humble.

She suddenly laughed out loud.

"What are you laughing at?" His voice was a little annoyed.

"I was just thinking... Since you didn't know that I liked you then, how can you be sure now? Maybe I'm still playing with you." She deliberately annoyed him.

As expected, there was a threatening voice from the side who lifted the quilt, "Jiang Ningyu."

"Ok?"

As soon as he uttered a word, the person next to him jumped up, "You asked for it."

……

I was too tired to get up the next day.

Even the lunch was brought to her room by Lin Xuyue to feed her.

When the aunt came in to collect the quilt, she glanced at the mess in the room, and asked one more question, "Do you want to tidy up this room today?" The look was very natural, but Jiang Ningyu felt that the look seemed to be amazed, feeling that they were young People are full of energy and can make a mess of the house every day.

The man who was blowing porridge replied, "Let's clean up after we go out at night."

"Okay." The aunt didn't ask much, and went out with the quilt in her arms.

Jiang Ningyu felt ashamed, and leaned against the head of the bed to support her forehead, but her arms were light and weak.

——Anyone who was fiddled with with their hands behind their backs for two hours would not be much better than her.

She couldn't help but glared at Lin Xuyue, "I don't want to eat, I want to rest." Her throat was very hoarse.

"Drink this." Lin Xuyue put the spoon to her mouth.

She bit it off with a bit of anger, then slid into the quilt, wrapping herself into a silkworm chrysalis.Turn your back and don't look at him.

Really tired and sleepy.Even if it wasn't to this extent for the first time... It really shouldn't provoke this man's self-esteem.

Falling asleep with this thought in mind, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon when I woke up again.Awakened by the phone's alarm clock, Jiang Ningyu opened her eyes excitedly, only to find that Lin Xuyue was sitting on the other side of the bed, working on the computer.

He pinched the palm of his hand, "Are you awake?"

"Yeah." She withdrew her hand and slid the alarm clock off, "Wake up." Then she wrapped her towel around the bed and walked into the bathroom as if nothing had happened.

This cold look seemed to scare Lin Xuyue.After washing up, he stood at the door, put his hands on her shoulders and asked, "Are you angry?"

Jiang Ningyu nodded, "A little bit."

"I was wrong." His apology was fluent, "Be careful next time." - I don't know if this is a remorse, or a point at her?

She sullenly said nothing.

However, they still went out together.It's just that they are not allowed to hold hands or touch them.He didn't speak on the way to Guangnianhui by taxi.

——Jiang Ningyu swore that Lin Xuyue must understand the seriousness of the matter.How can anyone be so over the top, talking coquettishly, playing with it over and over again, and now they are playing role-playing!Although she seems to like it... no, that's not the point.The point is, if this is not contained, can we still have normal work and rest in the future!
The only thing that comforted her was that she was in good physical condition. She was indeed tired when she was lying down, but she recovered quickly after getting up, and now there was only a mouthful of "shameful anger" to support the indifference on her face.

The stadium is behind the Light Year Exchange, located in the middle surrounded by a shopping mall.There is only one football field, and the turf and fence are newly built. The security guard said that it has not been long since it opened, but many people have already asked for reservations.

In the evening, the sky darkened a lot, and a circle of lights lit up around the stadium.The people from the two companies have basically arrived, and the atmosphere is warming up.There were several family members sitting on the audience chairs, and one of them was familiar to her, the wife of a colleague, so she sat straight over.

"Hello~" Greeted friendly, Jiang Ningyu raised a social smile, "When did you come? I'm not even a bit embarrassed."

The colleague's wife also saw her familiarly, and said with a smile, "We have just arrived, but we are from the company opposite. I heard that they play football very well."

"Our football club seems to be okay."

"My husband said it was average, haha... Hey, is that handsome guy who came with you from the company?"

"No, foreign aid."

"So handsome! I haven't seen such a handsome guy after work, your boyfriend?"

"Yes." Jiang Ningyu readily admitted.It happened that Lin Xuyue came over and gave her the ball bag, with a hidden smile in his eyes, "Help me watch?"

"Okay, come on." She smiled as usual.

After kicking off the field, the atmosphere became tense.

Some onlookers gradually gathered outside the stadium.Some whispers from close by came to Jiang Ningyu's ears.

"Is there a competition inside? Hey, that blue dress looks so white and handsome."

"Damn it, haven't you seen number ten? The legendary figure is Qinggui...he's so handsome, isn't it?"