Ma'am, I was wrong

Chapter 77 Pain
"Why did you help him?"

Just as Liu Yanshu turned the corner, a warm voice passed by her ears, she turned her head, looked at the owner of the voice in surprise, and questioned at the same time, "You didn't leave?"

Su Yan's increasingly slender body stood in the shadows, the corners of his eyes twitched, "Why should I leave?"

Liu Yanshu looked sideways at the place where she stood before and where they are now. No wonder no one noticed that Su Yan was standing here all the time. It was because Wang Zuyan had attracted their attention.

Su Yan was standing in such a hidden corner again, who would look this way if he had nothing to do.

"You still have not answered my question?"

question?What's the problem, oh yes, why do you want to help Zhu Bei?
The boy was already half a head taller than her, so she could only raise her head forcedly, and said nonchalantly, "What does it have to do with you?"

Su Yan's heart seemed to be stung by something, and the pain was so painful that he was obviously a little stunned.

They are the real relatives, why should my elder sister treat a stranger better than him, and why my elder sister would go to rescue a stranger who has never met before, why is she just ignoring him.

why?
Countless questions filled Su Yan's heart. He even wondered if he had misidentified the person. The person in front of him was just similar to Huang Jie. His sister had already been buried in the icy river.

He has lost count of how many times he doubts and is not sure in his own heart.

If it wasn't for the sense of familiarity in the dark telling him that this is his imperial sister, he would not admit his mistake.

Facing Sister Huang's cold gaze, Su Yan suddenly wanted to ask a question, and he really asked, "You are really still mine..."

sister?
"No, I never was." Liu Yanshu lowered her voice and said word by word.

Su Yan met Liu Yanshu's black and white eyes, which could see into the bottom of her heart, and said stubbornly, "You are lying."

"Believe it or not." The cold voice sounded, with a touch of glass in the coldness, and after finishing speaking, he turned around and was about to leave.

Unexpectedly, Su Yan at this time was already burning with anger, and after seeing Liu Yanshu's caring for others many times, the little flame called jealousy began to surge in contrast with his own indifference. out.

No longer under his control!
Liu Yanshu suddenly felt a huge pulling force pulling herself back, and there was a severe pain in her wrist.

After finally standing still, he wanted to break free from Su Yan's shackles on him. After struggling for a long time, Su Yan's hand did not loosen in the slightest.

Looking down, the veins in Su Yan's white hands were speechless, and the white joints told her how much strength her master had used.

Breathing stagnantly, "Relax."

It was still a silent voice, without the slightest emotion in it, at most there was only a little anger in it, lowered his head, looked deeply into Liu Yanshu's eyes, and said stubbornly: "If you don't tell me why you helped him today, I will Never let go."

Su Yan's unquestionable eyes told her that if he didn't say something today, he really wouldn't let her leave.

Turning your face away, took a deep breath, "Let go first, and I'll talk later, okay?"

Su Yan seemed to be confronting Liu Yanshu, and said, "You tell me first, and then I let go."

Hearing this, Liu Yanshu felt that her head was swollen and she might faint at any time. How did she never feel that Su Yan was so stubborn before? After asking her a question for so long, did she still give up? Even now she still doubts.

Looking at the yard where people are coming and going, biting his lower lip, he looked at Su Yan helplessly, "Do you think this place is suitable for us?"

Sensing the hidden anger in Liu Yanshu's words, Su Yan stretched his brows and eyes, and his anger was not as strong as before, so he took a rough look around.

"It's really not suitable here."

Dragging Liu Yanshu away, the backs of the two disappeared in the courtyard, and even the faint sound of arguing disappeared together.

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Came to a secluded house, isolated from outside sounds and crowds, it was extraordinarily quiet here.

Sitting at the desk, Liu Yanshu was still angry, she never thought that Su Yan's so-called quiet place was actually his own house.

However, this place is indeed very secluded, there are few people coming and going, and I am not afraid that others will hear the conversation between the two of them.

Just the two of them, Su Yan let go of Liu Yanshu's hand and found a place to sit.

"Can you talk now?"

Liu Yanshu glanced coldly, pretending not to understand, "What do you want me to say?"

The hands spread flat on the table slowly curled up into a ball, and he said, "Why did you help him?"

Really persistent!

Liu Yanshu looked out the window, resting her chin with one hand, her expression was very calm, "Why, do you need a reason to help others?"

Su Yan's pupils shrank slightly, and his lips curled up in a mocking arc, "I need a reason."

"You need a reason?" Liu Yanshu looked back at Su Yan and asked in doubt.

"Correct."

How stubborn!Obviously she has tried to avoid it as much as possible, why do she have to ask?
Reining in his thoughts, he no longer had the expression he tried to fool before, sat up straight, and looked directly at Su Yan's black eyes that were very similar to Queen Xiao.

"Do you have to ask?"

"Yes."

For the sake of what has been said, the person in front of him still has to ask. Since he wants to ask, he might as well say it clearly at once, which is better than endless pestering later.

"Okay, then let me ask you, who is to blame for Zhu's humiliation?"

Liu Yanshu didn't answer the question instead, making Su Yan a little unresponsive for a while.

Dingding looked at Su Yan, and she was not in a hurry to ask for an answer now, "Let me ask you again, whose fault is Wang Zuyan's domineering? Is it really them?"

Liu Yanshu mocked, "You asked me why I helped him, then do you know who I thought of when I saw Zhu being bullied?"

Su Yan understood something in a daze, and suddenly raised his head in disbelief to look at Huang Jie who was still calm and dignified.

"You figured it out, that's right, it's me." Her face was calm, as if the person she said was not herself and had nothing to do with her.

The fist hidden under the Confucian shirt was already clenched tightly at this moment.

"I thought you didn't care anymore."

She didn't care about it so lightly, she had never heard such light as a feather, "You are my joy." She casually picked up the teacup on the side and kept playing with it.

"I also thought I didn't care anymore. I told myself countless times, I said; the past is far away from you, let yourself go! Nothing is more important than being alive, isn't it?"

He took a deep breath so as not to let his tears flow unscrupulously, "Look, I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter anymore."

The teacup in his hand was placed heavily on the table, making a 'bang' sound.

"However, as soon as I see those things, I can't help but think of myself. The past is in front of me again, bloody and bloody, and I say: What you are escaping has always existed, let me avoid it." Can be avoided."

Liu Yanshu's tone is very gentle now, but Su Yan feels like a cold knife, a knife is scraped on his body, and the blood of the emperor is dripping. Could it be that he is intact?
"You asked me why, and this is the reason."

Helping Zhubei is like helping the self who was manipulated by others. In countless dark nights, she really tried hard to tell herself, Xie Shu, forget it.

Just forget and everything will be fine!

However, how could she forget it so easily, as if it had never happened before, the bloody scar clings tightly to her flesh and blood like a maggot.

Reminding her day after day, living in her memory vividly, as long as this world is always like this, her pain will never be forgotten.

Maybe with her reincarnation, she will always follow her, go deep into the soul.

　Little cuties, this chapter has a lot of negative emotions, you can choose not to read it!
　　So as not to affect your beautiful mood, hehe!

　　
　
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