I push the child!

Chapter 132 131. First love
The girl who always called him stupid finally left him, and they didn't even say a formal goodbye before leaving.

In fact, Tokyo is so small that you can fly from any corner of Tokyo to Karuizawa in one night. But two days have passed, and the phone call to ask for help has still not come through.

He actually has countless reasons to try to contact the other party, but only one reason is enough for him to do nothing, because Ogura Yuki did not contact him.

What was this girl who was never weak thinking about at the last moment before leaving? Makimura Taku didn't have the courage to think about it.

Yesterday Hoshino said she liked him, but he still hasn't fully recovered yet.

He sat on the chair in the room, and everything in front of him was as familiar as usual, the scattered and unfilled bookshelves, the wicker chairs shaking in the air, the long table surrounded by seats, and the lonely coffee machine in the corner. Not even plugged in.

His eyes fell on the coffee machine. When Ogura Yukiri left it here against all the opinions, it was useless even Kabutaki Masaru objected.

Next to the coffee machine, there were books that she had been too lazy to put back on the bookshelf. The bookmarks were half exposed, but now she was no longer here.

While Makimura Taku was pondering, Hoshino Ai brought over the brewed tea, and the aroma of black tea spread in the room instantly.

She was wearing a sweatshirt and trousers today, and her hair was tied up with a silver hairpin. She looked so cute and ladylike, even though she was not wearing a skirt, she gave people the feeling of a housewife.

"Thank you."

"Absent-minded?"

"No."

"Lie." Hoshino Ai sat down next to him.

Makimura raised his eyebrows, never expecting that one day he would become a fool trapped in love.

He had read a book before, which said that the most important thing to avoid pain is not to establish too close bonds with other people. Now Hoshino Ai is the same, and so is Ogura Yuki.

"Thinking about her?" Hoshino Ai supported his head and spoke in a gentle tone, neither happy nor angry.

Makimura Taku shook his head. He didn't say no. He shook his head to stop the topic.

He didn't want to talk about Ogura Yuki in front of Hoshino Ai, which made him feel like a very scumbag.

Hoshino Ai's tone rose and she hummed. Even if she didn't have the ability to see through lies, she could still understand Makimura Taku's meaning. She was silent for a while.

"Feel sorry."

"Don't apologize."

"I always feel like it makes you uncomfortable?" Taku Makimura asked hesitantly.

"No, why would it be uncomfortable?"

"lie."

"..." Hoshino Ai kept her mouth shut. She actually wanted to say don't ask me this, let's just stop here. But Makimura Taku cheated. He could see through the lie. Hoshino Ai felt like he had been caught.

She whispered, "Well, a little bit, it's a little uncomfortable, just a little bit. Of course, I don't blame you, Makimura, nor Yuki. It's just that I am too selfish. I want to completely possess you, Because you are mine..."

At the end of the sentence, her voice had completely disappeared. She was neither whispering nor mumbling. She hid the last words forever, hiding them in her heart and no one could hear them.

Makimura Taku felt his heart skip a beat, as if there was an electric current running along the Tianling Gai all the way to his toes, and the heart that was always pretending was about to melt.

Until this moment, Hoshino Ai had never said a word of blame to him, but still thought that her love was not thorough enough and that she had always been full of selfish desires.

He realized that all his faults came down to relying too much on his ability to detect lies.

Do you need a reason to love someone? Don't need it? do you need? What if the love is a lie? If this lie lasts for a lifetime, wouldn't it be a lifelong love?

Hoshino Ai slowly lowered her head. She didn't know what Taku Makimura would think about her after saying these words.

She hid most of her face in her arms, leaving only her eyes covered by thick eyelashes.

Makimura Taku sat across from her in silence for a long time. Finally, he held Hoshino Ai's finger and said softly to her surprised and speechless expression, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

After that day, his relationship with Hoshino Ai seemed to have changed.

They began to try more things that lovers would do: going to theaters together, eating together, reading books together, going out on dates during holidays, and talking on the phone late at night when no one was around.

They would try to hold hands when Ai Hoshino came to visit his house, and they would lean against each other when sitting on the sofa watching ghost movies.

Apart from kissing, they started to act like a real couple.

In the last week before the recording of "Now Love" resumes, Taku Makimura went to the theater troupe very early.

He knocked on the door and walked into the room. Only two of the twelve lights in the room were on. The lights were energy-saving yellow, and the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was white.

Inside the half-closed curtains, there was someone standing behind the bookcase in the dim space. It was Hoshino Ai with her hair tied up. Hoshino Ai had arrived here earlier than him.

"Morning... good morning."

"Good morning." Makimura Taku nodded.

Hoshino Ai was a little nervous, suddenly and inexplicably nervous.

Ever since Taku Makimura said to her that day, "I'm sorry, it's my fault," she felt like her life was becoming more and more misty every day.

It seemed that everything she had experienced during this period was a dream. Sooner or later, she would wake up from an empty room and look out the window at the dark and hazy sky and say that it was indeed a lie.

Taku Makimura is also unnatural, half of it is because Hoshino's unnatural love makes him unnatural, and the other half is because he is not very good at falling in love.

What to do when falling in love? Where do you go on a date? What should you say when you are alone? A person as knowledgeable as him still has to read other people's love stories every day to learn.

He felt that after these days, he no longer looked like himself. The jokes he could make and the teasing words he could say were no longer suitable for him to say now.

Both of them are first loves, and first loves are always cautious, for fear of saying something that shouldn't be said and making the other person think too much, even if the words are simple and ordinary.

This feeling of having to think carefully before speaking almost made Taku Makimura wonder if his brain had burned out one night.

Hoshino Ai hurriedly ran over and turned on all the lights. She pressed the energy-saving mode and normal lighting back and forth several times. She was really too nervous.

Taku Makimura unnaturally walked over and opened the curtains. He felt uncomfortable and closed the curtains again. There were only a few scattered people walking on the street under the fish-belly white sky. There was no sound inside or outside, and he was also nervous. .

"That..." they both said at the same time.

"You say it first." They both said at the same time.

"Then let me first..." they both said at the same time.

Hoshino Ai was so nervous that she almost bubbled.

She said, "I'll make you tea!"

"We've run out of tea," Taku Makimura said.

(End of this chapter)