death of hope

Chapter 767 "Savage Growth" (184) Enforcement of Family Laws (Segment 6)

"Takasugi confessed the facts, about how you fell, the secret that you are ashamed to tell,

Shame on you, man. "Shanshan Tetsuya stared at his brother and said.

Wentai didn't dare to look at him at all, like a child who broke a vase, hesitantly said;
"I don't want to be like this either..."

"Brother, where did all this start?"

"Looking back...it's really stupid and ridiculous. In the beginning, it was because of gout..."

"gout?"

Tetsuya frowned slightly, feeling very surprised. He really couldn't connect this common symptom with his brother's betrayal.

"Yes, I've had gout for a few years."

"Brother never mentioned it."

"I am relatively introverted. I always keep things to myself and don't tell them. I hide my illness from everyone."

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Tetsuya Yamama's eyes lit up as he recalled, "I remember that my brother liked to watch sumo matches.

Every time I watch it, I eat seafood teppanyaki and drink cold beer. Is this the reason? "

"It's... because of this bad habit, which leads to abnormal purine metabolism.
Over time, urate crystals have been deposited in various joints, which is called tophi. It has become more and more serious since last year.

These damn stones were close to the articular cartilage, constantly stimulating the pain nerves, and the pain kept me awake for half the night..."

"Why don't you find a doctor? My brother is not the kind of person who hides his illness and avoids medical treatment."

"Looking for it, looking for it from the beginning," Shanbunta said with a wry smile:

"The doctor said that my situation is quite special. There is bacterial infection in the lesion.

I need to take some antibiotics and wait until the inflammation and swelling subside before arranging surgery to remove the tophi. The doctor also said that my metabolic function is disordered and my purine level cannot be lowered. It will definitely recur and cannot be completely cured. "

Tetsuya frowned and said, "You mean... you have to endure the pain for a long time?"

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"That's what it is, brother," replied Bunta bitterly;

“I was really desperate at that time, and I felt like I was depressed.

I am not even in the mood to watch the sumo yokozuna competition, I don’t dare to eat seafood teppanyaki, and I don’t dare to drink beer. All my hobbies are gone...

There was no time to take into account the side effects of medicines, so I drank antibiotics and painkillers in large quantities and ate them like jelly beans. It worked quite well at first, and there was almost no pain at all, but as drug resistance emerged, it was difficult to suppress the pain anymore even if the dosage was increased...

This is not a terminal illness, but it tortures people's minds.

I have been hiding this from everyone. Only a few close friends around me know about it. I just endure it day by day. I feel like I will die from the pain before I can wait for the first surgery...

One day, Military Advisor Takasugi knocked on the door and said that he had obtained a special medicine.

I didn't have much hope at first, but when I took the first pill, it felt... simply...

It feels as comfortable as lying on a cloud, without the constraints of gravity, and the colorful and dreamy scenery emerges from my mind...

The complaints of the younger brothers, the deficit in the financial statements, the news of the economic crisis, all the worries and worries were thrown away.
The whole world seems to be clean, as if the tophi never existed...

I'm not stupid, I have common sense, I know it's an illusion, I'm deceiving myself,

I know that the capsule contains nothing interesting.

I also know how much my father hates this thing. No matter how much money it makes, he will never allow anyone in the gang to touch it...

I am the eldest son of the family, how can I break this taboo?
But...but...I can't stand the pain that goes deep into my bones anymore,

Starting from the third time, I fell and lost my mind...

I began to actively ask for that thing from Takasugi, falling into decadence and sinking...

When I asked Takasugi for the capsule for the fourth time, he made a request and asked me to cooperate with the Kyokushin Group...

I was very angry and put him under house arrest, ready to hand him over to Uncle Deng.
I planned to quit this damn thing, but once I stopped, it felt like...

It seems that there are thousands of insects and ants in every blood vessel, making it unbearably itchy. It is a torture that no mortal can bear...

I sent people to find drug dealers, but they couldn’t buy the same type...the medicine was too weak..."

Speaking of this, Yamabumi Tai let out a long sigh:

"In the end, I surrendered.

I released Takasugi and promised him that as long as he could get the capsule, I would do anything.

The devil handed over the parchment, and I signed it,
Betray your family, betray your gang, and become a puppet in the hands of the devil..."