It's too difficult to fall in love with rewards

Chapter 136 136. Is it despicable to like elders?
The moonlight is as gentle as water.

The branches and leaves by the lake are hidden, the candlelight is dancing under the trees, and the wonderful patterns are like a brocade.

Ju Qingxian held Mrs. Yue's cool jade arms, her inner thoughts were churning, and her heart was beating violently.

According to common sense, at this stage, when people wake up, they will start to germinate impulses and desires, and feel that everything is inseparable from love and love... Madam Yue's eyes slightly turned to his face, it's hard to say which of the two is more flushed.

Her expression was subtle, gentle and a little haughty.

"Listen, child, I'm your elder." She clenched her other hand into a fist and placed it lightly on her chest. "Sometimes I really can't understand, who arranged for your appearance?" She sighed and looked up at the night sky. "Is this a blessing..."

"Please allow me to explain!" Ju Qingxian said out of breath.

At this time, the surroundings were quiet, and it was easy to judge his mood from the sound of his breathing.

Madam Yue hastily interrupted him: "Stop talking."

At the same time as the sound came out, a slender finger was placed on his lips, but he quickly took it back.Looking down at Ju Qingxian, Mrs. Yue is a woman with an extremely noble status who cannot be insulted... But in front of Ju Qingxian, she still couldn't calm down, so she said in a somewhat embarrassed voice: "This is the first time in my life that I have been offended like this. As an elder, I forgive you. But as a woman, I will feel pain...Ah Qing, don't be so obsessed..."

"You are more ruthless than Madam Yu." Ju Qingxian said sadly.

"I have to do this, because I am much weaker than Madam Yu." Madam Yue said seriously.

"However, you still have to listen to me, just once!" Ju Qingxian was as stubborn as a child, shaking her arm.

Madam Yue had no choice but to nod: "Then tell me."

As soon as I was a little embarrassed, her voice still seemed to be able to become something I could see and touch, a bright and fragrant atmosphere that enveloped me, and a beautiful melody that pleased his spirit.

Ju Qingxian immediately sorted out his words and expressed his inner feelings for her to her. No one can restrain this kind of feeling, it even overcomes the fear of death...

"Can you also defeat despicableness?" Madam Yue suddenly interrupted him.

Ju Qingxian asked sincerely: "Is it mean to like elders?"

"That's enough, don't say this word anymore..." Madam Yue's face turned slightly red again.

"You have to say this!" Ju Qingxian said very seriously.

Immediately afterwards, he, who never sold miserably, began to describe his childhood life to her.Those past years, those long-term painful memories, fell in front of her like bare branches.

The young man described a lot of darkness in the past to her in fierce words, and then talked about his fiery heart now, waiting for the woman who listened with lowered eyebrows to give him a gentle response: her glance will dispel the darkness, and a word will make the world full of vitality.

Listening to Ju Qingxian's statement, Madam Yue's eyes shone brightly.

While listening, she thought in her heart: I am not the only one suffering!

The moonlight is clear and bright, and the summer night is full of warmth and fragrance. The silvery world around is like an illusion; there are frogs in the water plants by the lake, which sounds monotonous and very sad.

"I see……"

She looked at Tachibana Qingxian tenderly.

This innocent young woman had the halo of a martyr on her face.

Then, she also told some things about herself.

She described to Tachibana Qingxian the pain of a girl who is always chained to her mother, and this sense of bondage is endless; about her mother, the previous generation of the Matsudaira family mistress, was an extremely tyrannical person that even Mrs. Yu, who dared to die under the sword of Damocles without daggers, could not stand it.She has bowed her head and obeyed her ears since she was a child, docile in every way, and lived carefully in accordance with etiquette.All the joys of girlhood, the annual birthday festivities, cost her dearly.Because she would be reprimanded whenever she was happy, as if she had done something wrong.This kind of tyrannical tyranny finally bore the most vicious fruit when she was 17 years old.

She didn't say what the vicious fruit was, but Tachibana could guess that it was related to the child.

...Maybe it was him.

Mrs. Yue spoke quietly, replaced by Ju Qingxian to listen.

Listening to her charming voice, the erratic breath can promote blood circulation and bring the listener's soul into a fairyland... No matter how elegant she looks, she is so admirable; her mind is as simple and simple as a solitary person.Although she gave birth to a child, she retained her girlish demeanor, innocent and shy, and often thoughtful.

Emotionally, she is still full of childishness, but because she has been tortured and cautious, she has the dual temperament of a noble lady and a cute girl.In front of Ju Qingxian, she never puts on a coy attitude, and when she sits together, every word and every word, she is always lovable.She has always been taciturn, with a confused expression, as if she is guarding against the sneak attack of disaster, and seems to let her thoughts drift to another world every moment.

Only inadvertently, the corners of her mouth were filled with a smile, revealing her nature of laughing; but this nature has been buried in the torment imposed on her by fate.As a result, her elegance was overlaid with a layer of pain and became endearing.

Ju Qingxian also noticed that her body movements were very seldom, and those charming apricot eyes seldom looked at anyone, as if she didn't look at anyone.Breathing the sweet smell from her lips that revealed her heart, I really long to hold her in my arms forever... Mrs. Yue, who is immersed in the confession, looks at her knees... just giving the boy a chance to look at her.

His eyes moved freely on this beautiful woman, sometimes hugging her slender waist tightly, sometimes playing in her elegant curly hair, sometimes passionately kissing her feet... Oh, by the way, she has a pair of slender feet that are full of ladylike temperament, they rarely walk, and they get tired after a few steps.

Madam Yue let out a long breath after saying many things that she would not normally say.

There was a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, which was a kind of azure dream, like the azure sky exposed through the cracks in the dark clouds.Her expression was slightly intoxicated, which was a kind of soft emotion unique to women, and the evening wind blew away all her usual formal restraints.Indulging in this ease and comfort, she seemed to completely forget that the boy was still holding her arm.

The stone lanterns in the distance were still lit with candlelight, and the cadenza of insects chirping at night felt a little tender... Ju Qingxian held Mrs. Yue's little hand, and some consciousness in her body came quietly like a ghost, lifting the veil that had been covering it all along.

"Can I get her?"

The delirium of a person who lost his mind echoed in his ears several times.

At this moment, Tachibana Kiyoshi's will, her ambition, is tied to her alone, to be everything to her, to heal and enrich her broken heart and frail body.

What a night!

On this clear night, Ju Qingxian swears allegiance to her with a knightly belief; he once laughed at the poor knight described by Cervantes before, but now his heart is full of that funny belief.

After telling the truth, Madam Yue felt relaxed, like a child who just woke up
There seemed to be a slight wind in the ear, and the moonlight sprinkled on the lake, scattered into a trembling crystal gem.

It would be too boring to just say "the moonlight is so beautiful tonight" at this moment.

But as soon as the plot started to turn around, Madam Yue raised her hand and touched his head: "I already know what you want. But I beg you, don't mention this again. You are still young and have a bright future. You will definitely be able to make a difference in your own life, but my life will never change. The family members tie women to heavy chains, and no force can break them. Besides, I am about to die..."

Speaking of which, she sighed.

Whenever a pure heart wants to express its heart, it is inevitable to sigh... After the sigh, she looked at Tachibana Qingxian with a very serious look: "In order not to let you go further and further on the wrong path, I must treat you calmly and severely like the statue of the Lady Justice."

"This will not make me shrink back." Ju Qingxian said.

"Ah Qing, listen up!" she said, "If you have this kind of thought again, then I will not only despise you, but will never see you again." As soon as she said the words, she seemed to feel that she was a little too harsh, and hurriedly added in a soft voice: "In short, I am still your elder, you can come to me at any time, but don't..."

"But I really want to take you away from this house." Ju Qingxian said,

"No, it's too late." Madam Yue said with a wry smile on her face.

It was a resigned smile, enough to melt the hardest granite when shown on a beautiful woman's face.She seemed to have no expectations for the future at all. After laughing, two big teardrops came out of her eyes, glittering and translucent in the moonlight, and flowed down her cheeks.

Tachibana Qingxian reached out to catch it, and then tasted it.

This kind of greedy and pious gesture is filled with emotion. Madam Yue looked at him in a little astonishment, thought for a while, and said helplessly: "I really don't understand how you learned these things at such a young age..."

"This is the fusion of me and Aunt Yue!" Ju Qingxian said, "I shared your pain just now, and you also understand the suffering of my childhood. The two of us are compatible in spirit. As you said, you will become my goddess of justice, and I accept this contract. I will become what you expect..."

"Really?"

"of course."

Mrs. Yue blinked, looked at Ju Qingxian meaningfully and said, "You don't think you're advancing by retreating, and you're always looking for opportunities to advance our relationship, right? I warn you, you can never use anything to force me..."

"it is good!"

Ju Qingxian happily agreed.

"You really are advancing by retreating!"

"Huh? Aunt Yue, you actually lied to me..."

Madam Yue pretended to be angry, she raised her head and was about to hit Ju Qingxian on the head.

Ju Qing was eye-catching and swift, grabbed the back of her hand and kissed it, and she handed it to him meekly; the two leaned on the back of the chair, looking at the artificial lake in front of them, the lady's expression was very gentle, and so was her voice.

"Ah Qing, I have something to say to you. Looking at your eyes and observing your mentality, it is not difficult to see that you have lofty ambitions in your heart. Your own ability and the platform of the Songping family will definitely make you the top of the pyramid. Please stick to your noble ambitions..."

These words really sound like mothers teaching their children.

"I understand!" Ju Qingxian interrupted her loudly, and said, "Your idea will become my ambition! Whatever you give, I will accept everything, and I don't want anything given by others. Especially Mrs. Yu, is this okay?"

"You are so childish!" Madam Yue murmured.

But she couldn't hold it back any longer, she smiled in satisfaction, and Ju Qingxian immediately answered, "I'm so childish only in front of you."

"You are still a child!" Mrs. Yue whitened him angrily, and then warned: "From now on, you must never use such a fiery tone when talking to me. Remember, I am an elder, you have to be respectful..."

"How about a respectful method?"

"Well, for example, when you see me..."

"That's it?"

Ju Qingxian leaned over and kissed her on the cheek.

"..."

Madam Yue blinked in confusion.

She could tell that this kid was saying one thing and doing another.

...But she actually didn't hate to say it.

"Does Aunt Yue think this is respectful enough?" Ju Qingxian asked sincerely.

Madam Yue's face was slightly embarrassed, she looked at the time, and said in a commanding tone: "The family banquet is about to begin, hurry back!"

Ju Qingxian grabbed her little hand and lifted it up. She hesitated for a while, but finally didn't pull her hand back, but said in a pleading tone when Ju Qingxian kissed the back of her hand: "From now on, you can hold him only when I offer you my hand. This must be decided by myself. If even this little freedom is lost, then I will become an item that belongs to you, no different from me in Songping's house..."

"Yes, ma'am!"

Ju Qingxian raised her head, only to see tears in her eyes.

On the way back to the banquet hall, the moonlight was sprinkled all over her hair. Ju Qingxian took a look at it, and there was an indescribable joy in her heart.Generally speaking, young people have a more or less dedicated romantic spirit in their hearts, but this spirit has been idle in him for a long time.

After tonight, the romance of devotion finally begins to shine.

yes madam!

A simple answer showed that he would never use despicable or strong means to force her. All the noble emotions in him woke up at this moment, scrambling to make a sound, conveying a high degree of selflessness.

He has always been an egoist.

But in front of Madam Yue, for the first time, he didn't consider whether there was a return.

After all, this woman is noble enough, she is like a saint martyr, even standing on the burning pyre, she can still look calm!She wanted him to treat her the same way she treats the people around her, showing his aristocratic and noble side...

(End of this chapter)