I hide the white roses behind me

Chapter 53 Don't be bored alone
In the open and bright living room, warmly embraced by the sun, two people sit side by side on the floor, looking at the bright world outside the floor-to-ceiling windows together. There is a box in the middle with a blue microphone inside.

"Zhi Min, what's wrong with you? Can you tell me?"

Just returned from Oakland, Lin Zengxian did not visit his mother immediately, distribute gifts to the Pei family members, and did not go to the hospital immediately, but just had a heart-to-heart talk with Liu Zhien's sister after saying goodbye to the neighbors at the door.

Different from the cheerful smile shown just now in front of Kim Taeyeon, an outsider, now Lin Zengxian smiled reluctantly, with faint concern in his eyes.

Clutching her knees with both hands, lowering her head, and biting her lip, Liu Zhimin shook her head, feeling those lead-like emotions in her heart throbbing repeatedly, colliding with her heart.

"There are no difficulties that cannot be overcome. If you have any difficulties, you can tell them. I will help you find a solution. Although I am only a foreign doctor, there are still solutions that should be found."

Lin Zengxian has a gentle attitude when speaking to patients, but he will not just be gentle blindly. In many cases, he also has to show a cheerful side, add strength to his words, and give patients confidence.

However, there is no one who speaks softly like now, who almost breaks up the whole piece of concern, and then passes it to the people around Liu, not wanting to be stung by not noticing something. her heart.

Loosening his teeth and pursing his lips, Liu Zhimin looked up into Lin Zengxian's eyes.

There is no trace of those sad pasts on this person.

"If you don't want to tell me, then tell your sister. If you don't want to tell your sister, then tell your friend who rides a bicycle. Whenever you need help, I will try my best."

Raising his hand to reach the top of Liu Zhimin's head, he hesitated halfway in the air, Lin Zengxian finally patted it lightly.

Although he is more mature than his peers, he is only 15 years old after all. After he has his own life, he will understand that many troubles in his youth are actually just a small pebble on the road. It's a hard life.

There is not much vigor and vitality in life, and more is plain. When I was young, I liked colorful and large scrolls. When I grow older, I will find that quiet stick figures are what I want.

Supporting the floor with one hand and pressing his knees with the other hand, Lin Zengxian got up slowly. Lin Zengxian was going to have a look at the sparks. This guy was lying at the door of Lin Zengxian's bedroom. dare to come over.

"Oppa!"

I haven't thought about how to say it yet, but Liu Zhimin still grabbed Lin Zengxian's hand first, and spoke his mother tongue in a hurry.

"Well, Oppa is here."

After switching languages, Lin Zengxian sat down again.

Subconsciously clenched Lin Zengxian's hand tightly, took several deep breaths, and Liu Zhimin patted his forehead.

"Oppa, I'm sorry, I saw your delivery."

After saying this, she swallowed her throat and raised her finger to the cardboard box wrapped in tape in the corner.

Gently patted the back of Liu Zhimin's hand, signaling her to let go, Lin Zengxian got up and walked over, squatted halfway in front of the box, reached out and turned over.

"Sorry……"

Seeing Lin Zengxian come back and sit down, Liu Zhimin repeated this sentence with a sullen head.

"Don't be sorry, I have nothing to hide from my past, what you see is what I used to be."

In order to express better, Lin Zengxian said that he had returned to his native language, and his tall and straight figure relaxed a little, and he sat on the floor relaxedly, tapping his knees with his fingertips without rhythm.

Although he wouldn't take the initiative to tell anyone, but he really didn't want to deliberately conceal it.

"Oppa, you must be tired, right?"

As soon as the words fell, Liu Zhimin frowned and pinched his thigh in frustration.

What nonsense are you talking about...

"Well, surgery is very tiring, but it is my responsibility, and I am very satisfied if I can fulfill my responsibility."

With a somewhat nostalgic tone, Lin Zengxian turned around with a smile and waved to the sparks in the distance.

"I'm not talking about surgery, but about your life, which is very tiring."

Being warmed by the sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, Liu Zhimin hugged his legs that were standing upright with both hands, and put his chin on his knees.

She didn't know what to say, she felt that whatever she said was wrong and nonsense.

But if she didn't say anything, she would feel indifferent.

"At the beginning, it was very hard work, but you have to look forward, you can't always live in the memory, Airi said that I will become a good doctor, I must not let her down, there are many things to do made."

Holding Huo Huo in his arms, Lin Zengxian's smile became more vivid as he watched the buddy he raised affectionately rub against his palm.

"Your surgery is so good and the success rate is so high, you will be very tired, right? You should tell yourself that you can't fail."

I felt that I was looking for something to say, and that what I said in the end was all nonsense, and I felt that I didn't show any signs of slowness, and every sentence I uttered was as smooth as if I had typed a draft. Liu Zhimin felt that his mind was full of that. A scalpel that is no longer usable.

"I have practiced countless times in my dreams. How can I allow myself to fail? It has nothing to do with whether I am tired or not. I am a doctor, and it is my responsibility to keep patients healthy."

Speaking in a very light tone, Lin Zengxian rubbed Huo Hua's head, squinted his eyes and looked at the glow outside the window, which contained the shadow of this world.

"Oppa, if you feel tired in the future, don't be alone in your heart, okay?"

Without going through the brain, just relying on the impulse of the heart, Liu Zhimin picked up the blue microphone, put it in front of his mouth, and threw all these unmodified words to Lin Zeng like a host. envy.

In this hot weather, the microphone is cold, as if holding a stone soaked in spring water under the hot summer sun.

"Well, I will."

There was a moment of silence, and then softly, like a whisper, Lin Zengxian opened his mouth, and couldn't tell whether he was just telling the people around him, or telling himself the same.

He doesn't often promise others anything, and if he promises, he will do it, whether it is a small thing that is within reach, or Hanyu Airi said that he will become a good doctor.

buzzing...

First gave Liu Zhimin a reassuring look, and then took out the untimely mobile phone, Lin Zengxian raised his eyebrows.

"mom?"

It was Feng Lu calling.

"Duoduo, you're not in the hospital today, are you?"

Knowing that her son was returning today, Feng Lu waited an extra two hours before calling.

"No, go to work tomorrow."

Glancing at Liu Zhimin who was still calming down, Lin Zengxian patted the spark, then pointed to the side, the "boy" ran over clearly and rubbed Liu Zhimin's arm affectionately.

"That's it, that's just right, Duoduo, why don't you come to my mother's place."

For no reason, Lin Zengxian frowned without any warning in his heart, and suddenly felt that "the big thing is not good".

"Oh yes, remember to dress nicely, although my son is already pretty."

beep……

Without giving Lin Zengxian any chance to react, Feng Lu ended the communication after saying this, leaving Lin Zengxian holding the phone that had regained its quietness, and sighed deeply.

Mom, please forgive your son...

(End of this chapter)