Go to a windy place and wait for the wind to come

Chapter 107 Dreams are worth everything! (ask for a monthly ticket, ask for a recommendation ticket)
The drunken woman is charming and charming.

But Zhang Wentao felt that this was not the case.

Nana's performance was a little better, she was on stage all the time, enjoying the music indulgently, and also brought beautiful singing to everyone.

Damai's performance can be described as 'noisy'. I don't know why, but after drinking this time, she seemed extra excited. She kept pulling him and Xu Hongdou, as if she had opened up a conversation box, and her mouth didn't stop. Pass.

And Xu Hongdou?

Zhang Wentao didn't know how to describe it. She looked a little drunk, her face was flushed, and her eyes were blurred, but she was very clear-headed and answered fluently.

But he would smirk from time to time, and would nestle on the sofa like a child, quietly listening to Nana's voice.

"Looking back
云遮断 归途

Look back

Thorny
there will be no more tonight
old dream

I used to have a dream with you

Who will I tell from now on?"

The singing of Nana and Hu Youyu passed through the noise and entered Xu Hongdou's heart. With her heavy head propped up, she listened quietly.

Under the influence of alcohol, she is sensitive and vulnerable.

Chen Nanxing, who was reminded of yesterday, came to mind again.

The strength that had been pretending all the time was also torn off the disguise by the memory again, tears slid down the cheeks and fell on the clothes.

The last free chat at her home...

In the hospital, Chen Nanxing made the children laugh on the hospital bed...

The two of them were in the convenience store, eating oden, from chatting to hugging each other and crying...

In the end, the images of Nan Xing's serious illness until he left flashed through his mind one by one, until they were frozen in their college days.

"You said we are old, what do you think?"

"It just looks old."

"No, I mean we are old, can we still eat fruit and play together like now?"

"Yes, I can still watch the flag raising."

"Then I'm going to dance disco, jump to osteoporosis."

"Then I'll buy you calcium tablets."

"I'll buy you hair dye."

"I'll buy you a walking stick."

"I'll buy you an electric wheelchair."

"So generous? Then I will pay for your grandson's tuition."

"Come on, let me toast you, Zhang Wentao." After speaking, Xu Hongdou suddenly sat up straight from the sofa, picked up a wine glass filled with ice cubes and poured foreign wine, and looked sideways at Zhang Wentao.

After a long time or even a moment, she said softly: "I used to think that you were a special pretender. You always said something in the middle and didn't make it clear, and then showed me a dirty face."

"But after getting to know each other again, I realized that you also have a careful, gentle, considerate, and patient side."

"Although I drink too much now, I want to say sorry to you."

After Xu Hongdou finished speaking, he prepared to pour the wine down his throat.

"You're drinking too much, Xu Hongdou, stop drinking." Zhang Wentao stretched out his hand, trying to press down her wine glass, and his voice was a little anxious. He had already realized something was wrong when the other party turned around and stopped her.

Xu Hongdou's eyes were red, and tears rolled down from time to time.He felt distressed and wanted to help the other party wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but when he just raised his hand, he retracted it because he remembered that the other party had a 'boyfriend'.

Xu Hongdou gently blocked it, then drank it.

The strong foreign wine entered his throat, and Xu Hongdou immediately felt the discomfort from his stomach. After a "crack", before Zhang Wentao could react, he got up and rushed to the bathroom.

Originally, Zhang Wentao was tangled in his heart, but after seeing this scene, he didn't care so much anymore. He looked at Da Mai who hadn't reacted the whole time, shook his head, got up and chased to the toilet.

On the stage, Hu Youyu whispered to Nana, "We're almost done, we drank too much red beans."

"OK, all right."

Nana responded blankly. Seeing Xu Hongdou running to the toilet, she wanted to chase after her, but after seeing Zhang Wentao waved at her, she signaled that she could just go there, and at the same time pointed to Damai.

On the wine table, there is another person who needs to be taken care of.

And Xu Hongdou, after rushing into the bathroom...

……

Zhang Wentao didn't know how badly Xu Hongdou vomited in the bathroom. He felt that he was really stupid and didn't stop Xu Hongdou from drinking the glass of wine just now.

Anxious and worried, he waited at the door for a while before he heard the sound of the faucet inside, but his heart couldn't calm down.

His sinking heart began to throb.

In other words, the heart that has been suppressed and forced is always throbbing.

He clearly knows that he likes Xu Hongdou, and the liking at this moment is stronger than the first hasty farewell, and also stronger than the liking after meeting again.

But the more this happened, the more he could feel the sadness in his heart.

This sadness comes from the ideals he wants to pursue, and the sadness he can't forget.

That heavy ideal came from the expectations of his parents, from the cultivation of his teachers, and from the dreams he had pursued in his heart.And that sadness can no longer be reversed.

"But dreams are worth everything!"

In his heart, there was a kind of unwillingness that screamed deep in his heart!

Xu Hongdou, who came out, seemed to be a little more awake, but when he walked two steps to the anxious Zhang Wentao, he swayed for a while.This time Zhang Wentao didn't give Xu Hongdou another chance, so he supported her.

Xu Hongdou raised his head, sniffed, looked at Zhang Wentao with blurred eyes, and said with a silly smile, "Why are you here?"

As soon as he heard the sound, Zhang Wentao knew that the other party was very drunk.

Fair skin, delicate red lips, and indescribable charm in the blurred eyes.

Zhang Wentao swears that he really moved to the idea of ​​taking the woman in front of him who occupies his heart to the hotel right now, not thinking about the consequences of doing so, not caring whether there is a future for each other, not thinking about respecting Xu Hongdou if he does so.

"It's time to go back." He tried his best to restrain his impulse and said.

"I don't, let me tell you, I'm not the kind of person who is drunk today." After saying that, Xu Hongdou smirked at Zhang Wentao again.

"Ok, I know."

Zhang Wentao nodded, and when he was supporting Xu Hongdou and was about to leave to find Damai and the others, the hand that was supporting Xu Hongdou was pulled by the other party, and then the whole arm was hugged by the other party.

"Let me lean on you, just for a while." Xu Hongdou murmured, and as she spoke, she rubbed Zhang Wentao's arm again: "I...I'm tired."

"Ah."

Zhang Wentao looked down at the woman with his arms around him, feeling a little dazed, a bit like a dream.

Feeling each other's snuggle, and his own shirt was wet with tears, Zhang Wentao struggled and struggled, then took a deep breath, stroked Xu Hongdou's head lightly with the other hand, and said caringly: "Okay, Be stronger."

"Nana and Damai are still waiting for you, and Xie Zhiyao is coming over later, it's not good to see."

Hearing his words, Xu Hongdou raised his head suddenly, looked at Zhang Wentao with tears in his red eyes, and said in puzzlement, "What does the matter between me and you have to do with Xie Zhiyao?"

Zhang Wentao: "..."

　I really thought about this chapter for a long time.

　　I think I have written out why Zhang Wentao was so twisted before, what do you think?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)