It's too difficult to fall in love with rewards

Chapter 152 154. So Rinko belongs to the Tokugawa family
The night sky was almost as clear as a wash.

The lakeside is cool and quiet, and this quietness evokes a mysterious and hazy desire in people's hearts...

There was a sudden wind in the courtyard.

The evening wind blew on Ju Qingxian's face, making his clothes rattle.

Mrs. Sakura bent her waist slightly, her sexy red lips approached the mature boy's face, and in her slightly opened mouth, her white teeth gleamed moist.She still said the same thing, that is, Mrs. Yue's child did not die, but was sent out of the Songping family when she was young to escape the Songping family's curse, and grew up safely elsewhere.

It was the second time for Ju Qingxian to hear her say that, and her expression didn't fluctuate much.

While listening to Mrs. Sakura's words, he was actually looking at a blooming lotus on the lake.

Blooming means the birth of life.

When the lotus blooms, the fish sleep in the misty pond;

Perhaps no one has heard the sound of flower petals blooming, but the sound supports the swaying flowers, like the bell of a temple, across mountains and rivers, to the other end of the world.

"Do you still think I'm lying?" Madam Sakura asked with a smile.

"I don't really think so." Ju Qingxian shook his head calmly, "It's just that, compared to before, I don't care much about the truth now. No matter who is the mother or the way I get along, it won't make a difference. Change……"

Yup!
He has repeatedly tasted immoral joy.

It was a wickedness as clean as fine poison.

This is definitely not a relationship between a man and a woman with a clear conscience, but it is flattering like a devil.

"You~"

Mrs. Sakura patted his head reproachfully.

"You are so young, so calm..."

Ju Qingxian did not respond to this comment, and looked at the artificial lake calmly.

In the ambiguous light of Xia Ye, his side face is shining brightly, without a single shadow... The pain of being born with a curse, the lack of family affection in the process of growing up, and the inability to control a free future... All unfortunate elements cannot pollute him This white profile.Even if someone is killed, this face that is not known to be filthy will not be damaged in any way.

The cool breeze blew up the bangs on his forehead.

Madam Ying's already messy hair fluttered in the wind, making her cheeks itch.

She didn't bother to arrange her hair, and the strands of hair floated in front of her eyes, blocking her view and preventing her from seeing the boy's side face clearly.

"Ah Ching..."

"what?"

"What I'm going to say next is..."

"I'm ready."

Ju Qing showed two rows of lovely white teeth and smiled.

"What's on your mind?" Madam Sakura asked solemnly.

"It's nothing, but, even though I don't know anything, I often have nightmares and fall into terrible hallucinations..." Ju Qingxian said calmly, with the glimmer of the lake reflected in his eyes, "This may be The gods are punishing me for the sins I will commit in the future."

future!

The resounding sound of this word made Mrs. Sakura tremble in her heart.

"I know, you are sabotaging Madam Yu's plan by telling me this. Am I your pawn? It doesn't matter..." Ju Qingxian turned to look at her, "Anyway, you are playing with fire , if this continues, there will always be a day when both sides will be burned. Isn’t it too late when the fire is out of control? Humans will never learn to learn their lessons..."

"I think that includes a lot."

"This is playing with fire. It's probably playing with water." Mrs. Sakura smiled freely.

Looking at her stubborn eyebrows, Ju Qingxian guessed her determination to "never give up even if everything is destroyed".In this regard, he has neither the right to be happy nor the right to be sad, just like his father would change his surname to "Juice" by cutting off the inheritance, he has the right to be happy and has no right to be sad.

In midsummer, he clenched his fists.

But he found that his hands became whiter and weaker after exercising for half the summer vacation, which made him feel a little hopeless.

"What about now?" he asked.

Mrs. Ying bowed her head: "I said earlier that everything about you is controlled by Sister Qing Ji, and I told you not to believe her words. Maybe you don't believe it, but it doesn't matter, I will give you some evidence..."

"Please say."

Tangerine cleared her breath and concentrated.

Madam Ying was about to speak when suddenly, a solemn voice came from the woods beside her.

"No need."

This majestic voice is as sweet as the wind blowing through the treetops.

Ju Qingxian's heart beat a few beats faster, and he turned his head to look over.

In the night, that noble purple slowly came into view.

"Ah Qing is my son, if there is anything, I will tell him personally."

Madam Yu came in style, as domineering as ever.

The moonlight streamed down holyly on her forehead, eyes, bridge of nose and cheeks.

Under the elegant and towering hairstyle, the dust-free narrow and long phoenix eyes are serious, and the sexy thick lips are slightly pursed.

The beauty of those eyes is rare in the world.

It is a pair of eyes that are like a trickle of spring water, deep, staring and staring at fate.Facing these bright eyes, Ju Qingxian was speechless for a moment.He turned around abruptly, wanting to leave her side, lest he completely become her servant.

"Where are you going?" Madam Yu asked.

Her voice is not angry but majestic, and her body bathed in moonlight has a shocking beauty.

"I'm going home." Ju Qingxian said without looking back.

"This is your home."

"Jushi is my home."

The boy's voice was extremely firm.

Because he has a strange premonition that as long as he stops now, he will be trapped in this huge cage for the next few decades.

"Starting today, change back to Tokugawa's surname."

"Everyone says me, my surname is Ju."

"The surname Hagiwara can be discarded."

Then, Tachibana stopped walking.

The chill of death suddenly rose, and his body trembled slightly.

Every pore felt the chill in astonishment.

It shouldn't be like this!

Never should, like this, be passively, pitifully, manipulated by others... Thinking of this in his mind, Ju Qing showed his body as stiff as a frozen fish, and slowly and with difficulty twisted his neck around.

Two figures, one big and one small, came to the lake from the other side.

The tall and plump one was Orisaku Aoi, she led Hagiwara Rinko expressionlessly.

The leaves above her head rustled, and the girl was still wearing the light red long-sleeved kimono, with a row of small jade strings wrapped around the sleeves with silk thread.The facial features are exquisite, the skin is fair, and the image is extremely elegant and beautiful.

But her expression was terrified.

After realizing that Ju Qingxian was looking over, she was at a loss and covered her small face with her sleeve in a panic.

"She..." Ju Qingxian pointed at the girl, and looked at Mrs. Yu, "You just..."

Mrs. Ying turned her face away slightly, as if she couldn't bear to see him now.

Madam Yu's face was breathtakingly beautiful, but it was full of danger.

"Her surname is Tokugawa. When she was less than one year old, she switched identities with a child born to a bartender, and the child of that bartender changed identities with you."

These words passed into Tachibana Qingxian's ears without any emotion.

In an instant, his heart was torn into two by a cruel force, like a tree being split by a thunderbolt.

He heard the sound of the miserable crumbling of the building he had worked so hard to build.

The person who spoke, however, was even smiling.

That smile contained a sense of inescapable coldness, an inevitable abyss, and an inescapable fate.

Ju Qingxian stared at her blankly, then turned to look at Rinko.

Rinko, who didn't understand what happened at all, hid her face in her sleeve tightly.

In the dead of night, except for the sound of the wind blowing through the branches, everything is quiet here... Ju Qingxian has no strength left in her heart.However, there was still something like a clockwork in his heart, which made him slowly come to the girl's side, with a timid voice: "I, I want to ask... Do I deserve to be forgiven for ruining your family..."

Sweat ran down his forehead, and Rinko let out a quick breath in discomfort.

"What should I do..."

The girl's helpless and mournful voice penetrated the eardrums.

Unavoidable, breathless, painful, and stressful; in Tachibana Kiyoshi's vaguely seen Rinko's eyes, he finally knew what the familiarity was when he first met. .

Huh~
Fragile things, sentimental things, indulgence, excessive self-awareness, dreams, pretentiousness, a mixture of extreme self-confidence and extreme inferiority, the posturing of a lonely noble...all the past self-imprints he harbored were suddenly wiped out Broken.

He turned around and bowed to Madam Yu.

"Mom, I was wrong."

After saying these words, he changed from "Mr. Qing Xian" to an ordinary handsome boy with fair and soft lips.

Madam Yu frowned slightly.

But she was still looking at her son with piercing eyes as usual.

"Ah Qing is so tired, can I go back and rest first?" Ju Qingxian asked while bending over.

"Go back." Madam Yu nodded slightly.

Tachibana Qingxian straightened up and glanced at Rinko.

"I'll look for you tomorrow..." He said something, then turned and walked towards the hut where he was confined.

His back seems to be a little stooped, and his steps are a little staggering... Looking at his appearance, Mrs. Ying can't feel any joy, only an indescribable sadness in her heart.She turned her head to look at Mrs. Yu, and said, "You really failed..."

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The 20-watt electric light cast a halo of yellow light from the ceiling, like a yellow herbarium, which seemed lifeless.

Ju Qingxian opened his eyes, the loneliness and creepy dark emotions surrounding his body floated under the light, and did not dissipate for a long time.He wanted to feel the warmth, so he looked around, but there was only him and the tightly closed door here.

Superficial splendor...empty nobility...

At this moment, he thought that the innate elegance of his body had dried up in an instant, his soul was barren, and only the bleak wind of nothingness was blowing in his body.In desperation, I don't know whether it is a dream or waking up, but the figure of Sister Congzi clearly appeared in front of my eyes.

She has never been so beautiful at this moment, nor has she been so sad, elegant as the shining stars in the night sky.

Ju Qingxian was about to press her lips together when her face immediately disappeared from the air.

But the hallucinations did not go away.

Instead, there is a little girl and a forest waterfall.

She danced in the air, jumped over the rocks lightly, and went down to the water's edge in two or three steps, and then she took off her dirty clothes and jumped into the water in an instant.He stood on the bank and watched, washing his face in chest-deep water.

When she raised her head again, her face washed off the mud was white and translucent, and she was as beautiful as snow jade even when she was young.

The girl who washed away the dust and revealed a new look that was cleansed of grime turned her face up, making him stunned on the spot.

She looks like Satoko, and she also looks like Rinko...Looking at it, he found that every time the girl scooped up the deep water, the girl grew slightly taller, her hair grew longer and her shoulders became curvier and rounder , and the breasts gradually plump and bulge.

When she finished washing her body, the water that was originally submerged up to her chest was only submerged up to her slender belly button.

She flew out of the water, naked, and hovered over his head without shame.

Perhaps there is really no need to hide those flawless limbs... and her face is undoubtedly an unshaved sweetheart.

It was a strange but haunting dream, stubbornly lingering in a corner of my heart.

What I hear in my ears are the chirping of birds in the dense forest, the swirling of bees, and the carnival like raindrops; the lazy and sweet smell of white sandalwood always fills the nostrils, and the young man's body is sharp and full of strength. And the woman's soft and lazy mood pervaded her thoughts, everything became ambiguous, disorderly and moral.

In other words, in the dream, he didn't have any worries.

Those troubles in reality disappeared without a trace, joy and unhappiness, joy and sorrow, were all washed away, and he swam in the boundless ocean built by dreams, and there was nothing that severely restricted him anymore. .

And the face of Satoko he saw in his eyes was constantly changing.

Madam, sister, and young girl... The only thing that remains unchanged is that beautiful body.

His senses cling like glue, and at the same time all transcendent meaning is lost.In the dream, each of them was kissing themselves, the skin was full of sweat, and the body containing all kinds of possibilities rose and fell with breathing, like a rich sail that was gestating a wonderful future.

The delicacy of the skin has reached its peak, and the demure, malicious color has a color of poison designed to make people fall into hell... Ju Qingxian's whole mind was turned upside down, and after a while of trembling, he woke up immediately.

"Whoo~"

The sky was hazy outside the window.

The boy who woke up had beads of sweat on his forehead, and a hazy fantasy remained in his eyes.

The last figure was still swaying in front of her eyes. Although her face was somewhat blurred and unidentifiable, the alluring beauty mole at the corner of her mouth was extremely clear... That inconceivable feeling of turning the world upside down remained strangely and very clearly in mind.

"Madam Yu's figure is barely comparable to that of the housekeeper..."

Ju Qingxian muttered, got up and walked into the bathroom, and took a cold shower.

Looking at the pale and haggard self in the mirror, he took a few deep breaths, and a dagger-like cold light flashed in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)