Go to a windy place and wait for the wind to come

Chapter 139 The hand I've been holding

Accompanied by the "ding ding" wind chimes, Xu Hongdou fixed her hair.

At this time, Zhang Wentao's heart was beating a little fast for no reason. He secretly let out a breath, gritted his teeth, and mustered up the courage to look at the other party.

Holding Xu Hongdou's silky little hand, under the questioning eyes of the other party, he said:
"Xu...Xu Hongdou, I..." Zhang Wentao was a little agitated, his voice trembling a little, as if he had spoken out what had been kept in his heart for a long time.

"You...are you nervous?"

There was a hint of expectation in Xu Hongdou's eyes, and there was an indescribable joy and sweetness in his voice.

"I like…"

Zhang Wentao swallowed his throat and tried his best to restrain his nervousness.

When he was about to say those four words to Xu Hongdou again, the courtyard door was pushed open with a "bang", and Xie Zhiyao hurried in and shouted: "Zhang Wentao! Where are you! Quick! Call the pigeon back !"

His sudden action startled Zhang Wentao and Xu Hongdou on the steps.

Zhang Wentao, who had no time to repent, subconsciously put down the hand holding Xu Hongdou, watched the other person come angrily, and took out the mobile phone that was still on silent from his pocket.

I took it out and saw that there were already more than ten missed calls.

"Zhang Wentao, what the hell did you do? The pigeon couldn't explain what he was crying on the phone just now!" Xie Zhiyao ran to the two of them anxiously, ignoring the need to control the volume at night.

His urging voice was especially loud in the quiet night.

The three people in the courtyard, Damai, Nana, and Ma Ye, were all startled by the voices in the courtyard, thinking it was a dispute between the two, and hurried out of bed or out of the house, regardless of their pajamas.

Seeing that something was wrong, Xu Hongdou used her body to separate the two of them, but she looked at Zhang Wentao with a puzzled expression.

She knows pigeons and has seen them.

On the first day Zhang Wentao came to the small courtyard, Pigeon brought him here, and she also knew that Pigeon went directly to the ancient town to look for Zhang Wentao after returning from outside.

"Don't rush!" Across Xu Hongdou, Zhang Wentao roared angrily, the veins on his brows bulged, and he glared at Xie Zhiyao who was urging him beside him.

He knew that the anxiety shown by Xie Zhiyao was a concern for the employees!
However, every time Zhang Wentao was urged to make anxious calls with his mobile phone, the PTSD of his parents' death would show up.

At this moment, he was flustered and kept rubbing his hands back and forth on his clothes, and his palms without sweat felt wet and sticky.

Just like back then, it was as sticky as the blood of his parents so that he couldn't hold the phone.

After a moment of haste, he swiped open the phone with his trembling right hand and quickly dialed the number of Pigeon.

As soon as the call was made, Zhang Wentao anxiously put the phone to his ear and said, "jejejeje, Fuck!"

"Pigeon... Pigeon, don't cry, don't get excited, what's going on?!"

Zhang Wentao's voice trembled even more than when he was about to confess his confession just now.

On the other end of the phone, Pigeon, who had been crying for a long time, sobbed and cried after answering the phone: "Wen...Brother Wentao! Crazy! Crazy, he's dead!!!"

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"Om" sound.

After hearing the other party's words clearly, Zhang Wentao was stunned.

After the tinnitus passed, he suddenly felt dark in front of his eyes, time slowed down a lot, and the anxious expressions on the faces of the people around him seemed to freeze.

The voice on the phone is gone, and the world is quiet.

But as this feeling was instantly withdrawn, Zhang Wentao staggered two steps involuntarily, his hands trembled more violently, panic was written on his face, before he could speak, tears came down his cheeks.

"Ge... Pigeon, what nonsense are you talking about... a lunatic... how could something happen to him!" Zhang Wentao choked up the first half of the sentence, but he yelled out the latter sentence with a hysterical roar.

Everyone was taken aback by Zhang Wentao's actions for a moment.

On weekdays, Zhang Wentao is at most stern-faced, and has never behaved like this before.

But before they had time to respond, Zhang Wentao ran into the house holding the phone, cursing the pigeons and talking nonsense, and ran out with his passport before anyone had time to respond.

Under the moonlight, in the light, his face covered with tears was pale...

He felt like his heart was being stabbed hard by a file, and then being cut back and forth, that deadly feeling of suffocation returned to him.

"Madman, I'm going to find the lunatic..."

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The next morning, in the international transit hall of LS Airport.

Feeling the warmth from his palm, the decadent Zhang Wentao sat in the rest area with dull eyes.

"Passengers, please pay attention, passengers, please pay attention, take LS Airlines, LS380..."

Zhang Wentao knew that the urging to board the plane had already begun, but he just listened blankly, as if everything had nothing to do with him.

On the madman's passport, the emergency contact is Pigeon.

But the pigeon was so sad that he was admitted to the hospital last night. At this moment, only he, as the representative of the emergency contact, flew to Kathmandu first, and cooperated with the local department, the embassy staff, and the parents of the madman to deal with the relevant matters related to the return of the body.

"Zhang Wentao, we are about to board the plane."

Xu Hongdou looked at Zhang Wentao's vicissitudes and lifeless face, and his heart seemed to be grabbed.

During the day yesterday, he was still well-dressed in the restaurant, with a confident face on his face.At this moment, like a walking dead, there is no response to her words.

It wasn't until she pushed him lightly that Zhang Wentao raised his head in embarrassment, looking at Xu Hongdou with downcast eyes.

"Oh."

After Zhang Wentao finished speaking lifelessly, he drooped his head and stood up.

"Wentao, everything will pass." The haggard Xu Hongdou saw Zhang Wentao like this, tears fell down her already red eyes.

She gently took the other's hand and said, "I'm with you."

"But, but my friend is dead." Zhang Wentao murmured, and said with silent tears, "We have an appointment to go to Antarctica to see glaciers together."

After speaking, he wiped away his tears, and after showing a miserable smile to Xu Hongdou, he stretched out the hand held by Xu Hongdou and said, "Let's get on the plane first."

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Last night, after hearing the news of the lunatic's death, Zhang Wentao cried out his tears, and then he understood why Xu Hongdou was so hard to let go and painful when he told about Chen Nanxing's death.

The time to know a lunatic is not long in the years of life.

Only less than 8 months.

But when he was with the lunatic, Zhang Wentao felt that he had regained his desire to know friends.

It turns out that it is so important to have a meal partner, to be able to hang out together, and to be able to make travel strategies reliably.

It was so important that when this friend went to a distant place, Zhang Wentao could only stay in Yunmiao Village in a daze.

You can only spend one morning at the coffee shop in the ancient town.

Only when you need to go back to the restaurant can you know what you can do every day.

And now, this friend is gone.

It seems that the promise left between the two people is meaningless.

But the other party is so important to him, why didn't he stop him at the beginning?Why not take him to Yunmiao Village?

Obviously I have the opportunity to change.

why?

Why do you have to let yourself feel such pain and helplessness?

Zhang Wentao, who fell into grief and couldn't help himself, didn't know how he got on the plane, as if there was a hand holding him all the way.

And this hand, after showing the ticket, seems to be holding it up again...

　Oh, forget it, that's it.

　　It's been a long time since I wrote it. I wrote and deleted various versions, and I was not satisfied for several hours.

　　Finally chose this version.It can be regarded as temporarily jumping out of the plot of the TV series and going out with Xu Hongdou.The time will not be too long, maybe a day or two.However, this journey means a lot to Zhang Wentao and will bring him many changes.The lunatic had laid the groundwork for a long time before the accident, so I still use it.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)