Little Fuwa in the era: Three uncles rushed to pet me

"I was born in a rural area in the north. I was very poor. My family was just the most ordinary family among many poor families.

My parents are also the kind of ordinary parents who treat me well, but they can’t be said to be very bad either.

They are not like some vicious parents in the village. They will not beat or scold me for no reason. They will also find ways to fill my stomach. Occasionally they will touch my head and face, smile softly, and call me " "Qing girl".

Of course, because I have a younger brother at home, the delicious food and drink will definitely not fall on my head. The meat for the New Year and the eggs laid by the hens are all given to my younger brother first.

This is okay, every family with a boy in the village is like this.

When everyone is the same, the abnormal becomes normal.

At least my sister and I have no complaints. Like all girls from ordinary families in the village, we work hard and take care of our younger brothers. "

Cheng Yiqing sat in Ning Zhe's car and slowly recounted her past.

The heater was on in the car, and her voice was low and low, matching the light rain outside.

"If I have to say something different from others, it is that I have realized since I was a child that I am better-looking than other children." She continued.

“This awareness came from the bachelors in the village.

The clothes I wore were leftovers from my sister, and the clothes my sister wore were leftovers from my mother.

Those clothes were naturally very old when they were on me.

They also don’t fit well, some don’t cover the ankles, some leak at the neckline, and some stretch the buttocks and chest too tightly.

Then I discovered that whenever I was washing clothes or cutting pigweed in my yard after school, those men would pass by my door intentionally or unintentionally, and they would look me up and down.

This makes me feel very uncomfortable.

This matter was soon discovered by my mother.

She didn't stand up for me or help me get an explanation.

do you know?Sometimes the word "justice" is a luxury product, because poor people don't have the confidence to ask for "justice".

Their first reaction after encountering something is 'don't cause trouble'

So my mom just told me not to wear those clothes again, and then she said something that I will never forget.

She said, 'Those people are looking at you, don't you know?Girl, are you embarrassed? '

I thought about it for a long time and couldn't figure it out. She obviously put those clothes on me. They were obviously ordinary clothes, but just because they were worn on me, did they become embarrassing?
It was obviously those men who were staring at me, so why was it me who was embarrassed in the end?

Admittedly, I have told you that my parents are quite reasonable, and they do not beat or scold their daughters like some vicious patriarchal families.

So I always thought that if my mother said I was embarrassed, then I must be embarrassed. "

"Ms. Cheng, what does this have to do with this matter?"

Ning Zhe couldn't help but ask.

Although it was rude to interrupt others, he was not interested in what the bachelors in their village had done.

He just wanted to hear what she said quickly and go deliver a small cake to An An.

"Don't worry, I'll talk about it soon." Cheng Yiqing replied.

"Later, a bachelor came to our house to propose marriage. He said he wanted me to marry him and he was willing to pay 500 yuan.

Fortunately, my parents are not the kind of people who sell their daughters casually. Considering that I was only 13 years old, they beat the bachelor out. "

Cheng Yiqing seemed not to feel Ning Zhe's impatience and continued to talk to himself.

"Actually, I was quite innocent at that time. You may not believe it, but it is true.

I had never left the village at that time. Because I was poor, I did everything I could do. There was endless work to do every day, so I had no time to think too much.

After finishing junior high school, when I was 15 years old, my parents stopped letting me continue studying. They asked someone to borrow an ID card for me, and then asked relatives to take me with them to work in the city.This was my first time in the city. I saw these high-rise buildings and these cars. You can’t believe how I felt at that time. When I thought that I would live here in the future, I was indescribably excited.

However, this excitement did not last for a day.

The next day, I was taken into the garment factory by my relatives.

Then, my living space only had a small factory, which worked in two shifts for twelve hours a day, and there were endless sewing machines that I could step on.

In winter, my favorite is the night shift, because it is daytime before going to work in the evening, and it is also daytime after get off work in the morning. But if it is a day shift, you have to go to work when it is dark and leave when it is dark.

This makes me feel that this day has never existed at all, and my time is so inexplicably gone.

After one month of work, I received a salary of 380 yuan.

I was so happy.

380 yuan!

I have never seen so much money in my life, almost as much as the bachelor wanted to marry me.

After I got the money, I sent 300 yuan back home.

People there are like this. When they reach age, they go out to work. When they earn money, they send it back to their younger brothers to study and find a wife. Then after a few years, they go back home to get married in exchange for betrothal gifts.

I didn't think there was anything wrong, and neither did my sister.

After sending money home, I only had 80 yuan left, but I was still very happy.

I took a day off the day after my salary was paid, and then I took the 80 yuan and went shopping. It was the first time I had really walked around the city since I came to the city for more than a month.

But later, I discovered that 80 yuan could not buy anything at all.

I searched for a long time and bought myself a lipstick.

I bought it in a boutique store for two yuan.

I didn't know what brand it was at that time, but I thought the store selling lipstick was really pretty, and the lipstick was pretty good-looking too. When I put it on, my whole face would look better.

I put on lipstick and looked at it in the mirror again and again, but I couldn't bear to put it off.

Later I bought two more packs of sanitary napkins.

This is the first time I have seen that kind of sanitary napkin. I used to use menstrual cloth, which was very troublesome and had to be washed. In winter, it was as cold as ice when placed under my buttocks.

But that sanitary napkin does not need to be washed. It is made of cotton, has good water absorption, does not freeze the buttocks, and smells good.

The city is great, even having your period is so convenient. "

Ning Zhe couldn't stand her unfocused and long-winded words.

"Miss Cheng, what does your menstruation have to do with me?"

"Right away, right away." Cheng Yiqing responded.

She continued: "When I was in the factory, many people chased me. At least half of the boys in the factory chased me, buying me snacks, sodas and so on.

But I ended up with the supervisor of our group.

Although he is several years older than me, his salary is the highest, several hundred yuan higher than mine, and his parents sell fruit in the city, which I heard makes a lot of money.

I thought that if I married him in the future, wouldn't it be much better than going back to the village and marrying those villagers?
I really want to live a life with him wholeheartedly. The person I'm with is even reluctant to drink a bottle of soda from him or eat a piece of ice cream from him.

But he slept with me in the staff dormitory and then dumped me.

Later I found out that he had a wife. "(End of chapter)