Roaming in the dark night

Chapter 26
Today is not the weekend. There are no people in the shopping malls below Raffles City Center, but the restaurants on the third and fourth floors are full of customers. Many people are sitting and waiting for seats at the door of many stores. .

Most of these people come here directly by taking the elevator from the underground parking lot, so there will be a scene where there are no birds at the entrance of the shopping mall below, but the restaurant area above is bustling with people.

Jiang Yihe led Yu Wenhao, and walked past several shops with good business. She frowned slightly and didn't go in. She walked all the way to the door of a Chaozhou restaurant. The welcoming guests laughed when they saw her, and said, "Miss Jiang You came?"

It seems that she is a regular customer here.

Jiang Yihe nodded at her with a smile, and led them in as a welcome.

Unlike other shops that are busy, the Chaozhou restaurant is a bit deserted, and there are no customers who are half of the seats inside.Yu Wenhao understands. Everyone knows that Chaozhou cuisine is famous and expensive. Your restaurant is okay to open in Mixc City. Isn’t it courting death if you open here?Only people like Jiang Yihe who are not short of money and don't like to go to crowded places will come here.

The two sat down at a table in the corner, Jiang Yihe asked Yu hello, what would you like to eat?
"I don't know. I have never eaten Chaozhou cuisine since I grew up. You can order it." Yu Wenhao said.

Jiang Yihe pursed his lips and smiled, and asked, "Are there any taboos?"

"I dare not have it. My stomach is made of stainless steel. It can be anything from bitter, spicy, sweet, to salty." Yu Wenhao said.

Jiang Yihe giggled: "Okay, then I'll see if there's any iron ore and coke I can order."

She scanned the code with her mobile phone, ordered it quickly, and put down her mobile phone.

Jiang Yihe looked around, turned around, lowered his voice and said to Yu Wenhao: "Be patient, don't rush."

Yu Wenhao asked, "Why?"

Jiang Yihe said: "Don't look at this store's business is not very good, there are no customers, but the food is served very slowly. If you ask them, they will tell you, because all the ingredients in the store are very fresh and are all freshly made. .”

Yu Wenhao nodded: "Probably even the chef has to be recruited now."

Jiang Yihe suppressed a smile, looked at Yu Wenhao and nodded repeatedly: "I think so too."

"Say, you come here to eat, do you intend to help the poor?" Yu Wenhao asked.

Jiang Yihe finally laughed, and she said: "No, it's because there are few people here. I hate eating with many people, it's very noisy."

The waiter brought them tea first, and the two of them drank the tea and waited.

Jiang Yihe looked at Yu Wenhao, hesitated for a while, and said, "Brother Yu, can I ask you to do something for me?"

"Okay, what's the matter?" Yu Wenhao asked.

Jiang Yihe laughed: "I haven't said what it is yet."

Last night, Yu Wenhao choked Jiang Yihe like this, and Jiang Yihe choked back today, Yu Wenhao also said:
"I don't think you are a bad person, you will definitely not let me do bad things."

Jiang Yihe nodded, looked at Yu Wenhao, her face became serious, and she said: "Brother Yu, I think you will be like today tomorrow morning, shall we live broadcast?"

Yu Wenhao said yes, "If you want, I can live broadcast with you every day."

"Really?" Jiang Yihe's eyes sparkled.

Yu Wenhao nodded and said, "Really."

"You are so kind, Big Brother Yu!"

Yu Wenhao said: "It's not that I'm too nice, it's that I hope you are well, really."

"Thank you!" Jiang Yihe said as she lowered her head and remained silent. After a while, she asked, "Brother Yu, do you think I'm sick?"

Yu Wenhao was stunned, he didn't expect Jiang Yihe to ask so directly, he was thinking about how to answer this question, Jiang Yihe went on to say:
"It's okay, I'm just sick, I know it myself."

Jiang Yihe raised his head, looked at Yu Wenhao, and said word by word:

"Brother Yu, in fact, I knew I was sick. My parents refused to admit it, and never thought of taking me to see a psychiatrist. They thought that only the mentally ill should go to a psychiatric department. If I went to a psychiatric department, That's a mental patient, and they feel ashamed and ashamed."

Yu Wenhao said: "It's true, there are many people, especially for people of your parents' age, who still can't change their minds."

"Yes. I know it's bad, but I just can't control myself. As soon as I want to go out, my mind goes blank, I start to get nervous, and then I have to do everything over and over again. I put on lipstick and wipe it off. , After applying it and wiping it off, I always feel that it is not painted well, it is ugly.

"It's the same with wearing clothes. When I wear this one, I think it's better than that one, but it's still the same when I wear that one. Sometimes, after using perfume, I feel that the perfume smells wrong. It smells bad. I Just take a shower again, wash off the smell of perfume on my body, and change another brand. Is this a disease or something? But I just can't control it, and I must do it.

"I don't know when it started, it should be in the third grade of elementary school. I went to the doctor, and the doctor told me that it might be like that. I went to the psychiatry department, and I went there secretly. Brother Yu , I was really in pain, and I wanted to change, so I went to see it, but all mental illnesses require the cooperation of family members.

"I didn't even dare to tell my parents about going to the psychiatric department, how can I get them to cooperate, so it's useless to go to the psychiatric department..."

"What happened when you were in third grade?" Yu Wenhao asked.

"I grew up with my grandparents when I was young. My parents ran a factory and had no time to take care of me. I grew up with my grandparents in the countryside. I didn't go to Jincheng Town until I was in the third grade of primary school. When I arrived in the county, at that time, for me, I had entered the city and went to school in the city. Of course I was very happy.

"However, when I arrived at school, I couldn't speak Mandarin well. We were all in the countryside. We all spoke country dialect. The classmates in the class laughed at me and called me a country bumpkin. Even our class teacher, when talking to me , They all deliberately imitated my accent, which made the students laugh.

"At that time, I really felt inferior. I thought I could hide and not see them. Or shrink, so small that no one could see me. Every morning, when I thought about going to school I was very scared. In the winter, I deliberately did not cover the quilt when I went to bed at night, hoping that I would catch a cold and not have to go to school the next day. It turned out to be useless.

"Every morning, I don't want to go to school, and I want to stay at home. My parents are in a hurry to go to the factory. When they see me dawdling, they will scold me. Sometimes my father gets angry and thinks I'm too slow. , still hit me, and put me on the back seat of the motorcycle, he rode to the school gate, let me get off the bike, I just got off the bike, he rode away, I felt like a pile of garbage, was thrown in there.

"When I arrived at school, I felt like a rustic country bumpkin. I felt that I was ugly, the clothes I wore were ugly, the shoes were ugly, and I was so ugly. I walked with my head down. Those who walk into the classroom are even more afraid to speak, and once they speak, they will be a standard country bumpkin, that's all."

"So every time you want to go out later, you want to make yourself perfect, right?" Yu Wenhao asked.

"That's right." Jiang Yihe nodded, "But no matter what I do, I will feel ugly and ugly. No matter how expensive cosmetics or brand names I wear, it's useless."

(End of this chapter)