2006: School beauty loves me again

"Men are like rotten apples. If you find one who is not too rotten, women will just deal with it in this life.

"But you can't do this."

"Ok?"

Li Li returned to Fuzhou, and Chu Chu and Liu Jingjing were sitting in a cafe by Victoria Harbor chatting in the evening five days ago.

Listening to the beautiful elder sister who was more than ten years older than herself imparting love experience, Chu Chu listened half-understood.

The wind in Xiangjiang is damp and cold, which makes people uncomfortable, but the sunset like salted egg yolk is so beautiful.

Chu Chu was so distracted that she didn't hear Liu Jingjing's words clearly.

“Those who have seen mountains, rivers and seas will never stick to hills and depressions again.”

Chu Chu blinked her big eyes a few times, and Liu Jingjing, who had lost a lot of weight, gave her a meaningful smile.

"Before you were injured and hospitalized, he was very nervous. He told me to do many things and told me to take good care of you."

Chu Chu's little heart was pounding, and her pretty face was instantly dyed red by the setting sun, turning into a cute red apple.

Mountains, rivers, seas, mounds and depressions...

Who in the world knows better than herself that person is good to her?
No.

A long time ago, Chu Chu knew that he was very good to her.

At that time, he was just a little boy playing computer games and gambling with Ke Shao.

Oh, no, it’s not about gambling, it’s about helping yourself out.

'Does the milk tea taste good? '

'The Promise, blockbuster. '

'Come and help me make a milk tea shop? '

'As long as you think it, you will do it. '

'Dumplings?What stuffing? '

The afterimage of the setting sun, "The characteristics of our Miao girls are not just fierceness and enthusiasm..." That is Miss Chu Chu's best memory.

Everything stems from that sentence: Can I treat you to a movie then?If you don't object, you agree. I'll come and find you then.

The wind in the port is not strong, gentle.

The breeze swept across her eyes, and Chu Chu couldn't bear to cry.

The book says that to forget someone, there are two things to do: don’t meet him, and don’t be mean to him.

It's impossible not to see it. Chu Chu doesn't want to be mean, but she can't control it.

From the earliest moment, she felt that she was not worthy of that person.

He is cheerful, sunny and enthusiastic, but he is dull and taciturn and stupid.

Later, he became more and more radiant... yes, he was radiant.

Xiao Zhao said that he was approachable and down-to-earth, and Wei Hong and Liu Qingqing also said that he was easy to get along with.

But I just felt that his whole body was shining with light, making people unable to open their eyes.

The person who could match him should have been the immortal figures like Teacher Chen and Teacher Li, or... the "Lisianthus girl" on Christmas Eve.

I am just a little transparent, watching him leave in the corner again and again, how can I have delusions?
Learn with him, grow with him, earn more and more money with him, and see many things about the world that you could never imagine before.

This is already very good, how can we have delusions?
Fangyuan walked too fast and in a hurry, knocking over all the time capsules in her hand.

But Miss Chu Chu was silent, staggering, unsteady and anxious, chasing forward. When she looked up in panic, she was chasing further and further away.

Although they obviously lived in the same time zone, she just felt like there was a lifetime of time difference between her and that person.

How dare you have such delusions?
After that knife...that knife was so deep and left such a big and ugly scar...

Like a hole in an inflated balloon, even if it is taped, it is no longer perfect.

She repeatedly told herself: You are just a cheap broken balloon, how dare you?How dare you have such delusions?
Teacher Li said: Once a person knows what he wants, he will never be happy in this life.

She didn't understand it a few months ago, but now she understands it deeply.

He raised his head, his big eyes shining brightly.

When you are sad, the sky everywhere seems to be filled with tears, and it is exceptionally bright, so bright that you can see yourself.

Looking at her look, Liu Jingjing felt funny.

Little girls will always fall into the maze of love without knowing that there is only a wall between them.

Chu Chu took a sip of orange juice and swallowed the confined tears.

Liu Jingjing crossed her legs elegantly, shaking her high heels under her beige wide-leg trousers.

She didn't even try to explain herself to the chicken feathers behind her, and just asked Chu Chu: "It's been almost two years. I've watched you grow, yes, just grow. How do you think you are now compared to before?"

Chu Chu nodded softly: "I learned a lot."

Liu Jingjing smiled and said: "Isn't that great? Life is like this. You spend a lot of time confused and only gain growth in a few moments. Who gave you those moments?"

Chu Chu said: "He."

"Right, why doesn't he take someone else with him?"

Chu Chu said nothing, blinking and looking at Liu Jingjing.

Sister Liu blushed suddenly, bit her lip and glared at her: "I'm so distracted, I won't talk to you anymore."

Chu Chu chuckled.

Liu Jingjing sighed silently, and finally added: "Don't regret it at the end."

Chu Chu stopped laughing.

The end, yes.

It may not matter what is at the end of the road. There is no regret if you get on the wrong bus or miss the bus. The regret may only be that you didn't reach the destination you wanted to go to.

The two of them stopped talking. Yachts were moored next to each other in the harbor, and the night lights of Hong Kong were reflected on the sea. The lights were torn by the sparkling water, turning into bits of dreams, gorgeous and colorful.

Although there are thousands of ways to feel sad, the saddest thing is to remain silent.

hum.

hum.

The phone on the marble table vibrated. It was my mother calling.

After Chu Chu answered the call, there was a sound of sobbing, and her face turned pale.

After hanging up the phone, she anxiously said to Liu Jingjing: "Sister..."

Liu Jingjing waved her hand: "The call was so loud that I heard it. Go back quickly, be careful on the way, don't be anxious, I'll just keep an eye on this."

After Chu Chu left, Liu Jingjing held a cup and looked at the colorful night around her, her eyes gradually blurred.

"One can never see through the mirror."

——As Fangyuan said, the school called Chu Xun’s home the day after he skipped school.

Further west from Huaihua City is Guizhou, and the Chu Chu family is on a mountain at the junction of Hunan and Guizhou.

My younger brother Chu Xun's high school is in the town at the foot of the mountain.

After receiving the call, my parents immediately rushed from the mountain to the town and searched everywhere.

At the beginning of the semester, teachers and parents suspected that their children had sneaked out to the Internet cafe. Children these days like to play games online.

But that's just suspicion, because Chu Xun's grades are too good and he doesn't have the habit of playing games.

They couldn't find it in the Internet cafe, so they went to the hotel to look for it. They suspected that Chu Xun had fallen in love early and had booked a room with a girl outside the school.

Still found nothing.

Now, teachers and parents were anxious. While calling the police, they searched for Chu Xun's junior high school classmates and even went to the homes of elementary school classmates in the village.

Chu Chu rushed back to the provincial capital Xingcheng overnight and went home without stopping.

As soon as she saw her parents, her claws went numb.

I had been away from home for two years and only came back once. At that time, I was fine.

Just two nights after my brother was missing, my parents were extremely haggard.

The boy is the root, Chu Chu is not jealous, and worries with her.

She regretted it. Now that she knows better, she no longer asks and gives as before.

Because she was afraid that her parents would be coveted by others in the village, she did not send too much money to her family at once. She always gave some from time to time to improve her family's living conditions.

Now seeing her parents' faces showing how old they are, Miss Chu Chu feels very distressed.

Pulling herself together, she reassured her parents, saying that she would look for him in a nearby county or town, and asked the old couple to stay in the town and wait for news from the police.

Later, he traveled for four days and searched all the surrounding counties and towns. During this period, Chu Chu only slept for two full nights without changing his clothes.

There was no good news from home. 48 hours later, Chu Xun was listed as a missing person and a case was filed.

But this area is not a big city, and there are not many surveillance facilities. There has been no news from the police for several days.

Her parents were about to collapse at home, and Chu Chu had a big ulcer in her mouth.

On the fourth night, while Fangyuan was drinking with Mr. and Mrs. Abuka, Chuchu stayed up all night in another hotel two kilometers away.

She couldn't afford to wait, and neither could her family. The police went to the city to search, but Chu Xun didn't have an ID card, so it was really difficult to find his whereabouts.

Chu Chu called Song Chaochao, hoping to use the company's riders in Huaihua City to help find his brother's whereabouts.

Song Chaoshi immediately contacted the person in charge of Xiangnan Province and asked him to help find people throughout the province.

Early the next morning, Chu Chu, who had not slept all night again, gritted her teeth and rushed to Huaihua City.

Just as he was preparing to meet the city manager who was running fast, he received a call from his mother on the way, saying that there was news about Chu Xun.

The person who revealed the news was an elementary school classmate of Chu Xun. The two were playmates since childhood. This person did not go to high school but went to a technical school.

Two days ago, I was chatting with Chu Xun on QQ and learned that he was in an Internet cafe in Huaihua City...

The police were on their way, and when Chu Chu saw that the location was very close, she immediately ran over.

I felt anxious, angry and aggrieved.

His family asked him to give up his studies so that he could study. How could he do this?

While walking, I cried in grievance.

Crying and being angry.

Gritting his teeth angrily.

The ulcer hurts when I clench my teeth.

When it hurts, I feel even more aggrieved, and when I feel aggrieved, I feel like crying.

Cycle does not replace.

Inexplicably, Chu Chu suddenly remembered what Guan Xiaozhao said to herself before going abroad:

Girls don’t have to be pretty, but they can’t have a bad temper.

The ulcer surface is obviously very painful when touched lightly, no matter how careful it is, it will always be touched. More than a year of unrequited requests and the worries and fears of the past few days suddenly burst out.

At that time, the ruthlessness of giving herself a knife came back, and Miss Chu Chu poked the ulcer hard with the tip of her tongue...

She wanted to expose the irritable mood, the lonely life, and the result that... no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see it.

Let it go, let it all pass.

Return to the original city, abandon the track that is out of reach, and the person in front of the track.

That one…

Huh?That man in the hat is robbing his brother of his money!
Girls don’t have to be pretty, but they can’t have a bad temper!
Beautiful girl Chu Chu is getting angry!
The heels clicked under my feet and I picked up my satchel.

"Why are you stealing money! Why are you stealing my brother's money!"

boom!
Beat the bad guys!
The bad guy fell to the ground, bleeding from his nose.

This time, Chu Chu vented her anger and her chest was no longer so tight.

If she hadn't seen the bad guy's face, she would have wanted to vent a few more times.

"You...how are you..."

"Damn it, why did you hit me?

"You hit me, why are you crying?

"Okay, okay, don't cry. Don't cry. You're not a child anymore. Why are you crying?"

In the sky, a small notebook clattered down.

This is Miss Chu Chu’s work notes.

Pages were turned by the wind.

On one page:
[I want to write a love letter to you. I carefully consider every word and every sentence, and I am more serious than taking notes of every meeting at work. It seems that in this way I can stand among the spring flowers and never fall.

[I want to stand by your side, no secrets, no worries, no need to meditate, just growing freely.

[I want every word to rhyme and engrave the silhouette in my memory.

【I want the sun to shine every day.

【I want to blur my boundaries in your dazzling light.

【Miss you. 】

"Just cry, you said it was okay to cry. On the Summer Solstice, you said I could cry."

……

Look at my sister, look at the "robber" who was beaten by her sister for no reason... Chu Xun can't do it anymore. (End of chapter)