Chapter 50 Paranoid Love

Gin threw the vodka to the side of the road, and made a few laps around the road. After making sure it was safe, he drove towards home.

When I got home, it was already past 9 o'clock in the evening.Qin Jiu carried Lin Yi to the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The warm water wet his body, and Gin's tense mood was relieved for a moment.

He looked at the beautiful and ugly scars on his body, which were the witnesses left over from actions, and there were also many scars left by undercover betrayal.He never cared about these scars, he regarded it as his own vigilance, his new injuries are getting fewer and fewer, which is a symbol of his strength.

Lin Yi likes kissing and nibbling these marks the most when she is in bed.She was getting revenge on herself for leaving her at home, she wanted to punish him, she liked seeing herself lose her mind.But many times, she was reluctant to use extra force, and he always got the upper hand in the end.

The corners of Qin Jiu's mouth raised unconsciously, maybe she didn't realize that she was actually a very gentle person.She just didn't want to admit that she was that kind of person. He didn't know what she had gone through to make her so resistant to accepting her true self.

When they first met, she disguised herself as an indifferent person, like a layer of ice sealed her heart, as if she could not be hurt by anyone.In fact, when they first met, she had countless choices to turn a blind eye to herself, give up on herself, and give up saving him.

But a person like him who is afraid of trouble subconsciously chose the most troublesome path.Even though she ruthlessly explained to herself what she had to do afterwards, she didn't realize it herself, she was just following her subconscious mind.This, he also discovered after a long time.

However, after being with herself, especially after that incident happened, she gradually stopped being like that, or in other words, she no longer subconsciously gives her tenderness and kindness to strangers.She became indifferent to life, as if he was the only one left in her world.

Her gaze will only look at herself, and her tenderness will only be given to him without reservation.Her love entwines him tightly like thorns, but Gin does not resist all of this, he is enjoying her love, or in other words, all of this is also driven by him.

He couldn't stand her diverting her attention to other people, he wanted to lock her by his side, he even wanted to hide her and become his own treasure.

He could clearly feel his abnormal and distorted love, he assimilated her little by little, and slowly brought her into his own world, so that they were the same person, and they would never be separated again.

Does Lin Yi know?Maybe she knew it, but she still condoned her behavior.

Gin has never been a gentle person, and neither is his love. He likes the feeling of being in control, and he wants to control her by his side.However, she didn't like this, so he turned himself into a qualified lover and slowly eroded her.

Only he himself knows that every moment he is with her, he wants to lock her up, keep her close to him, and never leave her. She can only rely on himself, and everything about her belongs to him.

He suppressed this crazy and paranoid love all the time.

Every time he performs a mission, he has to be unable to see each other for a long time. This pain and the anxiety of being out of control make him extremely irritable.These emotions will not affect his calmness and rationality when performing tasks, but he will give those targets the cruelest death as his revenge.

Therefore, bringing her into the organization is something he has been thinking about but has been unable to make up his mind.The organization is not as simple as she thought. Once she joins, she will definitely participate in the mission. Even I myself cannot guarantee that she will not be harmed. He is by his side, but as long as he thinks that she will have the same scars on her body and experience the same pain as himself, he will not be able to let her be entangled in this black whirlpool of his own.

However, what I didn't expect was that the person who turned the table first was not herself, but her.

Before she knew it, she had already begun to get involved in all these things.

That's why he chose to take him to participate in the mission today, otherwise she thought those words would really impress her.

Since she wanted to disintegrate the organization and take control of the organization, why didn't she do it herself.Gin has no obsession with the position of the boss.Perhaps without the existence of Lin Yi, he would really choose to take that position in the end. His loyalty is not to the boss, but to the entire organization, so becoming the boss by himself is the best choice.Money and power are every man's desire.

But now, he just wants Lin Yi to be with him all the time.Rather than being a boss by himself, it is better to let Lin Yi enter the organization and push her to the position of boss. In this way, both the organization and Lin Yi belong to him.He never had to endure separation and fear like he did now.

It's a pity that Lin Yi completed today's task very well, but it didn't meet his expectations.She didn't have any intention of joining the organization, just like she said casually that she wanted to join the organization before, it was all just on a whim. If her 3-minute hot attitude really entered the organization, it would be the best way to keep Lin Yi forever. For Gin, it was undoubtedly the biggest obstacle to his plan.

Forget it, take your time, there will always be a way.

 Gin: Working for your wife is different from working for your boss.

  
 
(End of this chapter)

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