Ma'am, I was wrong

Liu Yanshu put her eyes on Su Yan, without any intention of moving, as if she wanted to see something different from the face of the person in front of her.

Su Yan raised his eyes slightly, saw the Xie family's sister looking straight at him, and thought of what Xie's family's sister had said before, he was more or less a little embarrassed.

He seemed to have a little impression of what happened before, but the impression was only limited to a little bit, and he also learned from Xiao Fan's mouth that he liked Sister Huang before.

He likes to think about Huang Jie about everything, and always likes to keep Huang Jie out of his sight, because the queen said it a long time ago.

"Yan'er, your imperial sister is the person closest to you in this world. If one day you treat her badly, it means you are not good to your mother. Moreover, your imperial sister is weak and takes medicine all the year round. You have to Treat your sister well,

Remember, you can't be angry with her, otherwise, if you are angry with the imperial sister, you are angry with the queen mother. She and you are brothers and sisters of the same mother. No matter when in the future, you have to give in to her. "

Su Yan still remembered that he was very angry when he heard such nonsensical words. He was obviously a child and hadn't grown up yet, so why did he have to let this so-called imperial sister.

Moreover, he often saw that Xiao Fan's elder sister gave way to him, why did he come to him, even if he gave way to sister Huang, why.

"Queen, I feel that you are biased. You only... like Miss Huang... alone." Su Yan vaguely remembered that she seemed to be back then said such a sentence.

He is obviously a child who can't even speak clearly, but he feels that his mother is eccentric, but now he knows that his mother is not eccentric at all.

The queen mother would rather sacrifice herself for him and sister Huang than for them to find a way to save her. Perhaps, in the eyes of the world, the queen mother has a thousand bad things and ten thousand bad things.

However, as far as he and sister Huang are concerned, the queen mother is the best person in the world.

Parents who love their children must have far-reaching plans.

Later, I thought many times that it would be great if my mother hadn't died. At that time, I really hoped to turn back the time and go back to the day when my mother left, so that he could take her away earlier.

However, I felt that it was extremely absurd. This was simply impossible. The queen mother had already left, and it was for their siblings.

Because, as long as the queen mother lives in the world, countless people will try their best to kill him regardless of the cost, and what he will face will never be peaceful, and he will live a life of hiding in Tibet every day.

Even so, he still thinks that with his mother and parents, there is still a place for life, and if his parents are not, life is only home.

Su Yan is facing the latter now. Both his parents are gone and he has only a way home. However, he will listen to his mother carefully, take good care of the emperor sister, go to her and take her with him, or Is sent to a safe place.

"Ayan, I've always been curious, why do you like to cling to me so much?" Liu Yanshu looked up at the sky, and asked the question that had been bothering her for a long time.

She was also very curious about this. It was Su Yan who kept asking herself just now, now it's her turn. It's human nature to come and go. How can there be someone who keeps coming and never goes?
Hearing this, Su Yan's heart froze, and he looked up at Sister Xie's dark eyes with a faint smile. He didn't know why he kept pestering Sister Xie, probably because at that time, he was in the palace. Be lonely all the time.

He is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and everyone is flattered when they see him, so as soon as he sees this person, he can vaguely understand what this person is thinking.

He also hates this very much, but, as His Royal Highness, he will inevitably encounter such things every day, even if he wants to, he still has to do it.

And also do not have any disgusting expression on the face, and be gentle with others.

There were people in the palace who were either older than him or slightly younger than him. However, in those two years, the palace was not peaceful. Even if a prince or princess was born, they would all die for no reason.

Later, for some reason, the father seemed to know that this matter was irreversible, thinking that he had offended God, and was obsessed with cultivating immortals and refining alchemy every day, so how could he have any spare time to take care of them.

Although Su Yan is not very close to his father, Bion, but that is his father after all, and he also yearns for his father's love invisibly.

However, all of this cannot be said, nor can it be known by others. There is only one reason, because he is His Royal Highness, and what he has in his heart can only be the common people in the world.

These insignificant things can't appear in his heart at all. Regarding this, Su Yan himself is still young, and there is nothing he can do about it until the appearance of Xie's sister.

Until that day when his mother told him that Sister Huang could be with him and play with him in the future, Su Yan was so happy about this, as if that day was the happiest thing he had ever done before.

Su Yan still thinks so until now.

Because, he can go to see Huang Jie, and Huang Jie will always be with him in the future. On the first day, he even specially found a new suit of clothes to wear on his body.

Even the sweet dream at night was related to his never-before-seen Huangjie, saying that he had never met her, but in fact, he had seen Huangjie several times on and off.

However, at that time, Huang Jie was still ill, and he was still young, so he had no resistance to some serious illnesses and could easily die of illness.

For this reason, the Queen Mother and Sister Huang never let him stay in the room for a long time. Every time, they only met once in a hurry, and then they couldn't wait to let him out.

Even if he was unwilling, he had no choice but to obey the "orders" of the queen mother and sister Huang. Therefore, in his heart, sister Huang was no different from an invisible person.

He could only hear it in his ears. He even joked with Xiao Fan that the imperial sister only existed in legends and did not exist in reality at all.

Later, why did I fall in love with the emperor's sister and why did she like to stay with her?
Because, when she went to see Huang Jie the next day, the queen mother happened to be away, and Huang Jie didn't let him leave. One of them was lying on the bed, and the other was standing in front of the window, looking at each other.

"Little guy, why are you so young?"

This was the first time Sister Huang said to him, and it was also the first time she teased him. He remembered very clearly that Sister Huang's voice before had a slight sense of weakness, and he was afraid that if she said a word more, she would die because of it.

Only that time it didn't, and it didn't stop intermittently, like a child who didn't grow up.

He stared wide-eyed, looked at the person in front of him very differently, and said in surprise: "Miss Huang, are you cured?" As he spoke, he pointed to himself, and then picked his ears.

He almost thought it was just an illusion, a dream.

Until, Miss Huang nodded and said with a light smile, "Why, little one, in your heart, am I weak?"

Su Yan subconsciously nodded his head as a matter of course, but what he got in exchange was a 'chestnut'

Su Yan expressed that he was very angry, obviously he was concerned about Huang Jie, why did Huang Jie treat him like this, and under his careful observation, he found that Huang Jie's improvement today is very good.

Compared with the ones he had seen before, it was dozens of times better, because Su Yan was always separated by a gauze curtain, so Su Yan was not too clear about the appearance of this imperial lady.

However, even though he was suffering this time, he saw Huang Jie's face and thought, how could a person who was panting even to speak have a better complexion? Su Yan took it for granted that his Huang Jie's complexion must be extremely pale.

All the empresses in the palace are like this. Every time those concubines are sick and refuse to come to see the queen mother, they always have a pale face, so that the imperial sister in his heart looks like that.

That was the first time we met, but it wasn't the last.

Later, Miss Huang recovered miraculously, and would wander around the palace, constantly asking how to get out of the palace. Although he didn't know why Miss Huang always wanted to leave the palace, could it be that there was something wrong in the palace?

This is their home!

In its heart, it has always been the best. However, since Sister Huang is going out of the palace, as her closest brother, Su Yan cannot stop it. Later, Sister Huang took herself out of the palace and saw all kinds of All kinds of things that I have never seen before.

Although, Huangjie sometimes hates him, but in his heart, Huangjie has always been the best, and no one can be better than Huangjie except the mother.

"Sister Xie, you know, I was really happy at that time!" Su Yan raised his eyes slightly and looked at the person in front of him, with a trace of envy in his tone that even he himself was not aware of.

However, Liu Yanshu could hear it, and she returned the same look, because she knew that she also envied herself at that time, except for her hatred for Queen Xiao at that time.

At least, obtaining things in the palace is an unprecedented joy, without being restricted by various etiquette rules, and without looking at anyone's face, because in the palace, except for your majesty, queen, and prince, she is the biggest person.

There are differences in the status of the descendants of the dynasty and the concubines, and they have to behave properly when they meet each other. Naturally, she is the biggest one. ,

What's more, there is no need to be preached by relatives, after all, no one dares to say anything in front of her, unless that person doesn't want to die.

Sometimes, by accident, I would think of my biological father and biological mother, wondering whether they still vaguely retain a little friendship for me, wondering if their choice was forced, not out of their own will, but by being forced Empress Xiao forced it.

She would also think about the Dingguo family that she could no longer meet, and her grandparents. It wasn't until news of them came from afar that she truly felt that she had really been abandoned and was no longer with them. of a family. (end of this chapter)