the moon is not as good as you

After a long time, when the topic of "how important it is to have an emotionally stable partner" hit the hot searches, the first thing she thought of was Lin Xuyue.

However, when she left the store early the next morning, she heard the clerk talking about a customer who broke the glass of the guest room and was sent to the hospital with several stitches on his hand.

Jiang Ningyu was also the first to think of Lin Xuyue.But when he thought of sharing Chen Ning's business card after she left the room, he replied "Okay", as if accepting the fact calmly, but felt that he could not be so impulsive.

Before returning to the United States to finish her last semester of schoolwork, Lu Li came to her and questioned her at the first sentence, "If you don't like Xuyue, you can just say it, why bother to speak so harshly."

"What did I say?" Jiang Ningyu was puzzled.

"If you don't speak harsh words, will he cry?" Lu Li smiled wryly, "Forget it, since you don't like him, don't look for him anymore, it's good for both of you."

Lin Xuyue... crying?

Jiang Ningyu couldn't connect the two no matter what, and thought about finding a chance to ask on the way back, but unexpectedly he changed the plane.

She had heard a term called "delayed grief".

At the beginning of the self-evident estrangement, Jiang Ningyu didn't have any special feelings.It was nothing more than going back to the starting point where they were not acquainted, and being strangers again. Anyway, Li Weiwei also gave up on him, so she didn't have to deliberately maintain this relationship anymore.

Only occasionally, she wanted to find a topic to chat with him, and every time she got a passive and indifferent reply, she would think: Ah, yes, they broke up.

She would also go downstairs to his company and stay far away, one stop for half a day.She didn't remember that Chen Ning hadn't spoken to her for a long time until she saw him entering the building with a beautiful, tall girl talking and laughing together, no matter their height or appearance.

She couldn't help but sent another message to Lin Xuyue, asking him: Are we going to end our friendship?
It took a long time for the other party to reply her with a word: yes.

Then she doesn't go.

She didn't have the face to bother him anymore, Jiang Ningyu had a good life.Until the day of graduation, when they threw their hats to take pictures, a soft and smiling voice suddenly sounded in her ears: When you graduate, your hat will be thrown at me.

She suddenly had a sore nose, ran for a long time, and knelt down to cry slowly by the river where no one was there.Like a prairie fire, it started to burn from the heart, and then those meaningless little emotions finally germinated and turned into a sharp knife that pierced the heart.

The time with Lin Xuyue flashed through my mind like a flashlight, scenes...

——Are fairies so popular?

——Loving you is something I will definitely do.

——As long as you tell me, I will believe it.

……

Every scene is marked with bloody wounds.She also didn't want to be in such a miserable state, as if she was the one who was hurt.Obviously, there is no unforgettable past between them, they are all small emotions the size of sesame seeds, but the sesame seeds all over the floor make people collapse.

Then she realized that from the moment she started counting on the person who loved her the most, she also counted on herself.

The person who turned away from hurt that day was also herself.

She didn't cry when she was under the most pressure, and she didn't cry when her parents didn't understand her.On the contrary, on such a happy and happy day, she cried so out of breath that she failed to raise her breath several times, and fell into even greater sorrow.

Until a little foreign boy patted her on the shoulder and handed her an orange.

She suddenly turned red and fell silent.

Maybe, it would be good to be a stranger in peace and harmony in the future.

If there is a chance to meet again...she will never lie to him again.

She took the orange and understood many things.

Later, she saw in Chen Ning's circle of friends that he had returned to China. It was his birthday, so she sent a red envelope to him.He confiscated it.

At that time, she was determined to devote herself to a new life, so she blocked his circle of friends with a smile.

……

Jiang Ningyu never dared to recall more details of that time, and it is still the case now.

She liked Lu Li's circle of friends, opened Lin Xuyue's WeChat, and thought about her words for a long time:

[It suddenly occurred to me that I have never apologized to you decently, I'm sorry.I know it's been a long time since we're not kids anymore and you probably don't care about it anymore.But I just want to say, thank you at that time, and I am sorry for you at that time. I believe that good people will be rewarded with good things. 】

After solemnly posting this passage, Jiang Ningyu let out a soft sigh of relief as if a boulder had fallen from her heart.

Perhaps God has arranged a series of reunions in a dramatic way just for this moment.The cycle of cause and effect is nothing more than wanting her to face the real unbearable self.

She heard colleagues mention the wonders of fate, some people can't meet each other even if they live in a community, and some people can meet one after another even in different places.

So she felt that after this, the past came to an end.The fate between her and Lin Xuyue should be exhausted.

Before going to bed, Jiang Ningyu glanced at WeChat.Not surprisingly, Lin Xuyue did not reply to her.

You should really let it go.

She clicked into the circle of friends that she had posted by mistake, and was about to delete it, but when she saw his comment below, her fingertips trembled again, and she changed her mind.

Forget it, it's better to stay alert.So as not to do embarrassing things in the future.

……

The next day, Jiang Ningyu came back to life with full blood.

Sure enough, they never met Lin Xuyue and the others again.Lu Li didn't send any message either.

Thinking that her life was finally back on track, Jiang Ningyu was in a better mood, so she went to the bar alone to have a drink or two before returning home leisurely.

However, as soon as he entered the community, the strange feeling of being stared at came up again.She turned her head to look around, but saw nothing.

Until I took the elevator upstairs, the hairs on my arms were still standing on end.

Jiang Ningyu thought it might be because of drinking, but her heart was always fuzzy, so she told Li Weiwei about it.

[How about you ask the landlord to install a monitor on the door or something?The surveillance cameras in your corridors are so easy to hide. If there is any perverted stalker, there is a surveillance camera on the door so it can be photographed. 】

Jiang Ningyu was a little moved, and went to the property the next day.

The commercial complex she rented had contracted serviced apartments as well as serious owners.Fortunately, when she was renting a house, she happened to meet a landlord who rented it to her at a price lower than half the market price, so when she went to find a property this time, her request was very clear, "I will pay the money, as long as The landlord agrees."

Unexpectedly, the property manager called that afternoon.When Jiang Ningyu came home from get off work, the developer's uniformly decorated door had already been demolished, and the landlord directly replaced it with a high-end anti-theft door, complete with surveillance fingerprint locks.

Jiang Ningyu was dumbfounded, "This, how much does it cost?" She already felt sorry for her wallet.

Unexpectedly, the property manager said with a smile, "The landlord said, the house is his door, and he changed it, and you don't need to pay for it."

Jiang Ningyu was happy to keep her wallet, but when she signed the feedback form, she inadvertently caught a glimpse of a surname:
Pro.