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Chapter 59 The Taste of Happiness (Please Subscribe)
"Ah~"

Chen Huixian, the once all-powerful queen of the generation, suddenly sat up from the bed, gasping for breath, dripping with sweat.

Just took a nap and had a nightmare again!
She also dreamed that she and her child jumped off a tall building, bloody and bloody.

After getting up, she went to find the nanny immediately.

Seeing the child under the care of the nanny sleeping soundly on the bed, Chen Huixian showed a smile on her face.

Then, she went to wash up.

In front of the sink, looking at herself in the mirror, the bloodshot eyes were obvious, Chen Huixian sighed.

After half an hour.

"Sister Hui, what do you think of these three songs?"

Zhang Ruolan came to Chen Huixian's house as a guest again, and chatted about the songs sung by her artists.

Chen Huixian is Zhang Ruolan's nobleman. When she was Chen Huixian's manager, she didn't have much resources.

At that time, whether it was helping Chen Huixian find notices or answering notices, Zhang Ruolan was very relaxed.

When looking for announcements, as long as it is mentioned that her artist is Chen Huixian, not another small artist, most of the announcements can be discussed.

Chen Huixian's signboard is very useful.

"Time flies, it's nice to be young." Chen Huixian sighed, with yearning in her eyes.

I always find in an instant that the road is no longer long, as if I can see the end when I look up.

Back then, he traveled all over the world, was in full bloom, and the stars were holding the moon, so why did he get old in the blink of an eye?
"Yes." Zhang Ruolan got the answer.

If youth is not beautiful, why would Chen Huixian want to go back to the past?

If the girls who sang these three songs are not young and the songs are not good, how can Chen Huixian miss being young?
"When I was young, I wanted to realize too many dreams, but I couldn't. In the past few years, I tried to realize it, but I feel that it is no longer a dream when I was young. After I finished it, I didn't have that kind of joy. It was far from what I imagined. far." Chen Huixian regretted.

In the past, she was a good girl in her bones.

"We'll be old if we don't go crazy" is disgusting to her, and she always advises people to be kind.

Now, she understands.

Don't children just stumble along the way and grow up through bumps and bumps?

Their restlessness and crying are the instincts of all children.

Young, but also a little youthful vigor and passion.

Some time ago, Chen Huixian went to see a doctor and confirmed that she was suffering from depression.

I found that I had this symptom. The cause was that she was holding her child and often thought about jumping off a tall building.

She thinks that if she is not happy, she cannot make her children happy.

This world is bitter.

I don't want to stay in this place of suffering, and I don't want my beloved child to be in this place of suffering.

She shouldn't be in this world, and her child shouldn't be.

Chen Huixian once asked a person suffering from severe depression: "You said that the person is dead, how are you doing there?"

The other party said: "Sure!"

She asked again: "How do you know?"

The other party replied: "Why don't they come back?"

"That's true." Chen Huixian thought it made sense.

The ghost I was afraid of when I was a child was someone that others would never see again day and night.

When I grow up, I know that there are no ghosts in this world, and I feel very sorry.

I hope there are ghosts, so that there is hope to see the deceased person I want to see again.

"Qianqian said that Sunrise Dongfang is a once-in-a-century musical genius. If you want to come back, I will go to Junsha City and ask him to write a song for you in person."

Looking at the good sisters, Zhang Ruolan said after taking a sip of tea.

Chen Huixian, who was in a daze, came back to her senses, smiled and gave her sister a white look: "I knew you didn't come here to chat and drink tea with me. You are still so stubborn, the same as before, nothing has changed."

"Sister Hui, am I chatting and drinking tea with you?" Zhang Ruolan smiled as she picked up the teacup again.

The last time she came here, she felt that her sister's condition was not right.

Later, Chen Huixian called her and told her about her current situation.

Zhang Ruolan felt that the sister got sick because of having a baby and being idle for too long.

Get busy like a spinning top and don't let her have too much time to think, the effect should be much better.

Man, the greatest enemy is himself.

When you are alone, facing yourself is unavoidable, but you are not an opponent.

So, Zhang Ruolan came here again today.

After thinking for a while, Chen Huixian said: "The TV station in Junsha wants to open a music competition program in December, and they told me that most of the invited singers are famous singers, especially those who have retired for many years. Like me, they are the most I like it."

Zhang Ruolan's eyes lit up.

So the sisters are also invited?

"Did you agree?" she asked quickly.

"Not yet." Chen Huixian looked at her younger sister who had the same signs of aging as her without makeup, and said, "This stage is very cruel, I believe that many famous singers dare not try it lightly, for fear of losing their performance at the end of the festival. "

Zhang Ruolan said, "Sister Hui, I don't think so."

Chen Huixian was puzzled: "How to say?"

Zhang Ruolan analyzed: "For quite a long time in the past, there were too many popular artists in the entertainment industry, and now a small number of them appear from time to time. The living space of old artists is getting less and less."

Chen Huixian was thoughtful.

Zhang Ruolan added: "Nanhu Satellite TV has seized this point and opened such a program. The protagonist of the stage is positioned as an old singer, and traffic artists are sidelined."

After listening to Zhang Ruolan's analysis, she awakened the dreamer with one word, and Chen Huixian nodded in agreement: "So even if the festival is not guaranteed, many old singers will agree to go up?"

With Zhang Ruolan in charge, it will be much easier to get involved in the entertainment industry.

professional.

"Yes, it's not as easy for most artists to make money now as it used to be." Zhang Ruolan asked, "Sister Hui, how much will the show crew pay you for your appearance? In what way?"

"It's based on the number of appearances. The longer you can last, the more the notice fee will be..." Chen Huixian said a few words.

Zhang Ruolan exclaimed, Nanhu Satellite TV, it's magnificent.

With a lot of money, the program team gave too much.

Looking at TV stations across the country, only Nanhu Satellite TV has this courage.

They have built themselves into an IP, a signboard, and can attract many rich and powerful sponsors.

"Sister Hui, you still want to get back the feeling you had when you were young, don't you?" Zhang Ruolan felt hopeful in her heart.

The sisters really want to make a comeback, but they are only missing a suitable opportunity.

Chen Huixian was noncommittal: "I asked if there were any young singers, and the program team said yes, but the proportion is not too high. Most of them are singers who have debuted for many years, have been brilliant and then have been silent or retired. The emergence of young singers is mostly based on In the form of cannon fodder, either you can’t get in, or you get in, and that position won’t sit for too long.”

"Sunrise East is very young." Zhang Ruolan said suddenly.

Chen Huixian was stunned for a moment, then laughed and cursed: "Little young...can't handle old women like us."

Thirty is like a wolf, forty is like a tiger, walking and sucking wind, sitting on the ground sucking soil.

Zhang Ruolan laughed loudly: "December, there's still time. I'll be free in a few days. I'll go back to my hometown and look for the sunrise in the east."

"Okay, if you invite a song that satisfies me, I'll be on Nanhu Satellite TV." Chen Huixian didn't feel relieved.

There are not many songs that can attract her.

There is no song that can make her comeback because of this.

She has become terminally ill and has lost interest in almost everything.

Zhang Ruolan was ecstatic: "It's a deal!"

There are too many benefits for Qianqian Culture to have Chen Huixian in charge. It is equivalent to a signboard. In the future, whether she is in the circle or outside the circle, it will be much easier to talk about business.

"The premise is that the song must satisfy me." Chen Huixian said with a smile.

Whether she is satisfied or not, she has the final say, and the initiative is in her hands.

In fact, she doesn't really want to come back, and she doesn't want to appear on the music competition show of Nanhu Satellite TV.

It's not interesting, she doesn't need to prove herself anymore.

As for money, she was not bad at all.

In the early stage, it was only a few hundred thousand, and in the middle and late stages, it was only over a million.

Her wealth management products can have several million in the account a month, and she has long been short of money.

What she lacks is spiritual guidance, and she has been in confusion and self-doubt.

County Shacheng.

Standing and squatting at the door of her ex-boyfriend's apartment, Xu Siqian left silently after two full hours.

Until the last moment of her departure, from beginning to end, she never knocked on the door.

She didn't know if anyone was in the room, and she heard nothing.

But in the end, she decided not to knock.

Today, it's really not suitable for her to come to see the little man.

He needs time to calm down and digest.

Before coming here, she imagined countless situations, such as knocking on the door, and it was a little man's girlfriend who opened the door, what would she do?
Pretend to knock on the wrong door!
This is the best way she can do it.

tear up?
That's a lose-lose situation.

Xu Siqian would not do that.

Coming downstairs, sitting on the Hornet, leaning on the back of the chair, Xu Siqian was a little dazed.

Always want to have again after losing.

When a woman makes trouble for no reason, it is herself who suffers in the end.

Picking up the phone, she wanted to call the little man, but after a moment of hesitation, she gave up again.

Even if it was just to send a message, she hesitated.

Why has life become so boring?

Xu Siqian put her phone aside and closed her eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, she opened her eyes and sat up, ready to start the car and leave.

Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she saw a familiar figure walking into the apartment building.

That's the ex-boyfriend!
She was very happy, but the smile she just showed froze quickly.

Next to the ex-boyfriend, there was a girl holding his arm.

The girl's figure was almost completely blocked by him. Not only could Xu Siqian not see what the girl looked like, she couldn't even see much of her clothes.

Watching her ex-boyfriend and girlfriend walk into the apartment building, Xu Siqian collapsed on the seat as if all her strength had been drained.

Not long after, she leaned her head against the back of the chair, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

All the predictions and plans, after witnessing them with their own eyes, became extremely pale and powerless, vulnerable to a single blow.

Xu Siqian was so uncomfortable that she didn't want to talk to her best friend, nor did she want to do anything.

She didn't even dare to drive, she was afraid that she would drive at that time, and when she got excited, she swung the steering wheel and drove into the Xiangjiang River.

She can't die yet!
If she died, it must be an accident, not what she wanted.

Premeditated suicide is better than going all out.

If you rush forward, a shrew will be a shrew, and if you tie her up, she will tie her ex-boyfriend back.

You are not afraid of death anymore, are you still afraid of being shameless?
After an unknown amount of time, Xu Siqian wiped her nose with a tissue and activated the bumblebee to leave.

The bumblebee passed by the red princess parked between the two cars, and continued to drive towards the gate of the community without slowing down.

Xu Siqian didn't squint, her eyes were a little empty, she didn't see it.

After a while, the car drove out of the community, drove onto the road, rushed away, and rolled up a pile of fallen leaves on the ground.

911 apartment.

"Honey, what car did you drive here?" Under the begging of his girlfriend, who acted like a baby and pretended to be cute, in less than three hours, Wang Zihao was forced to change her address.

When no one is around, he can only call her baby, not her name.

"Princess Red." Liu Qianqian replied while helping Wang Zihao pack his luggage.

After answering, she was a little worried.

The red princess couldn't move.

"Then pack your luggage, don't move tonight, I will drive Lan Fenghuang over tomorrow and then move." Wang Zihao put the guitar into the case.

Lan Fenghuang is Liu Qianqian's other car, which is off-road in the city and used to go to and from school after school starts.

"Ah?" Liu Qianqian hurriedly asked: "Then aren't you going to the Whisper of the Wind tonight?"

Putting down the guitar, Wang Zihao asked, "Do you want me to go over?"

Liu Qianqian turned her head away and took down the clothes hanging by the window: "I won't tell you!"

"Then I'll go home and live." Wang Zihao packed those pairs of shoes and put them in a plastic bag.

"No!" Liu Qianqian said hastily, "Aunt Wu has asked for leave again, and she may resign next time she comes again. Piao Piao was supposed to come to stay with me tonight, but I told her not to come...I'm a little scared to live alone .”

"You and Piao Piao have such a good relationship, I'm envious." Wang Zihao sighed: "The relationship between my relatives is very ordinary. We only get together for weddings and weddings, and we rarely communicate with each other."

Liu Qianqian tidied up and said, "Our family relationship is very good. Not to mention the previous generation, there are more than a dozen people in our generation, who are as close as brothers and sisters."

Thinking of his relatives, Wang Zihao secretly sighed.

There are several real reasons why a family is poor. One is that there is no big guide who is engaged in business or politics.The older generation has no way to plan for the ignorant next generation, and they don't pay attention to improving the structure, and have been working for others all their lives.

The second is that the elders in the family are egoists who only care about their own comfort and do not pay attention to their children's growth education and financial support.

The third is that brothers and sisters will always do their own things, resources cannot be accumulated, and each industry has no advantages. At the same time, they are not united with each other, and they will quarrel endlessly for a little bit of interest, just like a mess.

A truly outstanding family is the result of mutual encouragement and joint efforts of several generations.

The house looked crowded, but it was only because of the small space, and there were not many things. It didn't take long for the two of them to clean up, and there was only one bed board left.

"What is this, Xuanmai chewing gum?" Liu Qianqian checked the bedside cabinet and found a box from the bottom drawer.

The light in the room is not good, even if the light is turned on, and it is not the kind that does not turn on the light.

Wang Zihao's face changed slightly.

That's something I thought I'd use last night, but didn't end up using it.

"What does it taste like? It's not expired. Can I still eat it?" Liu Qianqian found the mouth of the box and opened it.

(End of this chapter)