I push the child!

Chapter 83. No matter what he does, they all decide

After nine o'clock, the sun rises and the breeze is pleasant.

With the hairpin removed, Ogura Yuki didn't care to tidy up his somewhat messy hair.

Her blue and white skirt fluttered like a flag, and her high-waisted top with a ruffled collar looked equally fluffy.

She hung her hands on Makimura Taku's body, closed her eyes, and sucked him greedily with her lips, as if to suck all his breath away.

"I like you..." Her hands were still hanging on Mucun Taku's body, but her face was quietly separated.

When the two looked at each other, Mucuntuo found that her face was so rosy, and her eyes looked sad and slightly dull.

Her mouth is small, but delicate and beautiful, with some kind of lip gloss on her lips.

"If I possess you first," she cried just now, her voice sounded like they were glued together, "is it possible to possess you before anyone else?"

Makimura Taku could still smell the scent of lip gloss.

He looked at Yuki Ogura, Yuki Ogura's face was close at hand, and a few black hairs were bound by tears on her face.

It seemed that she should cry again, as long as Mu Cuntuo spoke.

"Even if Xiao Ai came first, even if she met you first. As long as I occupy you first," she said with a sob, "As long as this is the case, you are mine. Right?"

The sound of the wind was so warm that it was a little messy.The sun penetrated through the gaps in the leaves, and the bright light fell all the way to the door of the bookstore.

The footsteps around came back again, but the other pictures in the field of vision were still not very clear. Yuki Ogura, whose back was facing the sun, had his whole face in the shadows.

She pursed her lips tightly and her nose twitched slightly. Mu Cuntuo looked at her expression and hesitated for a moment.

She really likes herself, whether it's "I like you" or "I like you the most", she doesn't lie.

This is where she differs from Ai Hoshino.

"Why me?"

Ogura Yuki opened his eyes wide, his pupils constricted uncontrollably.

"Who knows, how do I know?" She wiped her tears with her arm, "I just like you, from the very beginning. When I can't see you, I will always miss you, why you... I just I want to ask, what is so good about you? Apart from being good-looking, you have nothing at all. You are obviously a gentle person, but you always treat me so much. Why do I always like you. But I just like you..."

At the end, she lost all strength in her body, stepped back a few steps, and walked away from Mucuntuo's arms.

Mu Cuntuo's face had a stagnant expression. If possible, he didn't want this young lady who had been taking good care of him to feel any sadness.

He actually understands Yuki Ogura's goodness, and also understands that she is more delicate and optimistic than others.

Because of this, he used to subconsciously say some loose words, because he didn't want to fully accept her kindness, didn't want to depend on her, and didn't want to be depended on by her.

When he realized that the one he liked might be Ai Hoshino, it was difficult to do what he had written in the plan: treat everyone equally.

"I can't answer you right now."

Ogura Yuki said: "...But I like you."

"I understand." Makimura said, "But I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to myself. Although I can't be 100% sure, I should like Ai Hoshino."

Ai Hoshino.Hearing this name again, Yuki Ogura became calm instead.

She lowered her head, put her right hand on her chest as if feeling her heartbeat, and pulled up the ruffled neckline.

Makimura Taku looked at her, her hand dropped silently from the air, and then clenched her fist close to her body.

A faint voice came out of her mouth: "Mucun."

"Ah."

"Do you know that it's too much to mention another girl's name in front of a girl?"

Mu Cuntuo pondered for a moment: "I know, but I can't lie."

A gentle breeze blew the ends of her hair.Ogura Yuki raised his head, the tears on his cheeks could no longer be seen clearly.

"Even if it makes me sad to death, you still have to say it?"

"Ask again, and I will give the same answer as before."

"..." She smiled reluctantly, "Yes. You are really honest, Mucun."

"I don't want to see you sad."

"It's sad enough now."

"If only this time."

She looked at Makimura Taku, then at the water-blue hairpin in her hand, shook her head bitterly, and then took a deep breath.

"The question that was not answered last time," she broke off her hairpin, "can you still answer me now?"

"Last time?"

"The time outside the dressing room door."

Makimura Taku had a little impression: "Well, no problem."

"And tell me the truth."

"I won't lie to you."

She smiled, even though there was no joy in it.

She pinned the water-blue hairpin back, and her smooth black hair was completely bound to one side.

The blue and white skirt was blown up again by the wind, together with the bangs she didn't hold down, the clouds in June floated all over the sky, but they couldn't cover the light shining on her body.

"Even if it's just for a moment," she closed her eyes, hiding the sadness inside, dimples appeared on her face, "Have you ever liked me?"

The sunlight penetrated through the heavy cover, dancing on her shoulders, and the petals of the street trees fell, blending with her delicate body, like a realistic oil painting.

In Karuizawa, in Tokyo.Taku Makimura couldn't deny that when he thought he would never see Ai Hoshino, his heart once belonged to Yuki Ogura, even though the feeling was faint.

"Maybe……"

"Like it?"

"If it refers to a specific time," Makimura said, "maybe. How should I put it, you are also a person worthy of others' hearts."

"This sentence is not a lie, is it?" She confirmed again and again.

"Yeah." Makimura nodded.

Bewilderment and joy, as well as various indescribably complex expressions, flashed through her eyes.

"I see." She lowered her head and looked at the black sandals under her feet.

Makimura Taku didn't know what to say: "Sorry."

"No, no apology."

"If you were happier, I wouldn't apologize."

"I won't be happy if I apologize." She said, "However, there is one thing I want to tell you, Makimura Taku."

"what?"

"I still like you."

"..."

"Even if you don't like me now, I still like you," she straightened up, her clothes set off the beautiful curve of her chest, "I want you to be mine."

Makimura Taku was stunned.

"You're only mine."

"I……"

"You've already kissed me, Mucun." Yuki Ogura took two steps forward, "Whether you like it or not, you are still responsible to me."

"But that's not what I want to do..."

"If you once fell in love with me, then you will definitely be able to fall in love a second time."

"There is no pattern at all before and after."

"Whoever comes first will get you."

"What kind of prize am I..."

"The most important thing is, I like you." She suddenly whispered close to her ear, "As long as there is a little chance, I will never... let it go easily."

The warm breath brushed past Mucuntuo's ears, the hairs all over his body stood on end for a moment, and goosebumps appeared on his forearms, but they disappeared quickly.

Ogura Yuki stepped back, separated from his body, and the two looked at each other with a distance of about one meter.

The sun was milder than before, and the oak leaves rustled in June.

"I'll get you, Makimura." Ogura Yuki said, "Starting today."

She ran away and disappeared across the road.Looking at the direction she left for a while, Mucun Taku was speechless for a while, he let out a breath, and went straight back to the second floor of the library, where Ai Hoshino was still sitting there obediently.

"Where's Yuki?" Ai Hoshino asked, and she helped Mucuntuo pull out the chair under the table.

Mu Cuntuo didn't know too well, so he sat down and shook his head: "I ran away suddenly and didn't say anything."

"That's it." Ai Hoshino turned her face back to her book, and said after a few seconds, "It's been a long time, and you only talked about salary?"

"Hmm..." Mu Cuntuo covered his mouth, "It's more complicated than that."

"Is it all right?"

"……Hard to say."

She suddenly held Mucuntuo's hand from below, and Mucuntuo froze for a moment, then turned to look at her.

Hoshino Ai's expression was unusually calm.

"Can I do this?" she asked.

Makimura Taku could feel her slightly cold body temperature: "Yes..."

She clenched her hand even tighter, and Makimura Takumi was a little absent-minded.

Hoshino Ai turned all her eyes back to the book again, but under the table she nonchalantly took Mucun Taku's hand and put it on her lap.

She was wearing shorts, and her exposed skin was like white porcelain.

"I like you." She said, staring at her book.

Mu Cuntuo looked at her and murmured in an extremely weak voice: "Lies."

"..." Ai Hoshino turned her face away.

After eleven o'clock, the two put the book back in place and left the library.

They first went to an ordinary restaurant for lunch, and Makimura paid the bill.

Ai Hoshino was very embarrassed, explaining that I invited you out, and I should pay for it, Taku Makimura said it didn't matter.

Ai Hoshino clapped her hands, and suggested that she should eat a dessert before the audition, but Makimura Taku refused.

"Aren't you going?" Ai Hoshino asked.

"I'm really full." Mu Cuntuo shook his head, "Maybe next time?"

"Alright then." Ai Hoshino was a little frustrated.

After leaving the store, they went straight to the theater.

The audition starts at two o'clock, and I'm leaving now, I guess I'll have to rest there for a while.

However, there are books to read in the troupe, as well as tea and coffee to drink, so killing time is basically a no-brainer.

They passed along the street without even admiring the scenery on both sides.

Usually Ai Hoshino walked in front, but now she was deliberately two steps behind, looking at Makimura Taku's back from behind.

She actually wanted to run up to hold Taku Makimura's hand and stand side by side with him.

But from Hoshino Ai's point of view, Makimura Takumi's wishes don't seem to be very strong, whether it's her illusion or not, let this matter go.

When they reached the downstairs of the troupe, the managers confirmed their identities and allowed them to enter.

They took the elevator upstairs and walked through the corridor. Ai Hoshino took out the key from the satchel and opened the door of the training room.

Bookcases full of idol-related books came into view first, and the tables and chairs were still placed as they were when they left last time.

The golden sunlight slanted in from the floor-to-ceiling windows at an angle of seventy or eighty, and the surrounding area was quiet.

Makimura Taku found a seat and sat down, and Hoshino Ai put the bag on the table in front of him.

She stared at the light sneakers and went to the water heater, and asked Mucuntuo if he wanted some tea, and Mucuntuo waved his hand.

Hoshino Ai responded, and walked back step by step.

She went to the bookcase to find the book she hadn't finished last time, and sat down in front of Makimura Taku.

Makimura Taku put his head on his hands, ready to sleep on the chair for a while.

He closed his eyes, and then he heard Hoshino talking.

"Makimura."

"Ok?"

"Are you tired today?"

"No." He said, "What's the matter? Asking this all of a sudden."

"It's okay, nothing." Ai Hoshino opened the book.

Mu Cuntuo closed his eyes again, and about ten seconds later, Ai Hoshino considered his vocabulary again and said, "I always feel..."

"Ok?"

"I always feel that something is wrong with you."

Makimura Taku wasn't going to sleep anymore, he sat up straight with his upper body, Hoshino Ai closed the book with a snap, and then kept looking at him.

"What's the matter?"

"I just wanted to ask you this." Ai Hoshino said.

"I?"

"That's right, you've been in trouble since this morning... No, you haven't been quite right since we met today."

"No way?" Mu Cuntuo looked away and scratched his earlobe.

"Why not?"

"I didn't do anything weird, did I?"

"I didn't do it." Ai Hoshino said, she put on a worried expression, and suddenly leaned forward a few degrees, "But there is something wrong that I can't tell!"

Mucun Takuo pondered for a while, and Hoshino Ai asked again: "Is it because I did something strange? Mucun."

"Strange thing?" Mucuntuo thought for a while, except for the lie that made him feel lost over and over again, there was nothing strange, "To be honest, there may be, but..."

"Do you not like holding hands?" Ai Hoshino interrupted him.

"what?"

"You didn't want to hold hands from the moment we met, didn't you, did you resist this matter?"

"It's not because of this..."

"Or, for this kind..." She blushed a little, lowered her head, "it's hard to accept this kind of thing that is more intimate, dear, dear, intimate?"

"……You think too much."

As if Hoshino Ai didn't hear, she talked to herself:
"I read some books yesterday. They all said that boys are more proficient in this kind of thing, but they are also shy. Yes, girls need to take the initiative first." She blushed and was about to steam, "So , so, you are kind of shy, right?"

"No..." Mu Cuntuo fell silent. In terms of shyness, Ai Hoshino is unparalleled.

"Also, for an artist, shouldn't it be better to be restrained in this kind of thing?" She asked in a low voice, "A book I read a few days ago said that no matter if you are an idol or an actor, you are not allowed to fall in love... "

Having said that, she suddenly raised her head as if remembering:

"By the way, is it because of this reason that you seem to be alienated from me today? Mucun."

"...Although this is indeed something to pay attention to." Mu Cuntuo looked at her, "But, what kind of book are you reading? Is there a book on the shelf that mentions this?"

Hoshino Ai didn't answer, just said: "I understand."

"what?"

"Whether it's shyness or other reasons," she seemed to make up her mind, "I will pay more attention in the future."

"You mean holding hands?"

She shook her head, and then she looked ashamed to speak again:

"I will keep the matter of falling in love a secret from everyone."

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