After transmigrating into Ke Xue's world, I became a gin wife

Chapter 59

"Then why do you repeat the same mistakes?" Amamiya Ayako didn't understand, wouldn't she suffer the same sorrow in the future?

Suddenly, Ayako Amamiya seemed to understand something, and looked at Lin Yi in a daze.

"Have you figured it out?" Lin Yi smiled slightly, with a sense of relief.

"I have no home, so I build my home. Eventually, I will die there too, by his side."

"I will not suffer because I have given up on the future."

"I finally had the courage to embrace death."

"I will sleep peacefully in the night of death and bid farewell to my loneliness."

Amamiya Ayako fell into a deep silence, she didn't know what kind of pain and despair could create such a crazy soul.

Is Kurosawa Zhen redemption or hell for her?Was love a gift or a curse to her?
She didn't know, and she thought Lin Yi probably didn't know either, but this was the best ending she had chosen for herself.

People who once got the sun but lost it will not feel the warmth even if they stand in the sun again.Ayako Amamiya knew it well, and so did Lin Yi.

"Why did you choose him? Do you... love him?" Amamiya Ayako finally asked this question.

Lin Yi raised his head, closed his eyes, and felt the swaying of the water on his skin, as if his lover's hand was gently stroking his face.

"Because he is the person I most want to be but can't be."

"He has a stronger will than anyone else, a colder heart than anyone else, he can do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, he will never really give up on himself, even if there is a chance he will make it a reality. He will always set his sights on those to whom he is loyal."

"I love such a strong and fearless soul."

"And I become an existence that is watched and loyal by him. Even if I am as desperate as I am, I will still feel the heat and warmth of a fire, even if he will burn me to death."

"He will always choose me firmly."

"He is the grave I chose for myself, and it is also the paradise I chose for myself."

"Love is not enough to be my pillar, but he can be."

So, compared to the sunshine that will abandon them at any time, is the firefly that has no warmth but can light up the darkness in a short life more suitable for monsters like them sinking in the abyss?
Ayako Amamiya was speechless, she was lucky and unlucky, but she was still unluckier than her after all.

At least she had never met such a person.

The only sunshine that once shone on her life for a short time, but in the end the person who still chose to shine more abandoned her.

She doesn't blame him, but she will never forgive him.

She is tired.

She didn't want to look back on her long and lonely life.

Ayako Amamiya lay back on her childhood bed.

It seems to have returned to the scene when everyone was laughing and playing around her when she was a child.

Ayako Amamiya gouged out her own eyes and broke off the most beautiful and hard scales on her body.Her own sea god blood was fused into the green pearls formed by her eyes, and she gave it to Lin Yi.

"Lin Yi, I will always bless you and hope you get what you want, my friend."

In fact, I have never told you that you are also the person I most want to be but can't be. Even if you never really look at me, I hope you can live happily ever after.

Lin Yi closed the shell for Ayako Amamiya, as if gently covering the sleeping mermaid with a quilt.

have a good dream.

……

Lin Yi doesn't know how she feels now, she has witnessed too many joys and sorrows, and she has experienced countless times.She is numb.What's more, Amamiya Ayako doesn't need to grieve for her herself.Therefore, the current mood can be regarded as loss and envy.

Lin Yi sat there for a while, put the gift in the space, and left the mermaid's hometown.

Ayako Amamiya gave her the key, but she won't come here again, unless she has to, she doesn't want to disturb the peace here.

……

Lin Yi surfaced, the sun was setting, and the sea was stained red with blood.

There were two people before they came here, but they were alone when they returned.She also didn't expect Ayako Amamiya to end her life ahead of time, thinking that she would be the one to collect her body in the end.

It is estimated that she just wanted to comfort herself, but unexpectedly she was persuaded by herself.

what is this?Did he kill her?
She won't be as anxious as Conan.It's just that there is one less person who is acquainted with her in this world, after all, it is a very bad thing.

……

Not long after, Lin Yi discovered something that made her feel even more uncomfortable.

How should she go back?
When I came here, Ayako Amamiya took you with me, and when I went back... would she still go back?
Ah... Sure enough, Yu's mind is simple, but the unlucky one is himself.

"Huh?" Lin Yi suddenly noticed a small figure running from the other side of Yijiaolong Island. Why is there still someone?
After Lin Yiyou walked over, he found that it was... Conan? !

It can be encountered in this way. Sure enough, she was cursed by the guy with the consciousness of heaven, right?

(End of this chapter)