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Chapter 55 "Thirteen"

Amidst this violent coughing, he could still feel his crumbling body constantly struggling, and he even wanted to stand up with all his might.

He wanted to escape, escape from here.

Escape from the most fearful and unfaceable darkness in my memory.

Ugh.

Can this really ask anything?

I don't know if he doesn't want to think about those cruel pasts like this, or he has really forgotten quite a lot of content, and he only remembers some impressive results.

But now I can probably deduce that he must have worked on a warship with my father, and even my mother.

There is a high probability that he is my father's senior, and he may even be my father's master or something.

He also may have had some knowledge of what was going on between my parents and the so-called "them," and maybe even had a hand in it.

So much so that I left guilt towards my father, and this guilt turned into resentment as my parents passed away forever.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about them, let's not talk about them."

Could he be the murderer?

Then why did he mention "them" to me?
And let me stay away, don't get involved with them.

Forget it, let him calm down now, at worst, spend more time to ask slowly.

In the end, he hurriedly held him down, and tried to comfort the frightened poor man again.

"Well, ahem! Don't talk about them, stay away from them!"

Even though he has sat down, he still curls up slightly, which makes people feel distressed after seeing it.

"Okay, okay, we're far from them now."

"Hey, hey, it's far away, well, that's good!"

As I kept shifting his attention, the guy finally calmed down a bit.

So from this point of view, I don't want to think about the information about "them".

As soon as something related to "them" was mentioned, he would fall into a considerable degree of fear and convulsions.

I don't know if he is... By the way, you can try it.

"Then can you tell me your name?"

If it is true that he has forgotten a considerable part of the event, he will indeed be lost in his memory.

Remembering only those frightening results, you will subconsciously associate the results with other scary things in order to make these results seem more believable.

This is a way for people to deceive, um...to protect themselves.

"me……"

Judging from this reaction, next...

"Cough cough!"

It's time to cough... Sure enough.

He seemed to cough violently whenever he couldn't think of things at first, or couldn't speak when he got excited.

"I, I don't remember my last name!"

"Cough, cough, cough! I don't remember!"

At this moment, it looked like a child who was asked about homework but couldn't answer.

It is obviously something that is impossible to forget, but I really can't remember it.

This kind of thing can't deceive oneself by associating with other things. If you remember it, you remember it, and if you don't remember it, you don't remember it.

I know it's very despicable to press an old man with a guilty conscience like this, but I really don't want to give up this precious opportunity!
If he wanted to run away from me, I would immediately stop asking, but now he seems to be slowly becoming... dependent on me.

Using this sense of dependence to achieve my goal is really not a thing!

Wait, he said last name?

"Then, do you remember your name?"

"Name, name!"

"Remember, I remember!"

"My name is Rakashi, hey, I remember Rakashi!"

called Rakashi...

"no no!"

"It's not a first name, it's a last name!"

Just when I seemed to think of something, he suddenly shook his head quickly, denying his previous words.

"No, it's not, cough cough!"

"I don't know, I, my name is Lakashi, hehe, it's not a first name or a last name!"

This affirmative look... Looking at me like this, do you hope that I can praise him a little bit?
After whispering for a while, my "old senior" raised his head with certainty, and looked straight at me.

As if thinking of something to be proud of, he showed a somewhat haughty smile.

It's the first time I've seen him show such emotion.

"Okay, okay! Lakashi is awesome, I can even remember this!"

Well, why don't you praise him a little bit?
"Hey Hey Hey……"

It can be seen that this kind of laughter is from the heart, so the credibility of the things he said before can be improved to a certain extent.

If so, can you tell me more?

"You said before that his child died too, didn't you?"

"Yes, dead, dead..."

It could be seen that although his eyes were cloudy, the emotion he expressed was quite direct.

When the word "death" was mentioned, there was obvious regret.

"Then, I..."

Gee!
How to ask this question?

Is it possible to ask him directly: "Then what am I?"

"I don't know, hey, but you look like him, like him!"

"So I know you didn't lie to me, you didn't lie to me, I'm old, but I can still see it, hehe, I can see it!"

At this time, I was still worried that I would suspect him. Why did it give me the illusion that the villain would sue first?

Moral and the others are also back, and there is plenty of time.

Talk to him again.

"Is it really their son who died?"

"Hey, what's your problem? Is it possible, is it possible that children can still have fake ones, fake ones!"

So this kind of affirmative answer, that is to say, do I really have a brother who has died?

Maybe it's because I didn't go through my brain when I asked this question. I should ask him how the child died first.

"Then do you have any impression of me?"

Or ask him first to see if he has any impression of me, so that he may be able to infer the time when these things happened.

"Well, I don't know, hey, I don't know you, I don't know you!"

The answer is straightforward and yes.

But there is a question, if my mother had died at that time, then how on earth did I come here?

Am I not...

Gee!
"Then do you know how he died?"

Look into his eyes, but there is no fluctuation at all, it really doesn't look like you are making something up.

If what he said wasn't something he made up to lie to me, what about my life, maybe even other stories?

That's not right?
He had just said before that I was so much like my father that he mistook me for my father when he first saw me.

There are so many strange things in it!
"He, he... is still Dump! Dump!"

Is it him again?
"It's all his fault, it's his fault, it's his fault!"

The old man in front of him yelled out this name again, a name that had something to do with "them".

Damned my parents and didn't even spare my brother!

Even if there is a more strange problem presented in front of me now, but this person...

It seems that I really want to take this name to heart.

"Okay, okay, I get it, don't worry, don't worry!"

"Then can you tell me who Dump is?"

At least after hearing this, I need to figure out this problem now.

If you have a chance in the future, you must get to know this Dump who has a close relationship with me.

"Just tell me, what does he have to do with you?"

If you let him speak directly, you will definitely fall into the fear of "them" like before, and it will become difficult to communicate.

So first guide his thinking in another direction to avoid awakening his inner fear.

"With us...with us, ahem, ahem!...he can control us, they persecute...he..."

From this point of view, there should be no other way.

I can only know that my parents and this old master once served on a ship, and this Dump is an officer who can manage them, right?

In this way, I have to find a way to check my father's service record, and if there are really powerful people who deliberately deal with my father, they will definitely not leave such obvious evidence!

If you really want to know something, have you tried to get in touch with the Alliance Navy?
Think of something, Grandpa, I'm calling you Grandpa, please, think of something!

"He, we call him the captain, to him is our captain, hey, cough cough!"

captain……

I thought it was a middle and lower rank officer!
That would be easy, but you still have to find a way to get service records or other registration records.

Is it finally necessary to find a way to contact the alliance navy?
Moreover, in an organization as big as the Alliance Navy, how easy is it for me to find records about my parents?

Thinking about it carefully, even when someone is deliberately covering it up, it is really tantamount to finding a needle in a haystack.

Then you want to give up... Lin Man?
I have always claimed that I am the most cost-effective person, and I have always had clear goals and constantly looking for ways to achieve them.

But now this situation makes me helpless.

It's not helpless, but the way I can think of, there is almost no effective means of simplification!
hateful!

Do you really want me to walk up to the Union Naval facility and ask them for these records?

How is this different from suicide?
In all seriousness, suicide might be more respectable.

"Can you think of anything else? About this Dump."

In the end, I can only hope that the old man in front of me can remember some characteristics about him.

At least if I really look for it in the future, I hope I won't lose sight of it.

"I, let me think about it, ahem, let me think about it!"

"I can think of it, I..."

"By the way, he has one eye, yes, yes, cough cough!"

"It's blind! It's blind!"

(End of this chapter)