Net King - Blizzard

It is said that Xue is on the third day of becoming a soul...

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The doctor announced that "I" is now in an irreversible deep coma state, with loss of consciousness and activities, but the subcortical center can maintain spontaneous breathing movement and heartbeat. This state is called [vegetative state], and it can also be called [vegetative state].

I was sweating profusely and was speechless.Wouldn't it be weird if I was declared to be in a 'vegetative state' by the doctor, and I was still awake (soul state) at the scene?

The beautiful mother almost fainted in the arms of the handsome father after hearing the result.My beautiful mother was already thin enough, but in the past few days, she has lost a lot of weight. My heart aches.The handsome dad didn't say anything at the time, he just hugged the beautiful mom and looked at 'me' lying on the hospital bed quietly.After a long time, I was told that the doctor would transfer me to a hospital in Tokyo.

If the handsome dad could have heard my voice, I would probably have said to him: 'Hey, handsome dad, you have no future in the iceberg. '

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'ah! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ……so boring! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 'I was floating in the air, shouting at the top of my voice.

At first, I thought that being a soul had many advantages, but I found out that there are also a lot of disadvantages.

Why do you ask?That is of course the most, most, and most important thing—I am a ghost at this time, and no one can hear my voice at all, and no one can see me.That's why I cry out about being bored.No one can talk to me, no one can chat with me.I can't touch anything either.Do you think this can be boring?

'Well, luckily it's only a month, if it's a year or two, then sooner or later I'll get that kind of schizophrenia.Why do you think I am so unlucky?Could it be that there are no good things this year, but a lot of bad things?And does misfortune never come singly? nnd, it seems that I really have a relationship with this hospital. I came in twice within 1 months.Also, isn't there usually a lot of people in this ward?How come no one has seen one now?When there are people, you can still listen to them, but now there is no shadow, let me listen to a p. ... Do you think it's easy for me to be a soul?Sigh... now, do you want to go out and find some inspiration, and then think about how to let that kid Ryoma discover my existence?If... [the n word is omitted below]' At this time, I was thinking about a pot of cactus (gifted by Buer) on the windowsill.

I think if I continue to stay like this, sooner or later, I will be on par with Oishi and that Shinji.When I thought of the scene where I was just talking about it, I couldn't help but shiver.Stop, stop, stop... This feeling is really horrible.I quickly raised my hand to disperse the illusion above my head. (Ye: I think you definitely have a future to develop into Tang Seng. No one is with you and you can speak so vigorously. Xue: Ah? Do you want to come to accompany me? Oh hohoho~~ I absolutely agree with it Ye: Forget it, if I really want to accompany you, I will end up in a mental hospital sooner or later. Xue: ...)

Just when I wanted to 'float' out of the ward through the window, the door opened.I looked back, huh?Jingshi beauty?Why is he still wearing hospital clothes?Ah, I remembered.After the surgery, the beauty should still be doing rehabilitation now, so it is normal for him to wear a hospital gown.

Yukimura walked to the chair beside the bed and sat down, then quietly looked at 'me' lying on the bed, his brows were tightly frowned, his eyes were full of sadness.

'Hey, Jingshi beauty, long time no see, you are much more energetic than when I saw you last time. 'I floated to Yukimura and raised my hand to greet him.Uh, I forgot again, no one can see me now.Alas, depressed.But forget it, we are polite people, even if people can't see it, it's better to say hello than nothing. (Ye: Just you? Are you polite? Ha, don’t laugh my big teeth out. Xue: If a tooth falls out, you can still get dentures in. It’s okay, just keep laughing. At worst, we’ll introduce you to a dentist. 8% off. Ye: ^_^ No need. Your own teeth are really good.)

After 10 minutes, Yukimura finally spoke.I was so moved, wow, I was almost suffocated if I didn't hear anyone talking again.

"Hey, Koyuki. Do you still remember the condition you promised me? Heh, I wanted to make good use of this condition, but you missed the appointment." Yukimura reached out to smooth the hair on 'my' face , with a helpless expression.

Aha?condition? ... Han Le, I forgot, so I promised the beauty a condition.It's a good thing the beauty can't see me now, or else I'll be miserable.With beauty boss-level skills, I must first make the will. (Ye: - -! You are exaggerating.)

"Hey, Xiaoxue. Do you know how I want to use this condition? Hehe, idea one: I will probably confess to you first. If you don't agree, then I will make good use of that condition. Isn't it a bit despicable? Maybe I'm probably crazy to think this way. Thought [-]: I'll probably let you date me for a day." Yukimura raised his hand to support his chin.

Confession?My lord Satan, did I commit a crime this year?Why is there another one?I must have heard wrong, it must be.I closed my eyes and started self-hypnosis.

"Hey, Xiaoxue. I have fallen in love with you. Since when did I fall in love? Let me think about it... Uh, it was probably the time you jumped out of the ward and fell into my arms. Hehe, it sounds like It's love at first sight. Now, you know what? I never thought that this kind of thing would happen to me. I didn't believe in love at first sight at all. However, from the first time I saw you, I believed it. Yukimura closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair.

I bit my lip.no?love at first sight?Ah~ah~ whoever comes to catch me, I'm going to faint. (Ye: Come on, you are a soul now, I can’t kill you. Xue: Shut your crow’s mouth, if you don’t speak, no one will think you are dumb.)

"I remember when we met for the first time, I was attracted by your long lavender hair. At that time, I was thinking: Who has this lavender hair? It is a very beautiful color. Then I thought you The way you fall is very cute. Do you know? Even if you close your eyes when you fall, it still hurts. So, I am very glad that I was able to catch you in time. But what I didn’t expect was that when you opened your eyes Just open your eyes and call me 'Yukimura beauty'. Hehe, I was stunned at the time. It's unbelievable, if someone else called me that at that time, I might be angry. But for you, I'm not angry at all." Yukimura still kept his eyes closed, with a look of memory on his face.

He... still remembers.I pursed my lips, what should I... what should I do?I don't want to hurt him, but...but...I can't return his feelings.

"Hey, Xiaoxue. I don't know if you can hear what I said, but what I said is true. Maybe I will only say it this time. I don't want to embarrass you. You have someone you like, right? I know it, because when you mention that person, the expression on your face will be extraordinarily gentle and happy. Now, do you know? I really envy and envy that person. But ah, No matter how envious or jealous I am, it’s useless. Maybe he is the only person who can give you happiness, don’t you think so? Hehe, I never thought that I, who is called the Son of God, I'm really not reconciled to this day." Yukimura frowned, the corners of his eyes were a little moist.

Sorry, sorry, really sorry.Beauty, although you can't hear my words now, you really don't need to be envious or jealous, because I don't have the blessing to have your heart.I'm sure you'll meet better girls, you will.

"Hey, Koyuki. Regarding that condition, I think I can use it now, do you think it's okay?" Yukimura opened his eyes, paused and continued. "I have a request, but as a condition, you must agree. That is - you have to wake up, and you are not allowed to sleep again. Now, I count to 3, and if you don't speak, it means you agree. 1... 2... 3... Hehe, you agreed. Then you must wake up, I don't accept repudiation." Yukimura smiled.But his smile was uglier than crying.This is probably the ugliest smile he has ever had since he grew up.

I was a little helpless, and a little dumbfounded.Khan, 'I' has been declared a vegetable, so it's strange that I can answer you.But I will wake up, I will.Thank you, beauty.

"Yukimura-kun, you are here, your recovery time is up." A nurse pushed the door and shouted.

"Well, okay, thank you. I'll be right there." Yukimura wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. "Hey, Xiaoxue, I'm going to do rehabilitation, I hope you can wake up soon." After finishing speaking, Yukimura kissed 'me' on the forehead, and then walked out of the ward.

I sigh.For Yukimura and Atobe, I can't accept their feelings.What I can say to them, other than sorry, is sorry.

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Hey, Ryoma, can you feel me?

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heartbeat is a feeling

Missing is a feeling...

Memories are a feeling...

But sometimes it feels helpless