Net King - Blizzard

"Tell me, I'm waiting for your explanation." Longma dragged me into the room, threw the tennis bag against the wall casually, and then sat on the floor beside the bed.

Unexpectedly, Ryoma took me to his house after pulling me out of school.After three years, Ryoma's room was only a little cleaner than before, and everything else remained the same.I went to the desk and pulled out the chair and sat down.After hearing Ryoma's words, I don't know how to explain, I don't know where to start.

"Umm...why didn't you see Uncle Nanjiro and Aunt Rinko?" I didn't dare to look at Ryoma, I turned my head a little guilty, and looked away.

"They immigrated back to the United States three years ago, don't change the subject." Ryoma frowned.

"I...I just don't know what to say." I pursed my lips and lowered my head.

"I don't know how to say it? It seems that you still need a lot of explanation from me, right? Three years ago, you just told me 'you are leaving' on the day before you left three years ago. And then? Did you ask me at that time? Thoughts? And now, don't tell me, you just say 'I'm back' to me. Now, you know what? You're so selfish, you're so selfish, I really want to know, I'm in What on earth is in your heart? If you say leave, leave, and if you say come back, come back? Oh, what am I? Huh?" Ryoma rested his forehead with one hand and closed his eyes.

"Ryoma..." I walked up to Ryoma and squatted down, stretching out my hand, wanting to touch him.

Ryoma waved my hand away and gave me a cold look, but there was still a trace of unbearable and heartache in his eyes. "Don't touch me, don't you want to tell me now? Don't you want to explain to me? If so, then you can go. It seems that we don't need to talk any more. "

When I heard Ryoma tell me to go, I panicked.I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Ryoma really doesn't want to talk to me anymore.Impatient, I rushed up and hugged Ryoma. "No, I don't want to go." When I hugged Ryoma, I felt his body stiffen, and then began to struggle to push me away.

Please, don't push me away, please, don't push me away.I hugged Ryoma tightly like this, very hard, very hard, as if he would disappear if I let go.Burying his head on Ryoma's chest, absorbing his breath, tears finally fell down.

In order not to cry, I tried my best to bear it, but my body betrayed me, it was trembling.Suddenly I felt a warmth on my back, I raised my head slightly and found that the warmth came from Ryoma's hand.I was stunned, and at this moment I forgot to cry.Ryoma, is he comforting me?Did he forgive me?Has he relented?

"Ryoma..." Since I had just cried, my voice was very nasal.

Ryoma didn't say anything, just put his arms around my waist and rested his head on my neck.His exhaled breath made me feel a little itchy on my neck, but I didn't move, I just felt it quietly.

I pulled the clothes on Ryoma's chest and leaned against his chest, and opened my mouth slowly. "I really thought that I could never come back. I didn't know until yesterday that I was tricked. Maybe I shouldn't ask you to forgive me, because I left you first, and I haven't explained the reason clearly. I just said the irresponsible words 'I want to leave' on the day before I left. I also know that it would be unfair to you, but I really had no choice at the time."

After hearing my words, Ryoma's hand around my waist tightened even more, and his body also became a little stiff, as if he was holding back something.

I went on. "You know? I really, really like you so much that even I don't understand why. I used to not believe in love at all. It was you who made me know and understand these two things. One word. But... But I once wanted to 'trap' this thank you with my own hands, I... I... I really didn't mean it, can you trust me please. Please, trust me please? Don't ignore me, It doesn't matter if you scold me or hit me, it's fine, just... just don't ignore me, okay?" At this point, the tears that had stopped flowing down again.what to do?What should I do.

After a long time, Ryoma finally spoke. "...Then why did you suddenly come back?"

"Is such that……"

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"Then what is that 'big secret' you speak of?"

"Oh, oh, you actually asked me. Oh hohoho~~, that's right, it's fun to have a little reaction."

"When-I-didn't-ask-!!!"

"Hey, Fubuki, are you curious? Right?"

"I'm not curious at all!!!"

"Oh hohoho~~~, let me tell you mercifully. The secret, that is... In fact, you don't have to stay in the underworld forever. That's when I started talking nonsense to determine your attitude towards Yan Ye Yes. Well, later on, you didn’t ask, so I forgot about it. And, after the ‘blood curse’ is lifted, you can only stay in the underworld for a month at most. If the time passes, your soul will instead Can't take it. So, you can't stay in the underworld anymore, you can go back. How? Are you happy? You can finally see your little lover again. Hoho... don't be too grateful to me oh I would be embarrassed."

"Feng-yi!!! I-want-to-slay-you!!! I-absolute-yes-absolute-yes-to-slay-you!!! You-give-me-remember-remember! !!"

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"She actually lied to me about 'forever'. What happened? In the end, she told me that 'forever' was nonsense. Then, that guy Feng Yi actually told me that 'secret' on the day, that is, last night. I kicked out of the underworld with one kick, ah, a hard kick, damn it, don't let me see her again." Thinking of this, I couldn't get angry. "Also, the most hateful thing is that that guy did not know how to find my parents on the day I went to the underworld three years ago, and then told them that I was going to travel with her. I almost fainted when I came home yesterday. fall."

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(recall again)

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"Ah, Xiaoxue, are you back?" The beautiful mother was sitting on the sofa eating dessert.

"Well, I'm back." Could it be that my sense of existence is so bad?The daughter disappeared for three years without any reason, and the old mother was not surprised after returning home. What is the matter?

"Is Africa fun?" The beautiful mother put down the dessert plate, lifted the coffee on the table and took a sip.

"Africa?" What?I was confused by the question.

"Yeah, didn't you ask your friend to tell me and your dad three years ago that you were going to travel to Africa with her? How is it? Is it fun? Have you caught a lion to raise? And, you and you Does that friend live in that primitive tribe? When your dad and I went to Africa last year, we searched for you for a whole month, but we couldn’t find you. Who knew that we received a postcard the next day, saying that you would die in a year. Go home. So, your dad and I thought, anyway, my daughter is growing up, so I should give you some freedom. If you want to play more in Africa, then go for it. But then again, I said daughter , Why haven’t you even called us in the past three years, and when you come back, you didn’t notify us in advance, if your dad and I hadn’t come back early to wait for you, when are you going to tell us you’re back home? ?Um?"

three years ago?friend?Africa travel?Damn it, it must be Feng Yi's fault.Is Africa fun?God knows I've never been to Africa.lion?If we do meet, it’s fine if I’m not eaten, and I’m still raising it? ……postcard?Needless to say, there was no one else except Feng Yi.

Cough, I said beautiful mother, what do you mean by 'the daughter is growing up'?Last year, I looked like I was only 15 years old (physical age)?I'm still underage.You are so easy to pass?Is it because I was dragged to sell and you still need to help the prisoner count the money?God, I'm going crazy, this Fengyi is playing with me like a toy.Can I give advance notice?I just found out yesterday that I can come back, okay?God, earth, I really want to faint on the spot.

"Oh? Xiaoxue, mom is asking you something, why don't you answer?"

The corners of my mouth twitched, and even my voice almost changed. "Ah, beautiful mother, she wants to come back to give you a surprise. Besides, there is no way you can make a phone call in the 'primitive tribe', so don't be angry, beautiful mother. Also, Africa-re-really-very - Good-play-er!!!" When I said the last sentence, I literally gritted my teeth and squeezed it out.

"Ah, that's it. Then you go to rest first, and I will call you down during dinner."

"understood."

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(Memories end again)

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"That's it. That guy Feng Yi actually said 'forget' to tell me that I can go back here. This is simply a lie. She is playing with me. If she really forgot, why did she send a postcard to my parents last year? Damn it, I'm so mad." The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, until my face flushed red with anger.

Seeing me like this, Ryoma had some black lines on his head and didn't speak.I think he was probably speechless too.

After a while, Ryoma raised his hand to cover his forehead, and said. "You probably don't know one thing yet."

"Oh? What's the matter?" I looked up at Ryoma.

"...that Feng Yi came to look for me after I separated from you three years ago." Long Ma said slowly.

"What??? She came to you? What did she say to you?" I widened my eyes with an expression of disbelief.

Ryoma glanced at me and continued. "She said that she would 'borrow' you from me for three years, and she would send you back 'completely' after three years. She also said, let me not blame you, you have to make such a decision. And, She also explained to me about Yan Ye."

"She...she... so it's like this..." Thank you, Feng Yi.Thank you for explaining all this to me.However, I am still very angry that you play with me, play with me! ! ! "Then...then can you forgive me?" I pouted and looked at Ryoma secretly.

Ryoma sighed lightly. "I just want you to tell me these things yourself. You know? I was really angry at the time and wanted to hate you. Am I so unworthy of your trust? But, I can't bear to hate you. What do you Everything is stuffed in my heart and nothing is said, can't you just tell me and let me share it with you? If you told me those things earlier three years ago, I would have told you 'I will always be waiting for you', Even if you said you would never come back, I would wait for you. But you didn't tell me anything and excluded me. Do you know how I felt? Here... here, it hurts like hell It's gone, do you know?" Ryoma's eyes were a little red, and he took my hand and placed it on his chest where his heart was.

"...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Ryoma...I'm sorry..." Ryoma's heartbeat felt in my palm, and my tears fell drop by drop, and I couldn't stop it. Finally, I finally cried out.

Ryoma raised his hand to wipe my tears and said softly. "Don't cry. You know, I don't like to see you cry. And, don't say 'sorry' to me, I really don't want to hear those three words again."

"Well, okay, I won't cry, and I won't say 'I'm sorry' anymore. Are you still angry? Forgive me, okay?" I raised my hand to wipe the tears on my face, bit my lip and looked at Ryoma.

"What do you think?" Ryoma said expressionlessly.

"I...I...I don't know." I lowered my head, feeling very nervous.

"Idiot, madamadadane." Ryoma raised his hand and flicked my forehead lightly.

I froze again, covered my forehead unconsciously, and looked at Ryoma without blinking.

"Returning to the soul." The corner of Ryoma's mouth curved slightly.

After seeing the curvature of Ryoma's mouth, I tilted my head and blinked vigorously.So... Ryoma... he forgave me?He really forgave me?I smiled silly.

"What are you smirking about?" Ryoma gave me a blank look.

"Huh? Uh... I have a smirk." I puffed up my face.

"Idiot." Ryoma pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly. "Don't leave me again." He whispered in my ear.

I put my arms around Ryoma's waist, leaned into his arms, and listened to his heartbeat. "Well, never again, I will never leave you again. I swear! Thank you Ryoma, thank you for forgiving me."

"madamadadane"

"Ok, I know."

"Fool."

"Well, maybe... I'm really stupid."

"cut."

"Hey, Ryoma. I really, really love you."

"Ah."

"Only 'um'?"

"I love you too."

"Hey, Ryoma. Thank you."

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thank you my prince

thank you, my favorite

thank you for falling in love with me

thank you for falling in love with me

Hey, Ryoma, it's great to meet you

Hey, Ryoma, it's good to meet you

Hey, Ryoma, it's good to like you

Hey, Ryoma, it's great to fall in love with you

Hey, Ryoma, it's good to let me hold your hand

Hey, Ryoma, it's good to have me by your side... my favorite

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Silently show my care

Quietly comfort your expectations

May the lonely heart not be helpless in the wind and rain

Let the wandering dream not linger in pain

gently into your world

Slowly comfort your helplessness

Give melancholy eyes a starry smile

Let the achromatic bright beads be full of brilliance

not much confession

but true favorite

Whether the flowers wither or bloom

will not be changed by the years

not too many legends

But it's a touching favorite

Whether the tide rises or falls

Will not be buried by the world of mortals

——Excerpt from: Li Shu's "Favorite" (Ye: This is an old song, I like the lyrics of this song very much. In fact, it's good to listen to old songs once in a while.)

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