Chapter 63 63. Confused
Speaking of going to Beijing, with Yunqing's efficiency, she can walk away with just a lift. The people staying at home are used to it. It doesn't make much difference whether she is there or not. It's just that it may take a little longer this time, so Yunqing specifically said, Everyone's reaction was very flat, and they told her a few words lightly, and then they went to do what they should do.

Yun Qing went out and passed by Yangzhou on the way to visit Lin Ruhai's family. After the meeting, as soon as she mentioned the destination, Jia Min was pleasantly surprised: "What a coincidence, I also want to return to Beijing. I was worried that I would be too far away to communicate. Inconvenient, the real person is going to the capital too, we happen to be walking together, and there is a guide on the way."

"Has Lord Lin been transferred back to the capital?" Yun Qing was a little puzzled. She remembered that Lin Ruhai in the book had been staying in Yangzhou since he became the censor of salt inspection, and never left. Could there be any changes in his place?

Seeing the Lin family, Yun Qing became more and more suspicious. It is said that after Zhen Yinglian left Xue Pan, she dared not say that she would be happy, and it should not be destined to end in a tragic ending. She thought it was influenced by "fate" and changed it easily. No, but aren't Jia Min and Lin Moyu all fine?In the original novel of the Red Chamber, both of them should be buried in the soil at this time, aren't they alive and kicking now?How could their fate be changed?Really confusing.

With such a big doubt in her heart, Yun Qing really couldn't bear it. She silently recited the Qingxin formula several times, trying to get hurt again, she went to calculate the future of the Lin family. This calculation gave her a lot of inspiration.

The future of Jia Min and Lin Moyu is very ordinary, nothing special, but both of them have a calamity in their lives, and this calamity has passed before they can have this ordinary life. Lin Ruhai also has a calamity, but this calamity is in the future, more There are too many Yunqings to see clearly, but she has spoilers for the original book, so she naturally has some guesses, and the most special one is Lin Daiyu.

Generally speaking, when Yun Qing tells fortunes to others, no matter whether it is looking at the past or predicting the future, she will not give clear comments, but Lin Daiyu is not the case. She can clearly see that if Daiyu wants to live a safe life It goes well, except for the parents, no one with a foreign surname can be seen, and no one can hear the cry. If there is an exception, it will be sick and weak for a lifetime, and the youth will die young.

Obviously, after these years of conditioning, Lin Daiyu is now in good health, and she rarely even suffers from headaches and fever throughout the year, but no matter whether she looks at the face or calculates her horoscope, she is a weak and short-lived fate. take.

It is said in the Tao Te Ching that the world is not benevolent, and treats all things as dogs, but at the same time, the world is benevolent. He loves every creature in the world equally, and will not favor any one, nor will he deliberately target anyone; , Tian Yan four nine, people escape one, so no one's life is fixed, no matter good or bad, there is a certain range of fluctuations.

Just like Jia Min and Lin Moyu, there will be a catastrophe in their lives. This catastrophe, they can overcome it by themselves or with the help of others. If you run your own business, there is no saying in which year they must die. This is the uncontrollability of fate.

But Zhen Yinglian is different from Lin Daiyu, their life is like a programmed program, they must run according to the prescribed route, even if there is a deviation, it will always be corrected back to the original track, and the power of correction will not be removed , their fate will not change, they will only follow the established route until the end.

Thinking of this, Yun Qing suddenly feels depressed. With her ability, can she really fight against the so-called "destiny"?It's not that she underestimates herself, but she has self-knowledge. She is a little cultivator who relies on piles of pills to build her foundation. Even if she doesn't know who made this "destiny", maybe it is a police fairy, or maybe it is a more powerful existence , in short, it is not something that Yun Qing can defeat, she can't even see the face of these existences, let alone confront them.

There is even a possibility that in the eyes of others, all the hard work she has done is nothing more than a clown jumping up and down. No matter how much she changes, as long as she flicks her hand, everything will return to the original state, and all her efforts will be paid off. Dongliu, turned into a joke.If so, what is she still struggling with?
Whether Lin Daiyu or Zhen Yinglian, what does it have to do with her?Are they doing well, and what effect does it have on her?Since their fate and ending could not be changed no matter what, why did she still go around?Why don't you just lie flat...

For a moment, Yun Qing's heart was filled with all kinds of negative emotions, immersed in her own thoughts, until Jia Min pushed her, her face turned pale, and asked: "What's wrong with the real person? His face is so ugly, did he encounter any difficulties? If you have anything to say, just speak up, even if we are weak and can't help you with major matters, we can still give you ideas, and it's better to have someone to discuss with you than to be bored by yourself."

Yun Qing forced a smile, and said perfunctorily: "I can only understand some things in practice, and no one else can help me."

Jia Min had no choice but to keep his mouth shut, and refilled Yun Qing's tea. After thinking about it, he persuaded him: "If there is any problem that you can't figure out, why don't you let it go, go see the beautiful scenery, or taste the delicious food, and relax your mind. Yes, maybe I have an epiphany."

Yun Qing is not used to making others worry about him, so he nodded following Jia Min's words. Although he still felt uncomfortable as if he was holding back a fire, he temporarily turned his thoughts away and chatted with Jia Min. Jia Min asked her : "Let's go to Beijing, does the real person want to go by land or by water?"

Yun Qing paused, not remembering that he had promised to go with them, so he declined and said: "I still have to visit a friend, and it's not on my way with you, let's go separately, see you in the capital."

Jia Min was a little disappointed, but thinking of seeing each other after entering Beijing, she calmed down and stopped pressing. The two talked for a while, and when Lin Ruhai got off work and had another meal together, Yun Qing said goodbye and left.

Originally, he planned to go to Beijing, but because of the experience he had just gained, Yun Qing didn't know what else he was going to do, what's the point of going there?She vaguely knew that she might be on the edge of a corner, but she just couldn't get out, and if she didn't clear her mind, she didn't think it would be useful to go to the capital, and it would only make her more confused.

Out of this consideration, she decided to find someone to give her advice. She needs to consult with a senior. If she immerses herself in thinking hard, it will not have any effect except to kill her brain cells and make herself more depressed. But who should she turn to? ?After thinking about it, a name came to her mind, and she immediately turned to him, hoping that he could help her.

(End of this chapter)

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