I hide the white roses behind me

After being alone for a long time, I gradually got used to it, and felt that it was good to be alone.

Lin Zengxian is in such a state, with sparks, he can go all over the world, without entanglement, and there is no place he really wants to go back to.

"So, are you going to continue like this?"

In the dream of the pure white sea, Airi Hanyu stood at the very center, with ripples slowly appearing under her feet.

"I haven't met someone who makes my heart beat, so it's useless for you to urge me."

Shaking his head with a wry smile, Lin Zengxian stood beside Hanyu Airi, with a distance of two body heights between them.

"You always don't think about such things, so you naturally feel that you can't meet someone you're attracted to."

Turning around to look at Lin Zengxian, who was no longer a boy, Hanyu Airi raised her hand, and gently squeezed his face.

She used to like doing this very much, until that day when she leaned in Lin Zengxian's arms and could no longer open her eyes.

"I can't stay here forever, and you can't be alone all the time, so you have to accept others into your life, into your world, and take the initiative."

Squeezing with one hand was not enough, so Airi Hanyu pinched it up with both hands, rubbing this face that had made many mistakes.

According to Theo, this guy was very popular in the school when he was in middle school, and Hanyu Airi saw it with his own eyes when he was in college, so she was both worried and not worried about Lin Zengxian's current situation.

What is worried is Lin Zengxian's own attitude, what is not worried is that Lin Zengxian does not lack "peach blossoms".

Of course, those who only look at the face still forget it.

"You've seen everyone I know now, who do you want me to take the initiative in?"

Being rubbed by Hanyu Airi, Lin Zengxian smiled contentedly and narrowed his eyes.

"Um……"

Hanyu Airi bit her lip, and slowly rolled her eyes.

"You open your eyes now, right now."

Suddenly reaching out to press Lin Zengxian's forehead, Hanyu Airi's palm blocked Lin Zengxian's sight.

……

"wake up?"

Seeing Lin Zengxian who was sleeping on the sofa opened his eyes, Taeyeon, who was still hesitating whether he should leave the office first, stopped in his tracks.

In the new year, it has been snowing for several days. According to the news from Jin Zhixun, Lin Zengxian, a foreigner, has been spending more and more time in Ruge Hospital recently. Except for consultations and operations, he is bored. Write your own thesis in your office.

She knows what it's like to be far away from her hometown and relatives, so at this moment she is more and more concerned about whether Lin Zengxian will feel lonely.

Therefore, when rushing to usher in the New Year holiday, Kim Taeyeon was not in a hurry to drive back to her hometown at the first time, but first came to Ruge Hospital to have a look.

"Um... Taeyeon, why are you here?"

Rubbing his eyes, Lin Zengxian turned over and sat up angrily, covering his yawning mouth with his hand.

"I'm on vacation, I'm coming to the hospital to see you."

Walking to the sofa, Kim Taeyeon looked around, pulled a chair and sat down.

Even though she was no stranger to this office, even though it hadn't changed much, she still felt that it was too deserted at this time.

Is it because of Lin Zengxian's mood?

"Just now, Nurse Liu asked me to come in and wait for you. She opened the door for me."

Because of the last conversation at night by the river, Kim Taeyeon has been dealing with Lin Zengxian not far or near for a while. She is still very concerned about this behavior of entering the other party's personal space when the other party is asleep without consent. of.

"I guessed it, sorry, I kept you waiting for a long time, right?"

Stepping on the slippers, Lin Zengxian grabbed his phone and glanced at it. After confirming that there was no news, especially no news from the hospital, he calmed down and focused his gaze on Taeyeon's face.

He doesn't know much about makeup, but this doesn't prevent him from feeling that the makeup of "Little Golden Retriever" is just right and exquisite.

Like a newly peeled lychee, placed in the sun.

"No, you just woke up when I came here."

Putting the paper bag she brought on the table, Taeyeon slightly lowered her gaze, and raised her hand to touch the hair next to her ear.

Probably because he had just woken up, Lin Zengxian's eyes were much less inscrutable than usual, and instead looked a little dazed, making people want to pinch his face.

Why?Pinch his face?

Disrupted by her own sudden thought, Taeyeon's expression froze, and a smile crept up from the corner of her mouth.

"What are you laughing at?"

He touched his face, and then touched the top of his head to see if he had sleepy hair. Lin Zengxian didn't understand what Taeyeon was suddenly laughing at, but he also smiled.

He has never been stingy with cheering up his friends, even if it is a cold joke.

"Are you hungry?"

Without expressing the idea that she felt a little surprised, Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips and smiled, opened the paper bag on the table, and took out a box of instant noodles.

To be honest, at the beginning, she wanted to make more preparations, but when she thought of Lin Zengxian's culinary skills that can be mastered even as a chef, she was discouraged and simply bought instant noodles of various flavors .

"Not hungry, thank you for coming to see me, in fact, I'm used to it..."

The dream of the pure white sea suddenly came to mind, and the remaining "one person" in Lin Zengxian's sentence stopped on his lips, unable to say anything.

He is a surgeon, and his first surgery was not as recorded in his resume. He has the best operating room, the most trusted surgical team, the most understanding equipment nurses, and the perfect surgical results.

His first surgery was before he officially left the school. On that night of heavy rain, lightning and thunder, he barely set up a medical emergency tent as an operating room. There was no surgical team, no equipment nurse, only dislocation. Theo, who lost an arm, helped pass things.

The results of the operation were dire and the patient died.

And that patient was his lover.

So much so that until now, he still resists rainy days. When the sound of rain enveloped him, his dominant hand used to hold the scalpel would even tremble uncontrollably. The psychiatrist has no better way to deal with this problem.

A few years later, many people looked at him and thought he had come out, and he thought so too.

However, only when he appeared in the Pure White Sea did he realize that he had been trapped in that rain all along.

"Habit? Get used to what?"

Sensing Lin Zengxian's distraction for a moment, Kim Taeyeon cautiously waved her hand in front of his eyes.

"It's nothing, let's eat together."

Taking the instant noodle box from Kim Taeyeon's hand, Lin Zengxian took out another box from the paper bag and handed it to her, smiling palely.

Tuk Tuk Tuk…

While the two were holding the instant noodle box, there was a light knock on the office door.

"Please come in."

Right now, there are only a handful of people who know that Lin Zengxian is in the office, so Lin Zengxian is not worried about what will happen to Kim Taeyeon being seen by others, and he is very relieved to let people come in directly.

"Teacher... oh, Kim Taeyeon is here too."

Jin Zhixun poked his head out from the opened door, slightly startled.

The teacher looked like he had just woken up, and there was a beautiful "little golden retriever" sitting on the chair next to him. The two of them seemed to be about to eat instant ramen.

Ok……

Although it's cold outside, it's snowing finely, and the street is very lively at night. What kind of ramen are you eating at this time?

After making up his mind, Jin Zhixun looked at Lin Zengxian, took out two movie tickets that were supposed to be given to him from his pocket, waved his arms but finally swayed towards the beautiful "little golden retriever" from a distance.

"Teacher, I'll give you two tickets to go to the movies, shall I?"