Ma'am, I was wrong

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Liu Yanshu pursed her lips and kept rubbing her fingers. After hesitating for a while, she finally asked what she had always wanted to ask, and said, "Su Yan, have you ever thought about going to find your real imperial sister, Su Yueming?"

Su Yan's subordinates paused suddenly, his heart turned a thousand times, he smiled lightly, and said softly: "Sister Xie's family thinks I'm a burden, if so, I'll leave now, and I won't trouble Sister Xie's family."

As soon as these words came out, Liu Yanshu felt a pain in the center of her brow, and as expected, Su Yan made a gesture to leave, but because of snow blindness, her body was not standing steadily, so she could only support the wall tremblingly.

Liu Yanshu hurriedly stopped Su Yan who was about to leave, and hurriedly explained: "You misunderstood, I didn't mean that, don't leave yet."

"What does that mean?" Su Yan asked back.

"Sit down first, let's talk slowly, okay?" The voice was full of pleading, Liu Yanshu pulled Su Yan's robe, helped him sit on the seat just now, and said softly: "I mean, if you go to find your real imperial sister, you might as well take me with you." Blinking, she stood and stared at Su Yan innocently.

Su Yan frowned slightly, and said in surprise: "Sister Xie, what do you mean?"

He was a little puzzled, according to what Xie's sister said earlier, her relationship with Xie's family should not be considered very good, why Xie's sister asked him to take her there.

The corners of Liu Yanshu's mouth moved, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know where to start, she pursed her lips and stared at Su Yan for a while.

Sighing lightly, "You also know that although I am not from the Xie family now, I still have the blood of the Xie family on my body after all. No one can change this. No matter how unwilling I am, I will still be from the Xie family. Do you understand?"

Do you understand this sound?How much helplessness, how much heartache, how much unwillingness is contained, Liu Yanshu has never said it to outsiders, no one knows?

Even her parents who had saved her life at that time, she didn't say too many words.

This was the first time that Liu Yanshu looked back on her past to another person so calmly, raised her slightly absent-minded eyes, and said softly: "No matter what, I still want an answer after all."

I want an answer from their own mouths, I want to know the cause and effect of the whole thing, I want to know why other mothers want to protect her children even if they abandon themselves, why my own mother didn't even say goodbye.

After all, she still envied Su Yueming and envied her having a mother who loved her. No matter how much she hated Xiao Shi, it couldn't hide that Xiao Shi gave up herself for Su Yueming, Su Yan, her two children.

Why did Xie Shu's mother abandon her daughter? She wanted to know what she did not do well enough back then, so she made her mother abandon herself without hesitation.

What heinous crime did she commit?
For her father, she no longer had any expectations, she was just a mother...
Su Yanchui quietly clenched his hands by his side, and said in doubt: "Sister Xie, if you go to find it and the result is still bad, what will you do then?"

yes.If she still got the worst result, what should she do?

Suppressing the tears in the corners of his eyes, with cries in his voice, he forced himself to calm down and said, "I've already prepared for the worst. If it really comes to that time, let's live with the situation!"

If it's really a bad ending, leave it to her to make plans, not the current her.

Taking a deep breath, biting her lower lip lightly, she tentatively said: "So if you go to find your real imperial sister in the future, can you take me with you?"

"Yes." Su Yan said firmly.

In fact, Su Yan still had a question in his mind, why didn't sister Xie go find it by herself?
Seeing the subtle changes on Su Yan's face, Liu Yanshu couldn't understand, she paused, and said casually, "You want to ask me why I didn't go find it myself, don't you?"

Su Yan nodded, but he didn't expect Xie's elder sister to guess his mind so quickly.

Liu Yanshu couldn't figure out what Su Yan was thinking, the two of them had been together for so long no matter what, she knew what Su Yan was thinking when he raised his head and lowered his eyebrows when he was young.

It's fine if she didn't talk about it before, but now that she has said it, why doesn't she know about Su Yan's subtle thoughts.

Liu Yanshu snorted softly, and she became even more charming, "There are so many reasons, it's just that it's more convenient for two people to be together, isn't it?" Her voice was brisk, and her eyebrows and eyes were extremely lively.

Liu Yanshu's voice was not heavy, but it was extraordinarily relaxed.

This reason actually left Su Yan with no room to refute, very capable.

"Sister Xie, how is the wind and snow outside?"

Hearing this, Liu Yanshu glanced at the wind and snow outside the cave, and saw that the wind and snow outside was no longer as strong as before, and even a ray of the sun was shining.

"The wind and snow outside the cave has gradually subsided. I think it will stop soon, and we will be able to go out soon." Liu Yanshu said softly.

Su Yan hesitated for a moment, smiled slightly, and said softly, "Sister Xie, there is something I haven't asked you for a long time." She pursed her lips, "This time besides Sister Xie, there are other people looking for me."

When this matter was mentioned, Liu Yanshu's eyes dimmed, a look of bewilderment appeared in her eyes, and her voice was condensed, "Su Yan, in fact, it was not an accident that you stumbled and fell off the cliff this time."

When Su Yan heard the answer he wanted, he sneered again and again, and said coldly, "I know."

Liu Yanshu looked at Su Yan with an expression of disbelief, and said in surprise, "You know?" When did Su Yan know about this? She never told him about it, how did he know?

He was silent for a while, and said slowly in a hoarse and deep voice: "It's hard to guess, it's nothing more than those two people, let me guess, is it Wang Zuyan."

Speaking of this now, the voice is mixed with playfulness, which is clearly expected.

"Yes." Liu Yanshu's eyes fell on Su Yan, and she thought to herself, it seems that she underestimated Su Yan's intelligence, and now she was tinged with self-mockery, "Since you know, why do you still ask me?"

"Just wanted to make sure."

Su Yan frowned inexplicably. It seemed that his big brother really wanted to kill him, so that he didn't even have a place to bury him.

As soon as the voice fell, the cave suddenly became quiet, and the two sat in their respective positions with their own thoughts.

The crackling sound of the fire ignited the thoughts of the two of them, and it slowly burned out unconsciously. With the burning of the fire, not only the gap between the two of them, but also the unhappiness in the past were also burned away.

(End of this chapter)