2006: School beauty loves me again

Fangyuan felt that he was a little weak recently. Shen Ningfei asked him why he was weak, and he was very angry.

"The word "virtual" is too one-sided. What I mean is "weak". One word difference means a lot of difference."

If the energy output is greater than the energy taken in, it must be weak...

But I can’t put it down, I really can’t put it down.

In the past two months, he has really understood what it means to have a wife and children on the hot bed. He eats three and eats one while he eats one every day. He walks the dog when he has something to do and hugs his wife when he has nothing to do. It is very beautiful.

Liu Geng was a genius, and he taught himself how to write scripts. While writing and writing the third part, he also took the time to change the script of the first part.

Then, Shen Ningfei became a performing artist in two small courtyards, performing non-physical performances in public every day after dinner.

In the courtyard, Fangyuan was sitting in a wheelchair, and the others were sitting on small benches.

Fruit plates, melon seeds and tea were prepared, and people gathered around to watch the show.

Shen Ningfei has played Ye Wenjie, Wang Miao's wife Li Yao, Yang Dong and her favorite Zhuang Yan...

The micro-expressions and understanding of the story are already very clear.

The only other female character, He Yan, was also forced to appear and had a rough role in the scene.

Zou An has played Wang Miao, Da Shi and General Chang Weisi, and even Luo Ji...

In the summer night, the stars are twinkling, the fragrance of dates is overflowing, and the glutinous rice balls are barking.

Screenwriter and art director Liu Cixin was not angry when his work was presented in such a nonsensical way.

He said with a smile:
Time seems to go back to childhood.

When Fangyuan removed the cast from the other leg, Shen Ningfei could already memorize the first two parts of the three-body body backwards.

During this time, she started to become mysterious.

In the past, when I walked my dog ​​for a walk during the day, I was attacked and shot at indiscriminately by the big devil at night.

Now, she spends a lot of time locking herself in the house during the day, writing and drawing, and occasionally making transoceanic phone calls.

At night...continue to fight against the big devil.

Until one day, the small umbrellas ran out, and Fangyuan was too embarrassed to ask He Yan or Zou An to help him go down the mountain to purchase them, so he endured it for two days.

Those two days were Shen Ningfei's rare rest days, and he stayed in seclusion for more than ten hours.

Later, Fangyuan couldn't bear it anymore and discussed another, darker matter with Shen Ningfei in the dark.

Shen Ningfei felt like he was going crazy, "I've never heard of it, so it definitely won't work!"

The next day, Shen Ningfei took He Yan down the mountain, wholesaled some umbrellas and threw them back to Fang Yuan.

The day before the summer vacation at Binhai University, Shen Ningfei found Fangyuan excitedly.

"I wrote a song!"

"..."

Shen Ningfei is not Shen Ningfei. She has studied acting. When did she learn music theory?
Fangyuan was puzzled: Come and listen.

"Okay, follow me to the back mountain!"

Knowing that Fangyuan and his wife liked this place, several of He Yan's young men spontaneously tidied up the lawn on half of the hill, surrounded the area with the best view, and even killed insects. So, when the weather warmed up, this place It has also become a fun place for glutinous rice balls.

……

God. Can't you see that I love her very much?

Why do you want to break up two people who clearly love each other?

God. You must not tell her secretly

On countless quiet nights. Someone is thinking of her

You have to take good care of her in the days to come.
You can't bully her when I'm not by her side
Stop letting people walk into her heart only to leave her again

Because I don’t want to see her cry anymore

……

Sitting on the grass with his knees in his arms, Shen Ningfei sang softly a cappella.

"Does it sound good?" she asked.

Fangyuan thought about it carefully and then nodded.

"The melody is okay, but the lyrics are a little pretentious, but... it's still good. You're so good. When did you learn to compose music?"

Shen Ningfei raised his little head proudly, "I'm self-taught. I've been studying for a long time."

Ever since she knew that Fangyuan could write songs, she had already started to learn to compose music by herself. It had been a long time indeed.

Fang Yuan smiled and hugged her, asking: "Write your own?"

Shen Ningfei pursed her lips and looked at the sky, thought for a long time, and then said: "Half of it is written about myself, and the other half... is written for Su Su."

Fangyuan was a little silent, lying on the grass with his legs crossed and didn't speak for a long time.

Shen Ningfei leaned on his chin and lay beside him, grabbed a piece of weed and scratched his face.

"In order to take care of you, I didn't go to England with Shanshan and Teacher Chen, and I couldn't see Susu. She was so lonely in a foreign country. I chatted with her every day and promised to give her a song. "

Fangyuan asked: "Have you chosen a name?"

"The Gulf of Alaska."

Fangyuan smiled: "She is in Great Britain, why is she called this name?"

Shen Ningfei shook his head: "I don't know, Su Su named her. You can ask her yourself."

Fangyuan turned to look at her and saw that Shen Ningfei was just smiling naturally. He meant what he said.

Sighing, he said, "Is she okay?"

Shen Ningfei nodded and shook his head: "It's good or bad."

Fangyuan understood and stopped asking.

Shen Ningfei said: "Su Su is very good at learning languages. She won't come back during the summer. She said she wants to wander around Europe alone."

Fangyuan said: "Do you want to go?"

Shen Ningfei still shook his head.

Chen Wan was delayed for a week because she and Yuanyuan were going to establish a joint venture in Xiangjiang. She had to fly to the UK the day after tomorrow, but Shen Ningfei had already expressed that he would not go. It was unreasonable to go to Liu Su alone.

Fangyuan said: "Europe is very good. Small countries are close to each other. It's good to take a stroll."

Shen Ningfei asked: "Do you miss her?"

Fangyuan hugged Shen Ningfei and asked her to press her face against him.

"Life is like a journey, we see each other again and again."

"She asked me to tell you... 'May the person I miss be safe all year round, even if I never see him again'."

Because of the presence of Liu Cixin, the small mountain village of Niangziguan in June has always been surrounded by a science fiction atmosphere, and Fangyuan's thoughts immediately traveled across the ocean to another more magical city following Shen Ningfei's words.

Edinburgh.

When people talk about this city, it is often not about the cold, but about literature, art, history, and even romance.

In a high school class two years ago, Fangyuan described the climate, scenery and humanities here, which aroused the admiration of many people.

However, most of the students were wiped out by the ordinary world in the quiet days. Only Liu Xiaosu actually came, with a lonely soul and a small suitcase, and truly put himself in Edinburgh. In the continuous rain scene.

Hogwarts Magic Castle, streets, quiet stone roads... In two months, Liu Su measured the city with his little feet in his spare time.

At first, the unique quietness of this city suffocated her. She would think, what kind of person would like this kind of gloomy and lonely atmosphere?
But as she walked, she fell in love with it.

Everything in Edinburgh is full of antiquity, mystery and romance.

A transparent umbrella and a pair of small yellow rain boots kept her company for two months.

The girls in the dormitory would ask her to go to the bar with them, but she didn't like it. The noise and noise were inconsistent with the temperament of Edinburgh. She likes to walk slowly on the street with one earphone on. Yes, she only wears one earphone and listens to the sound of rain on the other side.

The sound of rain hitting the umbrella and stones would tell her that time was really passing by.

Otherwise, the world in the mist seems to have stopped.

"Those days that I thought would last forever have actually passed in the blink of an eye."

Lin Lingshan arrived yesterday. Chen Wan went to London to do other things, while she went to find her little sister.

There is a coffee shop with a red sign on the ancient stone street corner, and a thin drizzle of rain is sliding down the glass window in a continuous line.

The smooth glass cannot retain rainwater, but the mottled little heart is filled with the regrets of youth.

Liu Su had lost weight and looked as cold as Edinburgh. This was Lin Lingshan's first impression when she saw her.

Liu Su ordered Lin Lingshan's Caramel Mocha, which was more delicious but not the most famous. It was seven parts sweet and two parts bitter, with a hint of burnt content.

Everything here is too bland, and the thickness of Qingganyan and history are not enough to fill the emptiness.

Lin Lingshan said that this place was not suitable for young people and was not fun. She asked Liu Su if he had any plans to return to China.

After Liu Su's oval face slimmed down, she revealed a pointed chin, and her hair was grown long and spread casually around her back. Except for the playful yellow rain boots on her feet, her entire image and temperament exuded a maturity that was inappropriate for her age.

She shook her head and smiled slightly, and said, "I won't go back. I really like it here."

Lin Lingshan was surprised. Northern Europe was more lonely, and she liked it very much, but that kind of liking could only be experienced occasionally. If she was allowed to live in that depressing and silent environment for a long time, she would go crazy.

Young people all have jumping cells, what about Liu Su?

How can time and environment transform people so completely in a short period of time?

No, it’s not the time and environment, but the mood.

"Exactly," Lin Lingshan disagreed. "The days of holding hands and jumping around were obviously last year. Now you are being pretentious, immersing yourself in experiencing the feeling of lovelorn, and deliberately showing a sad temperament. I despise you!"

After saying that, I laughed.

Liu Su hummed several times in her heart, bit her lip and glared at her, but said: "Those days that I thought would last forever have actually passed in the blink of an eye."

Lin Lingshan pretended to be vomiting, "Okay, okay, no one else is here. It will take two days for Teacher Chen to come to Edinburgh to see you. It's just the two of us, so don't pretend to be serious."

Pretending to be serious...Okay, little Liu Su will stop pretending.

Pouting, touching my growling belly, I ordered fish and chips and fried chicken salad again...

The table was full of delicious food, and the two little ones were laughing and chatting about the differences between China and abroad.

For half a year, little Liu Su longed for a stable mood, and even tried again and again. He was dragged to join the Yanda club and the "Goddess Competition", but every time he thought of that annoying bad guy, he couldn't calm down. .

Then she exiled herself.

After arriving in Edinburgh, it did make her feel calm and stable, but only then did she understand a deeper truth - it is often the saddest moments when there is no emotion.

The calmer you are, the more sadness you feel in your heart.

Because of culture and living habits, she couldn't chat with her blond classmates at all. Those girls would smoke and drink, kiss and go to bed with the boys they met for the first time, and wave goodbye politely after dawn. This had nothing to do with their grades. , she couldn't adapt.

So the days are getting colder and colder. Have you ever thought about returning to China? It was there at the beginning, but it was no good. We couldn’t just come and leave in despair.

The Asian international students spontaneously formed a small group, and she found a sense of security there.

Occasionally there will be language exchange activities, outings to collect information, and even hot pot parties.

The quiet days were a lot more lively.

Knowing that the little sisters were coming, little Liu Su was so excited that she couldn't sleep from the moment Lin Lingshan boarded the plane.

After paying the bill, she decided not to go back to the dormitory tonight and spend the night chatting with the other party.

The hotel booked in advance was very small, and because it was cheap, Liu Su didn't have much money.

Before leaving the country, Wei Jie took some cash from her and put the rest in a card for her. She also applied for a credit card. Her aunt Wei Rui selflessly sponsored 10,000 US dollars, but Liu Su did not accept it and Wei Jie did not let her go. She accepted that it was too much.

After dark, the castle and the forest were once again hidden in the mist, and they lived under the mountain.

Lying on a small bed, the two little ones chatted side by side.

We talked about the future and life, but we tacitly avoided talking about feelings.

Xiao Liusu actually looked forward to her asking her about emotional matters, so that... the prepared rhetoric would be useful.

In her little mind, the conversation had already been rehearsed.

'Miss him? '

'I don't want to! who is he? I don't want anyone! '

'See him again? '

'Not seen. '

"Miss him?"

But when he was asked, Liu Su fell silent.

"See him again?"

Liu Su said: "Let nature take its course."

Lin Lingshan burst into laughter.

She said: "Does letting nature take its course mean that I am also helpless and just let it be?"

Little Liu Su followed and had fun.

The night rain fell at midnight, and there was no moonlight outside the small curtains. The two little feet were raised together, gesticulating, and kicking each other, as if competing to see whose legs were longer.

Lin Lingshan said: "You are too lonely here, let him know."

Liu Su smiled and shed tears.

How could he not know that I was so lonely here?
She said: "Getting used to being alone is the best salvation, and silence is also a kind of practical freedom."

Lin Lingshan knew that Liu Su was not free. She locked herself in the cage of the past and exiled herself to a seemingly free place. This was not true freedom.

Liu Su said: "It's only now that I realized that there are many things in this world that we can work hard on, but only the relationship between people can't work. Those who can make it to the end are actually fellow travelers from the beginning."

Lin Lingshan said: "You and he have immersed themselves in loneliness like this. How come you are not the same person?"

For two consecutive days, Liu Su took the little sisters to visit many scenic spots. This city has a magical color, which will make the girls feel amazed at first sight.

Liu Su couldn't drive, but Lin Lingshan could. They rented a car and Lin Lingshan took Liu Su to the suburbs to check in.

There are forests and bays. There are red umbrellas and white stem mushrooms in the forests, and there are black stones and sandy beaches in the bay.

Liu Su said: "Feifei wrote a song for me, do you want to listen to it?"

...

God. Can't you see that I love her very much?

Why do you want to break up two people who clearly love each other?

God. You must not tell her secretly

On countless quiet nights. Someone is thinking of her

You have to take good care of her in the days to come.
...

Lin Lingshan said it sounded very good and asked Liu Su what his name was.

Liu Su proudly said: "I started the Gulf of Alaska."

Lin Lingshan said in surprise: "This is a seaside in Scotland. Why is it called this?"

"Because..." Liu Su cast his eyes into the distant foggy deep sea.

"Because it's too far." (End of chapter)