Ma'am, I was wrong

"What did you say? Do you think I'm right?" Liu Yanshu was talking hysterically from the side, tears had already blurred her little face.

At this moment, she hoped that Su Yan could give her a correct answer. What is right and what is wrong?

"I... I don't know."

It took a long time before Su Yan gave the answer.

If what the person in front of him said is true, then his mother, Empress Xiao, is indeed unworthy of virtue and unbearable to be a queen, let alone the status of the mother of a country?
However, as a son of man, no matter how excessive his father or mother did, he has no position to accuse them. After all, fundamentally speaking, Su Yan would not exist without them.

All of a sudden, Su Yan was in a state of confusion, not knowing what to say or what to do?
"Of course you don't know!"

Liu Yanshu said categorically that right and wrong are often judged by future generations, even if she is personally on the scene, she can't say one, two, three.

The hatred that could not be concealed in the voice made Su Yan's already unstable heart sting sharply. If possible, he would rather today be just a nightmare.

After waking up from the dream, everything returned to normal, as if nothing had happened.

The piercing wind and snow seemed to be blowing directly into Su Yan's heart, making it painful for him to even breathe, as if he died just now, so he didn't have to face all this.

At this moment, Su Yan admitted without hesitation the weakness in his heart. He could face the possibility of his never succeeding, and he could calmly face the pain of falling from the altar.

The only thing is, you can't face the softest place in your heart that is repeatedly pulled out, ravaged, and torn.

However, this is the way in the world. The pain experienced by a person is often greater than his happiness. Only in this way can happiness become more precious.

The light in my heart was truly extinguished at this moment, and it was no longer as bright as before.

The whole person seemed to be plunged into endless darkness, Su Yan felt that he was walking alone in the boundless darkness, and could not see a ray of light.

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Liu Yanshu leaned against the side of the wall, looking out of the cave with dim eyes. Outside the cave, the wind and snow were blowing, and the cold wind was raging, as if her mind was extremely restless at the moment.

Curled up together, hugging his knees with both hands, his head resting tightly on his legs, looking sideways at Su Yan who couldn't even sleep peacefully, a lot of guilt suddenly arose in his heart.

Obviously she knew that Su Yan had been lying in the snow for a long time, and his body was frostbitten.

Even my eyes were 'snow blind' caused by walking in the snow for a long time, but I didn't even realize it, and I kept arguing with him, thinking I could let go.

Now it seems that it is nothing more than self-deception.

Bury your head deeply into your arms, and the fire beside you burns slowly, making a 'crackling' sound, blooming its own beauty alone.

I don't know how long he walked in the darkness, Su Yan could only feel his cold body warming up slowly, and the consciousness in his head slowly gathering.

"Sigh~"

Hearing a slight voice from the side, Liu Yanshu hurriedly raised her head, looked at Su Yan hurriedly, and said anxiously, "You're awake." The concern in the voice could not be concealed.

Su Yan opened his eyes with difficulty, and found that the surroundings were still dark. At first, he thought it was because the lights were not turned on, but the next second he felt the real touch from his hand.

The fine grains and the uneven ground are telling him that this is not his bedroom.

Then, where is this?
"This is where?"

Liu Yanshu picked up the water she had prepared from the side and wanted to pass it to Su Yan, but Su Yan turned to the side and ignored her intentions at all.

Sighing silently in my heart, I said warmly: "I don't know where this is, but I have just checked it carefully, there is no fresh animal feces, and there is no trace of hunters' habitation, presumably it should be an abandoned place. Cave."

"Why did you save me? Why didn't you let me die somewhere?" Su Yan said coldly, his expression full of hatred.

Liu Yanshu froze, silently put down the water in her hand, looked at the person who would shatter when touched, said calmly, "I said before, I never thought of asking you to die."

Su Yan clung to the wall next to him, and sneered repeatedly, "As long as I die, your revenge will be avenged. From now on, no one will keep pestering you, and no one will stand by you all the time. In front of you, to remind you of those unbearable past events, isn’t it okay if I die?”

Facing Su Yan's accusation, Liu Yanshu was not as crazy as before, and said calmly, "Can you listen to me tell a story?"

She didn't wait for Su Yan's answer, instead she told the story of a little girl first.

This little girl lived a carefree life, but one day everyone told her that all of this was fake, that she was just a substitute, born to exist for others.

Later, due to the arrangement of fate, she became a princess and took on missions and responsibilities that did not belong to her. However, no matter how she tried to escape, she could not escape.

She can use her current identity to take revenge on those villains, but she cannot start a war for her own selfishness, even if it is not her responsibility.

No matter how reluctant she was, she still went, to get married, to fulfill the price in exchange for short-term glory and wealth.

"Now, I have finally obtained freedom and happiness, but you want me to return to pain. I am not a saint, and I really can't do it!" Liu Yanshu said in a calm voice, as if she had nothing to do with her. Things.

Su Yan quietly clenched the wall beside him, his heart sank, and he questioned again: "Aren't you really my imperial sister?"

She sighed softly and pursed her lips, "That's the end of the story, if you still don't believe me, I have nothing to say."

Su Yan lowered his eyes, "If you are really Xie Shu, then where is my imperial sister... Su Yueming?"

"The Xie family in Cangzhou, the current Xie Shu."

As soon as the words fell, the cave fell into a long silence, and the two leaned quietly to one side.

The flames flickered on Liu Yanshu's fair face, her eyes were full of relief.

On the other hand, Su Yan was not so peaceful and relaxed. His heart was in a huge turmoil. Everything he knew today undoubtedly challenged his cognition for many years.

The concubine daughter of the Xie family who once lamented the misfortune, now Xie Shu is actually her real imperial sister, a sibling of his mother.

And the woman beside her, who should have been happy in her life, was ruined because of her mother.

All her misfortunes are related to her family. Looking back carefully at the time when she was a child, she only cared about wanting to be the emperor. No, it was the woman in front of her who was with her, and she didn't notice that she was covering up her smile. bitterness.