After transmigrating into Ke Xue's world, I became a gin wife

Chapter 75 Lin Yi Let Me Die

The morning sun shone on Gin's dewy eyelashes, his eyelids moved slightly, and his dark green eyes opened slowly at random.

Gin rubbed his forehead. At this moment, he felt that his condition was particularly good. The injuries to his internal organs and muscles had miraculously recovered by at least [-]%. He could only feel slightly stronger pain when making large movements.

Except that his body was a little stiff from the cold, Gin felt that if Grappa hadn't died, he could fight him again and kill him with his own hands.what a shame.

At this time, Qin Jiu also recalled what happened yesterday, and he was actually a little annoyed and embarrassed about his loss of control.What's more, falling asleep unpreparedly in front of a person who poses a fatal threat to him is undoubtedly a fatal mistake for Qin Jiu, who has been wandering between life and death all year round.

He has always been very confident in his self-control ability, but when he suddenly overturned, he felt an uncontrollable sense of irritability in his heart.

Even though he guessed that Lin Yi's blood was weird, Gin had always been someone who only valued results.

Gin frowned tightly, with obvious gloom on his face.He bent down to enter the cabin, but saw Lin Yi curled up in a corner, his face was as pale as a corpse, his eyes were tightly closed, and his breathing was weak.If it weren't for the cold sweat that broke out all over her body and the trembling of her bloodless lips, Gin Wine would have thought she was dead.

She was wearing the tattered black windbreaker on her back, and the leaking white bandage had been stained red by the blood from the wound, as if thorns were entwined around her body and sucked blood.

Gin tentatively touched her exposed cheek, and the cold touch returned to his fingertips. Compared with hers, his own body temperature, which had been frozen outside all night, was actually quite warm.

Qin Jiu withdrew his hand and fixed his eyes on the woman in front of him.It stands to reason that this woman who has been suppressing her during the two meetings is rarely in a weak position, and she also saw the ugly scene of her being hunted down and the scene of the murder, so she should get rid of this disaster now.

But when he thought that her current appearance was probably related to his behavior last night, he felt complicated.The executioner who disregarded life hesitated for the first time whether he should kill.

Speaking of which, she actually saved herself twice, and in the situation last night, she didn't even try to get rid of herself... Forget it, let's just treat her as a favor.What's more, with her appearance like this, maybe she didn't need to do it herself, and she would die first.

Various thoughts flashed through Gin Jiu's mind, but he might not be able to understand his true feelings.

Just when Qin Jiu was in a trance, Lin Yi's eyes opened a crack, the eyeballs rolled slowly, glanced at Qin Jiu, and then slowly closed them.

Lin Yi didn't actually fall asleep. The massive loss of blood, the severe damage to the body, the slow-moving and soon-to-be-dried spiritual power, the superposition of various factors actually pushed Lin Yi to the brink of death.

She could only use the remaining spiritual power to repair the dilapidated body bit by bit.

This process is long and painful, and even a little poorly controlled, the spiritual power used for healing will instead turn into a blade to make his injury worse.

Her mind was gradually numb from the severe and prolonged pain, which did not slow down but intensified with time.Lin Yi felt as if he had been split in two. While standing in the perspective of God like a bystander, watching himself struggling in pain indifferently, he couldn't help but want to vent his inner madness and depravity.

Lin Yi seemed to go back to the past again, seeing that weak, cowardly and incompetent self, who could only struggle in the face of death, but was helpless, and could only slowly wait for death to come.

In the past, she was unwilling to die like this, unwilling to live her life well, unwilling to seek revenge from those people, so she held back her breath, trained herself hard, made herself stronger, and improved herself little by little. Her emotions were gone, and she felt that this way she would not be bound by anyone or anything, and she could live as she pleased.

Most of the time, Lin Yi felt that he had already been tortured madly, was eroded by loneliness, fear, pain, and hatred, and repeatedly eroded his heart.

Those who cultivate immortals should have a clear heart and follow their original heart.

The farther Lin Yi went on this road, the more confused she became. She asked her heart countless times, why did she go on this road?Every time, she would answer in order to become stronger, in order not to be bullied, in order to get what she wanted, in order not to be bound by rules.

But as time goes by, no matter how hard he tries to become stronger, he can never keep the things around him. Death, injury, aging, betrayal, deception, and separation again and again make Lin Yi more and more confused.

Is this really what I want?Why do I become stronger, but still can't do well?It must be that I am not strong enough, but to what extent do I have to be strong?Can you live well if you are strong enough to be an enemy of the world?Is it really possible?

The physical pain and psychological confusion continued to torture me.

Lin Yi felt that he would soon be possessed by a demon, but he also felt that there was nothing wrong with being possessed. It was much easier to be a mindless monster who only knew how to kill and had no emotions than to be a human being.

At least, you don't have to bear the psychological shackles and physical limitations of being a human being.

After killing Du Yuandao, she thought she could finally let go and continue walking.However, when this matter was really done, Lin Yi felt that it was meaningless, nothing interesting.

Her obsession with Du Yuandao all came from the old Taoist priest.He saved himself, and he avenged him.Since then, they have settled. She doesn't owe him anything, and she doesn't owe this world any more. It's as if the last tie with this world has been broken.

But Lin Yi was not as relaxed as she thought, but felt more confused and tired than ever before.

When Qin Jiu approached her and touched her just now, she could actually avoid it.

But at that moment, she just felt so tired. She was tired of the world and herself.

If this person wants to kill her, it seems to be a good thing.At least, I don't have to fall into the strange circle of thinking anymore, I don't have to think about these things, I don't have to look at the ugliness and filth, betrayal and suspicion of this world, even if this is at the same time giving up looking for the goodness and beauty of the world, but for Lin Yi, It doesn't matter anymore.

It's not that she hasn't seen or felt the beauty of the world, it's just too short, they will leave her side eventually, she will always be the one who was abandoned, and all that is left to her is long pain and loneliness.Rather than that, it would be better if they never came to their own world, at least she could still lie to herself.

The pain blurred her sense of time. She seemed to have waited for a century, but she still didn't wait for the other party to strike. Only the pain and weakness in her body continued to torture herself.

Why doesn't he do it?Didn't he always want to kill her?Even though he pretended to be silent and submissive, she could clearly see the ferocity and killing intent in his eyes.

You knew what kind of person he was the first time you saw him.

He is really a person who lives in the dark by nature, cruel, indifferent, disregarding human life, ignoring rules, insidious, cunning, and neurotic.

This kind of person will not be bound by the so-called life-saving grace.

As long as he is given a chance, he will pounce hard and give the enemy a fatal blow.

Although I don't know why he has such a strong intention to kill himself, but for him, killing may be just a matter of thought.

What's more, she still provoked him so much and humiliated him. Thinking about it this way, it's okay for him to want to kill himself. If it were her, well, I would probably want to kill himself too.

However, Lin Yi, who hadn't felt any movement for a long time, couldn't help but opened her eyes and glanced at him, only to see him looking at her in a daze.

Lin Yi closed his eyes.This idiot didn't seize such a good opportunity. After a while, she didn't want to die anymore, and when her injuries recovered, he should be the one who died!
For the first time, Lin Yi couldn't help sighing because someone didn't kill him.

...I always feel like many of my firsts happened to this person.

What a weird guy.It's not like he has any weird feelings for himself, right?Or did he just find out that his blood was abnormal and wanted to take it back alive as a blood bank?
Although Lin Yi felt that the latter was more likely, as soon as she thought of the first possibility, Lin Yi had the urge to run away. She didn't want to bear anyone's emotions anymore.

Lin·Kouhuahua·Handhuahua·Xinzixiaobai·Yi: ...I want to die.

(End of this chapter)