Ma'am, I was wrong

First a wine jar was flung out from behind the tree, and then a girl came out staggeringly.

The skin on both cheeks was crystal clear, with an abnormal pink glow, and a pair of moist eyes were full of confusion, walking towards her in a daze.

When he came to him, he kept hiccupping and puffed out his chest, "Are you calling me?" His hand only turned in the other direction, "I heard it all, I know it all."

As soon as I met the former girl, I knew that she drank a lot of alcohol, "What did you hear?"

Su Yueming suddenly leaned forward, raised his index finger, and said word by word: "Xiao Fan likes you, you..." Patted his chest, hiccupped, "Hehehe, you like him too."

She walked around Jiang Ruyin with the look of 'I was right'.

Jiang Ruyin was afraid that she would make her dizzy, so she quickly supported her, frowned and said, "No, I don't like him."

Looking up at the woman supporting him, he smiled and blinked, "I don't believe it." While shaking his head, he stepped back, "You just like him, like him."

The girl's mind was suddenly exposed, it was like being torn off the only protective film, and she didn't know what to do for a while.

He fixed his head, stared blankly at him, "Obviously..." Leaning his back on a tree, "Obviously, you can escape with Xiao Fan, I don't believe that with his influence you will Can't get away."

A stream of tears flowed from the corner of his eyes, "Why do I stay when I can go?" As he spoke, he still felt that his current appearance was too embarrassing, so he wiped his sleeves on his face regardless of 21.

Jiang Ruyin stepped forward and snatched the wine from Su Yueming's hand, took a sip after another, stared blankly at the girl in front of her, "I can't go away." She shook her head, "I can't go away."

Su Yueming turned her head suddenly, feeling a little puzzled in her heart, "Why can't you leave?"

"Do you know why Xia Chuyao didn't enter the palace?" Looking up at the moon in the sky, there was despair in her eyes.

What's the matter with Chuyao, "I don't know."

Holding the wine glass in his hand, he walked forward slowly, "Parents love their sons, and they have far-reaching plans." He raised his hand to wipe away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of his eyes, and took a deep breath, "Some people have good lives, and they are born like brocade clothes." Yushi, as for me, I didn’t have a good pregnancy, my father didn’t like me, my mother didn’t love me, and I was cast aside by everyone.”

Su Yueming suddenly felt that the girl in front of her was worse than her. In any case, whether it was true or false, she still had some warmth, but unfortunately, it was all based on lies.

Drunkenness welled up in my heart, "Nezha cut his flesh and returned it to his father. Today, I use myself to repay their kindness to me by giving birth to me, and send them a lifetime of glory and wealth, and we will no longer owe each other."

My heart skipped a beat, their fates are so similar, no one loves them, they are abandoned by others.

The breeze blew, and the petals on the tree fluttered straight down, and for a while, I lost my eyes.

After taking a sip of wine, he continued to ask, "Then why didn't you run with Xiao Fan?"

Jiang Ruyin opened her eyes wide and looked around, as if she was looking at the world that bound her tightly, "Do you think I don't want to run away?" Then her expression became firm, "I ran away, and the reception will be replaced by another woman Come to replace me, I am not a saint, but I will definitely not be a villain, the world is difficult, why should women make things difficult for women."

That's right, why do women make things difficult for women, why does Empress Xiao just grab her and won't let her go?

He stretched out his hand to touch this face, is it because he and the real five princesses look as imagined?But, this is not her choice.

Sighing, he sighed, "I won't run away from what's mine, but I won't take what's not to me either."

Su Yueming murmured to herself, then, does everything she has endured belong to her or not?And who will tell her, why?
Jiang Ruyin threw the wine glass out of her hand, as if she wanted to break an unfair fate.

His eyes were red, his back was straight, and his blood-red dress fluttered in the wind at night, like a raging fire. "Besides, even if Xiao Fan can take me away, what about the future?" From now on, we will hide in Tibet and live a life where everyone shouts and beats me. I would rather have a short life than make it up like this. Who can guarantee that he will really love me for the rest of his life?"

"Is it worth it?" With this sentence, I don't know whether I am asking her or myself.

"There is nothing worth it or not, all of this is my own choice, and I should pay the price for it."

This woman who was born with suffering seems to have more ideas than anyone else. She sticks to the persistence in her heart, as if this is her mission, and she will go through fire and water for it.

Now she still doesn't understand why, but later, after walking through the sea of ​​people, she suddenly understands this is: faith.

Everyone in the world is turbid but I am alone.

"It seems that we are also connected by fate."

"What?" The wind was so loud that Jiang Ruyin couldn't hear what Su Yueming was saying.

Standing up straight, he said nonchalantly, "It's fine if you didn't hear it, there's no fate."

Jiang Ruyin narrowed her eyes slightly, and took a closer look at the woman in front of her who was as good as her, "By the way, what's your name?"

After talking for a long time, she still doesn't know who the person in front of her is?So strange.

"Su Yueming."

At the first glance, Jiang Ruyin didn't realize it, but after thinking about it carefully, Su was the emperor's surname, and Yueming was the taboo name of the fifth princess of the dynasty.

Jiang Ruyin made a gesture to salute, but was stopped by Su Yueming, and said indifferently: "No need, we are friends now."

She finally understood why Her Highness the Princess would get drunk here before. This place is extremely secluded, it is difficult for ordinary people to come here, and only here can she freely release herself, and she is not afraid of being seen and making irresponsible remarks.

Su Yueming tilted her body and said inexplicably: "To some extent, you should be my imperial sister or imperial sister now."

Jiang Ruyin backed away slightly, bent down, "Don't dare."

"Do you think it's okay to be a princess?"

Jiang Ruyin rolled her eyes, "I'm not you, how do I know if being a princess is good or not? Thinking about it, it should be very good."

"Huh." Her face changed, since she was so good, why didn't she come by herself, why did she come, she felt that it was not good at all.

The eyebrows moved slightly, and now she felt like she was stepping on cotton, soft, and asked in a daze, "Can I ask you a question?"

Two simple words, "you say."

"If you could make your own choice, what would you do?"

This question stumped her. She never thought about what she would do after she was free. Ever since she found out that Xia Chuyao had married her, this was an extravagant wish for her.

"Maybe I will walk around, maybe life is very difficult, but if I can, I want to be myself."