Go to a windy place and wait for the wind to come

Chapter 124 "If Love Has God's Will" (ask for a monthly ticket and recommend a ticket)

The most beautiful encounter in the world is the encounter between wind and wind chimes.

The old tree next to the white parasol, I don't know how many years it has stood here.The mottled bark and fresh branches seem to have their own words, and they make their own melodious voices through the wind chimes.

Under the night light, Xu Hongdou was slowly pulled up by Zhang Wentao, and as he could clearly feel each other's breathing, ripples appeared in his heart.

Feeling the trembling of Zhang Wentao's fingertips, she was caught off guard.Seeing the other person getting closer and closer to her, her heart also trembled with the sound of the wind chimes.

Zhang Wentao stared at Xu Hongdou, the throbbing in his heart made him hesitate suddenly.

Yes, he hesitated.

"What are you thinking?" Xu Hongdou asked softly.

She saw the hesitation in Zhang Wentao's eyes, and she lost those romantic expectations, and she was not disappointed in her heart.Instead, he squeezed the other party's hand lightly, trying to give him some encouragement in this way.

She experienced the pain of losing a loved one three years ago.

The death of her grandma once made her feel as if she had passed away. It was her closest best friend who accompanied her through long nights after nights.

And then the death of a friend...

She didn't know how she got through that time.Presumably, seeing his parents die with his own eyes, and being alone abroad, he had difficulty falling asleep at night because he hadn't let go yet.

She can't fully understand this kind of pain, just like she can't understand Damai telling her: When your parents are alive, there is a cushion between you and death; when your parents leave, you sit directly on death .

But that kind of nostalgia for his family should be like himself, and he often thinks of Nan Xing in his dreams.

"I think we should go back to the house to rest." Zhang Wentao swallowed his throat and tried his best to appear normal.

Xu Hongdou nodded and said, "But you still hold my hand."

"Ah?" Zhang Wentao glanced at it subconsciously, and hurriedly let go, showing a embarrassed expression, wanting to explain, but he didn't know how to say it.

"Do you have time?"

"Huh?" Zhang Wentao looked at her puzzled.

Xu Hongdou raised his head and looked at the man in front of him affectionately. In his mind, he recalled that he was in the hospital, crying helplessly at the gate of the hospital because of Chen Nanxing's condition.

It was him, wearing a beige windbreaker, walking past her, then stopped, turned around and took out half a pack of tissues from his pocket.Then said to myself: "My teacher once told me that time will smooth everything out, I hope you can cheer up."

Thinking of this scene, Xu Hongdou's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said softly to Zhang Wentao, "Actually, I can understand you, really. I also understand how strong you pretend to be."

During the speech, Xu Hongdou took Zhang Wentao's hand, pulled him to the door of his room with a slightly crying voice, and said, "I want to introduce you to a friend, a friend who is very, very important to me."

"Is it her? So you know, right?" Although Zhang Wentao was a little surprised by what happened in front of him.

But intuition still gave him the answer.

Last night, when the other party said "gathering up the courage to start again", he was wondering if something happened to her friend.

At this moment, Xu Hongdou's performance showed this point.

She is strong, kind, caring, but not good at disguising herself.Deliberately waiting, tired eyes, and red eye sockets at the breakfast booth in the morning.

In fact, it has long been explained that she is abnormal, but Zhang Wentao has no time to savor it carefully.

And tonight, with the other party's unconcealable concern, coupled with the fact that he was betrayed by Hu Youyu to meet Zhang Mingyu, Zhang Wentao already suspected that the other party knew what happened to him.

It's just that there is still a trace of fluke in the hypocritical self-esteem, and I don't want to face it.

And Xu Hongdou, who was about to push the door, stopped when she heard the voice in her ear. The moment she looked back, she was held in Zhang Wentao's arms.The momentary action made her have no time to react, and she was hugged tightly by the other party.

The other party smelled her hair, as if greedily trying to remember this moment.

And she, pressed against the other's chest tightly, felt his beating heart, and cried after hearing "So, you came to Yunnan because of her, right?"

Tears welled up from his eyes, slid down his cheeks, and wet the white shirt.

for a long time,

Zhang Wentao felt the crying in his arms gradually subsided, and he had the courage to caress the other's long hair fluttering in the wind, and comfort the other's back.

"I'm sorry, I should have thought of it from the beginning." Zhang Wentao's voice was very deep.

He regretted that when he was in the hospital, he still acted like he had nothing to do with him. He handed his tissue to the other party casually, said a beautiful word lightly, and then turned and left.

I was also annoyed that after meeting again, I didn't notice the change in the other party, but instead often lost my temper wantonly with her because of my own affairs.

However, if everything starts again...

Perhaps right now, it is the best result.

Is everything really God's will?
The half pack of tissues I gave the other party back then was left over after visiting my parents...

"It's them, are they looking at me in the sky?" Zhang Wentao murmured.

When Xu Hongdou heard this sentence in Zhang Wentao's arms, she was slightly taken aback, and murmured: "Actually, they have been watching you from the sky, just like Nan Xing is also watching me."

"South Star?"

"Well, her name is Chen Nanxing. There is a particularly bright Antarctic star in the south, so she is named Nanxing."

Zhang Wentao nodded.

That star is indeed called Antarctica, but its full name should be Canopus Antarctica, which means birthday star.

Come to think of it, her parents' biggest expectation for the fight is to be safe and sound.

Thinking about it, Zhang Wentao hugged Xu Hongdou tightly again, he was afraid that after telling the other party the meaning of this star, she would be even more sad...

After a long time, Xu Hongdou raised her head, a little guilty, but also a little moved. She looked at the man in front of her, saw that his eyes were also wet, and asked softly, "When did you guess that?"

"yesterday."

Zhang Wentao thought about it, it should be considered yesterday.

"Yesterday?" Xu Hongdou frowned slightly: "I went to Damai's room last night, did you see that?"

Zhang Wentao: "..."

As the wind blew, Zhang Wentao, who knew the answer, took it lightly, and he didn't blame Damai in his heart, unlike when he knew Hu Youyu had betrayed him just now, he couldn't help but want to complain about him.

At this moment, he just wanted to hug the person in his arms tightly.I want to hear her speak softly, I want to talk softly to her.

"I want to show you something, is that okay?" Xu Hongdou's voice broke the silence between the two of them.

Zhang Wentao nodded, and gently let go of the other party, but held the other party's hand tightly...

"Don't worry, I'm fine." Xu Hongdou sniffed, then wiped her cheek with the back of her hand, trying her best to smile at the other party.

"If we get lost, we'll meet at the moon, okay?"

"childish."

"......."

Zhang Wentao was stunned for a moment, and wanted to complain: Forget it, this woman who only knows how to sleep doesn’t know what literature is...

The other party said: "If you lose me, I will be here."

　The bedding of half a pack of paper towels was used up.

　　I remember writing that the paper towels that Zhang Wentao took out were left over when he was sweeping his parents’ graves, so he wrote them out very casually.Because every time I went up the mountain to visit the tomb, I would bring a tissue to wipe the tombstone, and there would be a few chapters left each time, so I wrote it down when I wrote it.Someone said later that it was not so appropriate.Then I thought, maybe this will be a foreshadowing.

　　This chapter has been written for a long time, and it has been deleted and rewritten many times. Later, when I thought of the song "If Love Has a Will", I suddenly remembered this pack of tissues, so I wrote this chapter.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)