I hide the white roses behind me

Chapter 167 Why Didn't You Come Home
Trembling, as if facing an abyss, as if walking on thin ice.

Every decision made is for the patient.

Every time I hold a knife on the operating table, it feels like the only time I hold a knife.

Despite all prudence, there will be times when you will face failure.

Standing outside the door of the operating room, watching the family members of the patients disappear into the corner of the corridor, Lin Zengxian looked down at his wrinkled white coat sleeve, and stretched out his hand to smooth it slowly.

Emergency surgery temporarily stabilized the patient's condition, but he was not happy at all.

Because, this is only "temporary".

Just now I told the patient's family that he would do his best to treat the patient, but Lin Zengxian knew in his heart that it was actually hopeless, and he was just trying to delay it.

Failure is already foreseeable.

This is not the second time he has experienced failure.

Failure is always bitter.

Want to reverse the current situation, unless a miracle happens.

Before each failure, he tried his best to try to trigger miracles like a teacher.

However, Miracle never responded to him.

This time it seems to be the same.

After everything was settled, Lin Zengxian walked out of the door of the emergency room in silence. It was already past three o'clock in the morning.

He won't do anything like AWOL, he just wants to blow some air within the scope of the hospital and get some fresh air.

Then, continue to think about how to save that patient.

Even knowing the miracle still won't respond.

Do your best, listen to destiny.

Walking around along the direction of the wind, Lin Zengxian's mind went blank. When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had walked into the parking lot.

Quiet and quiet, the parking lot is like a baby just asleep.

buzzing...

The mobile phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly, and Lin Zengxian's heart tightened, thinking that something was wrong with the patient, he hurriedly took out the mobile phone, turned around and was about to run to the hospital building.

However, after seeing the screen, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief and stopped where he was.

The caller ID said "baked glutinous rice balls."

"Cough...have you gone home? Why aren't you sleeping?"

After clearing his throat, Lin Zengxian answered the phone, but still felt a little hoarse.

Before performing the operation on the patient, Lin Zengxian didn't bother to greet Taeyeon, and immediately asked her to leave on her own and go home earlier to rest.

After all, this guy has a lot of schedules at the end of the year, and it is said that he still has a high-intensity dance to perform that smells like blood in his mouth.

"How about surgery?"

Very clear voice, the surrounding sounds very quiet, Kim Taeyeon seems to be at home, right?

"Temporarily out of danger."

After a pause, Lin Zengxian threw out a dry sentence with no follow-up.

The guy on the other side of the phone doesn't understand medicine, so there's no need to talk about it.

"..."

There was almost ten seconds of silence, and there was no response from the other side of the phone, only the faint sound of breathing could be heard.

"Then how are you?"

At first glance, Kim Taeyeon's voice has not changed from before, and she is still concerned.

"I'm fine, let's take a walk, blow some air, and then go back to the office."

When his voice fell, Lin Zengxian felt that Taeyeon seemed to have something to say.

Did this guy see the "perfunctory" in his last sentence?

However, people who don't understand medicine can't understand a word or two to her.

"I don't think you're well right now."

After finishing these words slowly, Taeyeon hung up the phone.

Frowning, Lin Zengxian looked at the phone screen that had been restored to the wallpaper interface, and shrugged suspiciously.

Bang!
The sound of closing the car door was faintly heard.

"Don't be brave, you are not good now."

From far and near, Kim Taeyeon's voice came again.

Following the direction of the voice, Lin Zengxian turned around and saw Kim Taeyeon standing in the wind and being blown into a "golden hair flurry".

At the end of December, the wind in the second half of the night is very cold.

"Why didn't you come home?"

Walking a few steps to the front of Kim Taeyeon, Lin Zengxian took off his white coat and put it on her shoulders.

"I can't sleep when I go home, so I'll wait for you in the car."

Seeing Lin Zengxian's eyebrows wrinkled, Taeyeon grabbed his sleeve and dragged him to the side of her car.

On the one hand, I was afraid that he would be cold, and on the other hand, as long as he was willing to be dragged by me, it would probably be fine, otherwise I would not obey the "doctor's order" in front of him.

"Your recent schedule is very tight, right? You don't have a good rest. It's rare that you have time today. You should go to bed early, otherwise you will..."

Let Kim Taeyeon pull him forward, although Lin Zengxian still started nagging, but in Kim Taeyeon's eyes, he is not like before, "If you don't listen to me, you will bear the consequences, just wait and suffer" floor face.

Kim Taeyeon knew that it was because she didn't understand medicine just now, so the tired Lim Zengxian said "perfunctory".

Although not happy with his "perfunctory", Taeyeon couldn't refute.

However, now Lin Zengxian is not nagging with a straight face, but clearly tells her that she is no longer a "patient".

Because this person's half anxious, half worried "Please, can you listen to me" wrinkled expression really made her want to laugh.

The kind of shoulders loosen and a sudden smile;

The kind of smile that feels a little sorry, but wants to see this expression again;
That down-to-earth, quiet, and ordinary smile.

So, she just smiled so ordinaryly, slightly raised the corners of her lips;
So, she turned around with a smile like this, and slowly stood on tiptoe;

So, she raised her hand unexpectedly, and gently covered Lin Zengxian's mouth.

"Just this once, okay?"

Putting her index finger up in front of her lips, she pursed her mouth slightly aggrieved after she finished speaking in a flattering tone, but there was unscrupulous confidence in her eyes.

"If I knew your agent's mobile phone number, I would call him now and ask him to take you back."

Rolling his eyes angrily, Lin Zengxian stared at the person in front of him who suddenly started to smile, and lifted up the white coat that was about to fall off her shoulders.

"Then I tell you now?"

Letting go of the hand covering Lin Zengxian's mouth, and blinking her eyes twice, Kim Taeyeon took out her mobile phone and shook it in front of Lin Zengxian's eyes.

Without speaking, Lin Zengxian opened his eyes wide and looked at her with a look of "Are you all right?"

"You already have Shengjing's mobile phone number. I will also tell you the manager's mobile phone number now, so you can contact me at any time. Didn't you say that I was slow to reply to messages?"

Stretching out the other hand, with the palm up and fingers together, Kim Taeyeon waved her finger in her direction, signaling Lin Zengxian to put his phone on it.

This guy really planned to tell Lin Zengxian his manager's mobile phone number.

"Do you feel unwell?"

Lin Zengxian put his hand on Taeyeon's forehead, pretending to be serious.

"I will tell the agent. If you contact him, it must be something important. Tell me immediately."

Continuing to extend that hand, Taeyeon bit her lip and hooked her fingers.

(End of this chapter)