Gundam: The Wind That Blows Through Space

Chapter 565: That flash of red in memory ()
"What do you mean Lacus is back but Kira isn't?"

"That's what it means literally. When Tiago told me, he almost had the same expression as you. No one knew where Kira had gone."

"What did Lux ​​say?"

"I don't think now is the right time to go to her."

That night, Siegfried, who heard that Lux came back unexpectedly early, directly asked his wife to start poaching people. However, Lars was rejected for the first time in his life. It was not until Tiago told them the news that Kira did not come back that Qi Ge Feicai asked with a look of disbelief.

"I'm going to find Lux. What on earth is she thinking at this time? If it doesn't work, I'll drag that yellow hair out and beat him up in front of everyone. At worst, I'll admit my mistake when I go back. Can the People's Revolutionary Alliance really make a difference? Can I go to jail?”

Siegfried, who had a very clear idea of ​​the attributes of his national treasure, ran to Lux's door without saying a word. The trio of demons in charge of security immediately gave up the idea of ​​blocking him when they saw it, and then under the leadership of the eldest sister, We all ran to the stairs to smoke a cigarette and calm down.

"Lux! Open the door!"

"Is it Siegfried? Sorry, I'm a little tired today."

"What nonsense are you talking about? I'll give you five minutes to change into decent clothes, or I'll kick the door down!"

"The past is the past"

"Why. Why did mother turn you into this?"

Five minutes was the greatest respect Siegfried could give Lux from the perspective of a man and a woman not being intimate. Just when he stuck his watch and read 4:30, the door was opened from the inside. I don’t know if it was for To add credibility to the excuse just now, Lux was indeed wearing a nightgown, but she just wore a shawl over the nightgown to cover it up.

"Tell me, what happened? I don't believe you don't know where Kira has gone. Tell me quickly and I will think of a solution for you."

"Freedom, freedom, freedom has been destroyed by me. How can I still be free?"

Even Siegfried himself didn't notice that since he passively got involved with Lux, even though he said he didn't want to get married, subconsciously, his attitude towards Lux had also changed to a certain extent.

Siegfried, who didn't regard himself as an outsider at all, sat down on the sofa carelessly, and then, as if he didn't see Lux's pale face, he opened his mouth with a straight shot.

"Why are they not even willing to leave a relative to me! My mother is gone, and my father also died on the road to pursue his ideals. They entrusted everything to me. Is even my marriage destined now? !”

"Lux"

If it had been a year ago when the People's Revolutionary League and PLANT were at odds with each other, he would have just turned around and left if he couldn't open the door for the first time. He would not have the slightly irritable mentality he has now.

"Kira is free to go wherever he goes."

However, Lacus did not cry like an ordinary girl, nor did she wear a shell called a 'goddess' like she once did. The 17-year-old Lacus Klein just stood there quietly, watching quietly. The red-haired boy in front of me.

This was not the first time Siegfried saw Lux cry, but even in the most aggrieved Copernicus City, her tears at that time were more like a weapon exclusively for women.

But now, when he looked at the tears rolling down like stars, Siegfried subconsciously stretched out his hand, but just when he was about to touch Lux, he stopped stiffly in mid-air again.

"Siegfried, the all-powerful dragon-slaying warrior, the hero who saves mankind, the changer who can predict the future, can you please tell me, is Lux's fate already destined? Now even my last happiness is at stake. To take it away in such a hypocritical way? Tell me, tell me, Siegfried!" The distance between the two of them has become extremely close unconsciously, and Siegfried could only feel some warm liquid dripping. to the back of your hand.

He didn't need to lower his head to know that those were Lux's tears. It was this small stream of warmth, like a tenacious seed, that pierced Siegfried's already hard skin and slowly merged into his hot blood.

"Lux, has anyone ever told you that it's ugly for a goddess to cry?"

"Siegfried"

"It's just fate. I'll just help you get it back. Who makes me a hero? Be good, stop crying."

This time, Siegfried no longer hesitated. After standing up, he stretched out his hand to wipe away Lux's tears. It was this inconspicuous action that caused Lux's emotions to surge out like a torrent in an instant. Just when she came back again, Unable to maintain all her strength, she slowly slid towards the ground, when a pair of warm and strong hands held her shoulders.

"My sister has never been able to shed tears, neither you nor Hilde."

On the outskirts of Berlin, the refugee camp here has not yet been under the unified management of the law enforcement team. Compared with the city, it is almost completely in a kind of disordered and barbaric growth. Simple sanitation facilities, tents barely housing people, victims with their families, everything Everything is constantly shattering Kira's worldview.

When Siegfried was sent back from East Asia due to mental problems, Hilde once commented on the growing environment of the three UACEs. Among them, Kira was the most protected, and Qi was the least protected. Ge Fei.

It can be said that Kira has not experienced any hardships in life at all. Ever since Artemis Siegfried helped him bear the first wave of pressure in his life, except for the time when Yitzhak blew himself up at the bottom of the sea, Kira's life has been almost nothing. encounter any setbacks.

Even Fleur unexpectedly did not put more mental pressure on Kira because she turned her hatred towards Siegfried, not to mention that he later met Lux, the kind of soul harbor and soul mate who are in perfect harmony. It felt like Kira, who had never seen anything in the world, was being protected firmly in a paradise.

It is precisely because of this that the biggest shock in Kira's life came from Siegfried. In the snowstorm on the Scandinavian seaside, Siegfried cut open Fleur's artery with a knife without emotion. , thus tearing apart the heavy protection around Kira, and once again made him realize the cruel side of the world.

Kira didn't care if Siegfried was stronger than him in mobile suit, nor did he care if Siegfried had his machine stick chopped off by Siegfried in the Lunar Orbital Battle, and he didn't care whether the title of human hero belongs to him or to Siegfried. Flying on the body, for him, it was enough that Aslan did not die, the satellite did not fall, and PLANT and the Human Revolutionary Alliance did not fight a world-destroying battle.

But after the war, Kira found that she still couldn't get rid of the nightmare. The tombstone on the seaside, the desperate light of the sword, Fleur's godless eyes, and even the epitaph carved by Siegfried himself. All of these... Everything was like a rope, tightly binding Kira Yamato's heart.

He didn't dare to think about whether he hated Siegfried, but the more he didn't dare to think about it, the cold aperture eyes of Siegfried appeared again and again in his dreams. For this reason, he rejected the gods. invitation, for which he even hid his feelings from Lux for the first time.

Until he and Lux ​​arrived in Berlin and met Siegfried again, the situation not only did not improve, but even worsened every day. Several times when he opened his eyes in the morning, he even had an unprecedented intention to kill Siegfried.

With this overwhelmed mentality, he saw that familiar red color. At that moment, Kira believed that this was the salvation given to him by fate, and that all the pressure and negative emotions might come to an end.

"Be good, this is today's quota. As long as you finish your meals, I will still send you food tomorrow."

The familiar voice made Kira stop. Surrounded by a bunch of children, Kira's burgundy ponytail crashed into Kira Yamato's world.

"Flea."

"We meet again, Kira-san."

(End of this chapter)