Ma'am, I was wrong

216 Confession
As soon as these words came out, Liu Yanshu's eyebrows showed a faint smile. She was obviously very amused by Ayan, and she joked: "You talk about me every day, and I don't know what else to say."

"Ayan only has Sister Xie beside her. If Sister Xie doesn't even let her talk, then Ayan really won't be able to find a good place to go." Su Yan said, with a little bitterness on his face, and on his hands He didn't even listen to his actions, and handed the tea and snacks that had been prepared long ago to Sister Xie's family.

Liu Yanshu held up a cup of tea, her eyebrows slightly lowered, she thought for a moment, and said softly: "Ayan, I saw her today."

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, with a bit of surprise on his face.Not sure: "Sister Huang, Su Yueming?"

Liu Yanshu nodded and said warmly: "Yes, I saw her. Apart from her body not looking very good, everything else is fine.
Moreover, I also told her where we live now. Presumably, they will come in a few days. "

Su Yan lowered his head and pursed his lips. He wanted to see the imperial sister, but he didn't want to see her that much. He didn't know how to explain the complicated feelings in his heart.

Liu Yanshu didn't continue talking for a while, and looked at Su Yan with worried eyes. She didn't know whether what she did was correct, but she was sure of one thing.

Su Yan and Su Yueming are siblings after all. Even though she and Su Yueming are closely related, even if they resent each other, this cannot change the fact that A Yan is Su Yueming's biological brother.

Back in the courtyard, it was pitch dark. Zhou Zihao had not returned yet, and he was nowhere to be found, but Liu Yanshu and Su Yan were used to all this.

Su Yan returned to the room with a normal expression, but his heart was turbulent. Ever since he knew that his biological sister was coming to see him, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Su Yueming, these three simple words are his only relative in this world, and now they are finally going to meet.

On the other side of the room, Liu Yanshu looked at the opened envelope in her hand with a heavy gaze.

When things were over, she set off to the north to find her parents. She missed them and didn't know what was going on with them now. She had to keep them safe.

After practicing, she loosened her clothes, the warm water soaked her neck, and the mist blurred her eyes. Liu Yanshu stared at sleep with slightly dull eyes, and everything that had happened recently came to mind one by one.

The moon hung on the branches, and the cool moonlight passed through the branches, through the window, and hit the table, revealing a shallow reflection in the water.

After getting out of the bathtub, the cool air hit her face. Liu Yanshu was not sleepy at all at this time. She thought she would sleep well after coming back, but she didn't expect that everything in her mind had already occupied her entire mind. , I couldn’t sleep at all at this moment.

Liu Yanshu sat on the swing, and everything was silent, and her heart became quiet as well.

"Sister Xie, aren't you going to rest yet?"

Suddenly, a soft voice sounded in her ears. Liu Yanshu was startled, turned her head to look at Su Yan, and chuckled: "You didn't even sleep, so isn't it normal that I didn't sleep either?"

He was originally curious, but now he was asked back by Sister Xie. Su Yan shook his head helplessly and said with a chuckle: "Sister Xie knows that I always sleep late, and they all say that there is a needle hanging from my head and thorns in my buttocks. This Isn’t it a common thing?”

"Ayan, why do people insist on wanting an answer even though they know there is a mistake ahead."

Liu Yanshu did not continue to dwell on the previous issue, looking at the bright moonlight above her head, her heart full of confusion and confusion.

Su Yan pursed his lips, walked a few steps forward, and stood firmly in front of Sister Xie's family. His eyebrows moved slightly, and he quickly pursed his lips and smiled, and said softly: "That's because she has been going there all the time. Looking back, I didn’t take a serious look at the people around me, sister Xie, don’t you think so?”

As soon as these words came out, Liu Yanshu was silent for a moment and asked doubtfully: "Ayan, what do you mean by this?" There was a slight tremor in her heart.

Su Yan knelt down and held Sister Xie's hands with his own. His eyes were clear and clean. Nothing in the world could reach his mind. Only the person in front of him occupied his entire mind at this moment.

"Shu'er?"

Hearing this familiar name spit out from Ayan's mouth, but yet so unfamiliar, Liu Yanshu seemed to realize something, but was a little unsure.

"What did you call me?" She asked tentatively with her head slightly forward. At that moment, she almost thought she was hearing something.

Su Yan grabbed the hand of the person in front of him, his eyes were heavy, and he repeated his previous words again, "Shu'er?" There was excitement and caution in his tone that he didn't even know he had.

He was excited to finally take this step, but he was cautious because he was afraid that the person in front of him would be angry.

"I know that in your heart you have the love of father and mother, the love of friends, the love of brothers and sisters, everything is included, but there is no love between men and women.

Sister Xie, I really like you very much and want to stay with you forever, not just because of the past, nor because of everything that happened that night.

In the past, we had the opportunity to get along, which later brought us closer. I have always been happy and satisfied, but do you know?Humans have always been a selfish species. On the one hand, Ayan just wants to watch you from a distance and guard you, so that you can be happy.

However, Ayan is a living person after all, and he wants to be with the woman he likes forever. I don't want to see you standing with the man next to you. I don't know how to describe the discomfort in my heart.Ayan also tried to put you together with others, but, sister Xie, you know, Ayan is really sad and uncomfortable. I can't imagine life without you. "

Liu Yanshu was stunned and stared at the person in front of her. She opened her mouth and was about to say something, but was covered by Ayan's hand.

"Sister Xie, I know what you are going to say. It's just that Ayan is still young and doesn't understand anything. Sister Xie, you are so much older than me. It is common to regret it in the future."

Su Yan's eyes were red and sparkling, and he muttered softly, "But, Sister Xie, you don't have a man you like now, could you please consider Ayan.

Ayan is very good and will listen to you in everything. In the future, if you ask me to go east, I will never go west. Ayan only has the only wife of the Xie family sister, and there will never be anyone else. "

Hearing Su Yan's aggrieved and pitiful voice, Liu Yanshu smiled helplessly. She had been like this all her life. She was old and young and had already passed the age of marriage.

Ayan is still young and doesn't know anything. Even if she can accompany Ayan to fool around now, what about the future?What to do in the future? A person's life is only a few decades. He can experience anything and give up everything.

But one thing is different, feelings, only feelings. In fact, she is very satisfied with her current status with Su Yan.

"Ayan, do you know what you are talking about?" Liu Yanshu lowered her head and opened her mouth slightly, with a hint of unbearability in her eyes. She just hoped that Ayan could think about it carefully and not ruin her whole life because of a moment's words.

Su Yan pursed his lips, and the tears in his eyes finally couldn't help falling. He suppressed the crying, took a deep breath, and said: "I know what I'm talking about. I didn't drink today. I know it better than anyone else." .

Sister Xie, I really love you.I like you and want to be with you forever. If the final outcome is still rejection, I will not regret it at all, because I said it. Even if I am no longer here one day, I will still be happy.

I won’t cry because of the regrets I have left unsaid today, sister Xie, so can you pity Ayan for a moment, just for a moment. "

Wet and hot tears fell on her hands, but Liu Yanshu felt that her whole body had been burned. The sound of grievance kept ringing in her ears, and she remembered what Ayan had just said over and over again.

Ask yourself, does she really have no other thoughts about Ayan?

No, there was, but that feeling was too small, so small that anything could surpass her thin love for Ayan.

In Liu Yanshu's short life, the most important thing was her family responsibility. Everything else could be given up by her, including herself.

Family love is due to too much loss. People will eventually be trapped in their lives because of things they can't get when they are young. She lost it when she was young. She has been trying her best to make up for herself in this short half of her life.

Responsibility is because of the books she read and the principles she learned since she was a child, as well as the responsibility she had to bear as a human being after becoming Su Yueming, all weighed heavily on her heart.

Therefore, the love between men and women is too insignificant to her.

"Ayan, I..." Liu Yanshu looked slightly hesitant, as if she wanted to say something, but she was afraid that what she said would hurt the person in front of her, so she kept drafting and thinking about her words.

What she didn't know was that from the moment she wanted to refuse, the person in front of her had obviously been hurt by her.

Su Yan never looked away from Xie's sister for a moment, not missing every detail of her expression, and his eyes gradually became firm when he saw her.

Su Yan pursed his lips, and tears fell down the corners of his eyes again. He seemed to have made a decision in his heart, and his slender body suddenly moved forward, blocking Sister Xie's head. His eyes were focused and attached to Sister Xie's ear, with a firm expression. , said: "Sister Xie, since you don't give it to Ayan, can Ayan just come and get it himself?"

Hearing this, Liu Yanshu's eyes flashed with astonishment, and she exclaimed: "Ayan..."

Before the rest of the words could be spoken, the person in front of her blocked her mouth again, using her extremely soft lips to seal what Sister Xie was about to say.

Su Yan has never said that he is a kind person. Since the Xie family sister is unwilling to give him a little hope, then he will get it himself.

The love between men and women is a matter of course. Everything in Sister Xie's heart can be bigger than him, but he must occupy an extremely important position in Sister Xie's heart.

He used to be a arrogant person. As long as something caught his fancy, that thing was almost his. Now the Xie family sister doesn't want her, but Ayan is already his.

His heart and body belonged to Sister Xie's family. How could Sister Xie's sister pull up her pants and not recognize anyone? This was something Su Yan couldn't understand.

No matter what the reason is!

(End of this chapter)