The Golden Partridge of An Lingrong's Rebirth

End of Chapter 232: Double Golden Partridges
My name is Lin Sheng, the student of life.

My soul comes from an era of war and strife, an era full of blood and war smoke. The sound of horns and gunfire were the last sounds I heard. The moment my body fell, I saw the devastated land of China - New China. , I can't wait for you anymore...

When I opened my eyes again, everything in front of me was different. The rat tail and flower pot shoes looked both absurd and real.

I have a new name, Jingshu, which means quiet, beautiful, gentle and gentle, but I don’t want to be such a woman. The tough-minded Sichuan girl has never been a bird trapped in the square yard, but I finally got used to it. In addition to the life in front of me, I still have to learn what I should learn about poetry, songs, music, chess, calligraphy and painting, and female celebrities' cooking skills. But apart from this, I love riding and shooting more. Only when I am galloping in the woods can I be alive. a feeling of.

That day, I accidentally met a man who was exceptionally handsome. I couldn't help but tease him a few words, but I didn't expect that he was actually the current emperor. I haven't read much history, but I clearly remember that there was no one in the Qing Dynasty. The emperor named his new year Tianqi - but he was a good emperor and a good husband.

I admit that I like him a little bit, but this kind of liking is not enough to make me give up on myself.

Even after becoming a queen, I still long for freedom.

Life in the palace is actually not difficult. The concubines are each beautiful in their own way and love to dress up. Concubine Shu is dignified, Concubine Xin is charming, Concubine Xun is delicate, Concubine Ying is innocent, etc. When they gather together to pay their respects, I often lament my own. There are not enough eyes, but the emperor doesn't seem to like anyone.

Too picky too.

But I remember what he promised. As long as I am crown prince, he will let me leave the Forbidden City without any worries - but he will not touch the concubines in the palace. When will the prince have a shadow?It's so frustrating.

It's a coincidence that I met a rare beauty - Wei Miao. She was as weak as a pear blossom beaten by the rain. She was timid and delicate. I couldn't help but feel sad when I saw it, not to mention the emperor. Sure enough, , the emperor saw her at a glance.

There is drama, there is definitely drama!
I was so happy, thinking that I was finally one step closer to my goal, but somehow, I always felt empty in my heart.

As I expected, the emperor was very fond of Wei Miao. He gave birth to two children almost as fast as three years. The emperor is also a caring person. He held the child for me as soon as it landed. Wei Miao I was so exhausted that I almost risked my life to take care of their children - I suspected that he was taking revenge on me, but I had no proof.

As time goes by, I look at the children raised in my palace and feel that the chance of leaving is getting slimmer and slimmer.

Sometimes I would lean on the corridor in a daze, recalling my past life. I was a thin and small man carrying a big knife, and I would chop at the enemy when I saw him. I would pour a splash of blood on my pocket, but I did not feel afraid at all. Instead, I felt that my blood was boiling and my soul was there. Trembling, screaming - when I wake up, I see a pool of stagnant water in front of me day after day.

Alas, today is also a depressing day.

Finally, Yong Lu was about to turn ten and Yong Yan was four. I excitedly went to the emperor and asked him if the prince had been chosen?But he didn't say anything. He only ordered to go to Jiangnan.

Jiangnan...

It's completely different from the Northeast. Every detail here is filled with tenderness, and even the wind is lingering. I thought it was quite novel at first glance, but after a second look, I thought it was just like that. I wanted to find the emperor again. While they were talking about establishing a crown prince, urgent news came from the southwest.

Jinchuan!Jinchuan—that’s my hometown!

I knew that our ancestors were just restless. No wonder I was always beating up my own people at that time. I was so idle - but well, as long as you don't lose your chain at the critical moment, even with bare hands, you can still do it. We fought bloody battles in the war of resistance - now is not the time to talk about this!

"Honghao, I will definitely win, believe me." I'm going to fight our ancestors in Sichuan, it feels exciting just thinking about it.

"Let me go, I want to go." I really don't want to take care of your child anymore!
The emperor finally agreed to me. He seemed quite worried about me, but I was so happy.

I cut off the hair I had grown for many years, leaving only ear-length hair as in my previous life, and set off lightly——

Lin Sheng, go home!

***
My name is Wei Miao, Miao Miao Miao.

My life is like clouds in the sky, distant and out of reach.Everyone said that the emperor loves me the most. He turned a blind eye to all the concubines in the palace and only favored me. But I know that the person in the emperor's heart was not me from the beginning to the end. It was Queen Nala Jingshu who he devoted his love to. Man, this kind of love made him willing to let the queen go and stay alone for many years just waiting for her to return.

In the spring of the 31st year of the Apocalypse, I gave birth to the emperor's fourth son, Yonglin. However, the emperor never favored me after the queen left. He only ordered me to be promoted to the imperial concubine, in charge of the affairs of the six palaces, and wait for the queen's return.

However, the queen never came back.

The Battle of Jinchuan lasted for five years, and the situation was tragic. Just by looking at the few words in the battle report, we can know that the emperor sent many people to protect the queen, but the queen still died on that land. She did not even think of giving any Keep a whole body for yourself - I have never seen the emperor look so sad. He held the queen's ashes and cried heartbreakingly until he lost his voice.

I don't understand why the queen must leave. Obviously, she also likes the emperor.

Since then, the emperor has never set foot in the harem again. The concubines seem to be used to such cold treatment, and their lives are comfortable and unrestrained. Only I am always trapped in that illusory love, and I can't get out no matter what.

I once secretly went to the Yangxin Hall to see the emperor. He was much older. He was sitting there, but his soul wandered to nowhere. He placed the queen’s ashes in the most conspicuous position of the Yangxin Hall, and occasionally stopped writing to take a nap. At that time, he always stared deeply into the dark box, as if he could meet the queen again.

I will no longer be in his eyes.

I finally recognized this reality, and all of a sudden, my heart felt like a knife.

But I have nothing to resent.

I was originally the soil beneath the feet of the mortal world, but it was the Queen who lifted me up to the clouds. She is such a good person, and it is not surprising that the Emperor loves her - even I admire and admire the Queen.

The days in the palace are so difficult. Day after day, it is extremely boring. The red walls and black tiles seem to have dimmed into grayish white, without a trace of brilliance. The sunlight is blurred, casting shadows one after another, as if there is something in my heart. The unbreakable haze.

In the 38th year of the year, the Queen Mother of Shoukang Palace passed away. In front of the emperor's mourning ceremony, she lost weight and looked more and more old. Seeing Yonglu and Yongyan growing up slowly, the court asked about the establishment of the crown prince. The matter gradually became known. The emperor thought about it and secretly appointed Yongyan as the prince. In order to avoid the name taboo, the jade certificate was pasted in yellow and changed to "Yongyan".

But I don't care about that anymore.

Like a dream, I seemed to see the queen, she was still so bright and beautiful, but in the blink of an eye, her figure disappeared again.

Life is slowly passing by, and I know that I can't last long. In my ears, the palace maid is still shouting, "Your Majesty, please wait, the Emperor will come soon." But I know that he will not come, and his heart has never been There is no such thing as me.

The scenery in front of us is gradually blurring. In the distance, there seems to be the sound of clear singing, accompanied by the music of the piano, singing in a low voice: "The hills are overlapping, the golden light is extinguished, the clouds on the temples want to soak up the fragrant snow on the cheeks, I am too lazy to paint my eyebrows, and it is too late to put on makeup and wash up." .Looking at the flowers in the front and rear mirrors, the flowers reflect each other, the new post is embroidered with ruffles, and there are pairs of golden partridges."

Yes, I also had longing and expectations, and I had an ignorant yearning for the love between men and women, but I still missed it after all.

The wind outside the window rustled the leaves, and there seemed to be footsteps approaching in a hurry.

I slowly closed my eyes and fell into endless darkness.

It's a dream in the end.

***
In the 40th year of the Apocalypse, the imperial concubine Wei Jia died of illness in Yongshou Palace, and her posthumous title was the imperial concubine Lingyi.

In the 60th year of the Apocalypse, the emperor declared the emperor's second son, Prince Jia Yongyan, to be the crown prince, and at the same time named the crown prince's biological mother, Concubine Ling Yi, as the queen of Xiaoyi.

　It’s officially over here. Although there is still a lot I want to write, let’s stop here. There should always be some regrets in life (actually I really can’t write anymore T^T)

　　
　
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