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Chapter 33 The Lonely Girl Jian Youyue
In front of a morning tea house, a girl hesitated, looking like she wanted to go in but was uneasy.

"My name is Jian Youyue, an ordinary girl."

"In my impression, I haven't had many friends since kindergarten."

She couldn't help recalling the beginning of all nightmares.

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【Location: Kindergarten】

[Time: When Jian Youyue was 5 years old]

"Whoever wants to play hide-and-seek with the teacher, come with me!"

A girl in the big class stood up and shouted.

Soon, the little people in the classroom became lively, and a group of people followed in a hurry.

"With so many people, how could the teacher not find them?"

"But... it looks fun, and I want to play with them too, if it doesn't make the teacher angry."

In this way, tangled and hesitated for a while, I missed the opportunity.

"I~ I want to play with everyone too!"

When I came back to my senses and said this, there was no one in the big class except me.

This situation did not improve after growing up a little.

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[Location: Suburbs of Tiandu City]

[Time: Jian Youchu graduated from middle school]

Graduation was approaching, and when the teachers organized the students to go out to clean the tombs of the martyrs, everyone divided into groups and planned to have an outdoor picnic after cleaning.

As expected, everyone was divided into groups, and I was the only one left.

I ended up being the lonely kid eating with the teachers.

Actually, I know, everyone thinks I'm weird.

After all, sometimes I can see "dirty things" and tell them, but they don't believe me and look at me with weird eyes.

So just like that, spring goes and autumn comes...

……

……

"I am back!"

One day when I came home, I suddenly realized that my senior year in high school was over.

On the day when I finished my registration at Tiandu University, I didn't stay to see what clubs to join, but went straight home from school like in high school.

After all, my home is very close to Tiandu University.

On the night before the official start of school, I turned on my phone, and the messages I received on my phone were either from my mother or scam text messages.

Those who cheat are more concerned about me than outsiders, this is me, Jian Youyue.

That year, I was a freshman.

"Actually, I occasionally think, is this going to be okay?"

"Wouldn't you be eliminated by the society directly, and become a rice bug who eats the rice at home?"

But it may be because I often see dirty things. When I talk to people, I always talk about him. I don’t even dare to look into their eyes, for fear of seeing those things in the reflection of their eyes, and then being caught Those dirty things get tangled up.

After all... this is not the first time.

Maybe that's why I'm getting more and more withdrawn.

After all, such an attitude will always make people think that I am ignoring them.

"Ah Yue, do you want to watch TV?"

That's what my dad asked me that night.

"Nothing to see, Dad."

I said so, but turned on the TV anyway.

……

On TV, the final of the super-large talent show "Dream Making CHR001" officially ended.

The girl who debuted at the C position who became popular, held the championship trophy in her hand and wiped her tears excitedly on the stage.

The host smiled and said:
"So Xu Ruoxi, after becoming the center of CHR001, what do you want to say to the next generation?"

On the TV, Xu Ruoxi showed a sad smile and said:
"Actually, when I was in school, I liked to hide in the corner of the classroom and pretend to read books. I didn't have many friends. I am very grateful to the CHR production team for giving me this opportunity."

"But now you have become a muse girl who is loved by young people. After forming the [CHR001] girl group, Ruoxi, you must also work hard!"

"Well, I will, after all, lonely people can shine in girl groups!"

"That's true, so please enjoy, [CHR001]'s debut song after forming a group - "Dreams Reborn Several Times"!!!"

Music sounded.

"Stars that Shine in the Night Sky"

"On the other side of billions of light years"

"Despite the deep despair"

"Turned into infinite darkness"

"The Truth Comes Through"

"Relying on the long river of time"

"The meaning of that radiance"

"Who can read it?"

……

At this time, I can no longer hear the debut song on TV.

I just remember that girl named Xu Ruoxi said to her with bright eyes and kind eyes on the stage:

"Lonely people can also shine in girl groups!"

"If it's me, is it okay?"

I turned my head to my father and said:
"Dad, I remember you used to play music too!"

"Of course, do you need it? Dad used this to abduct your mother from Guanzhong to Tiandu. You should know how to get it yourself, right?"

"Ok!"

"So, Youyue is also starting to be interested in music!"

"Because~ if I can join a team, maybe I also have a chance to shine?!"

……

That day, I took the guitar out of my locked dad's room.

Practice guitar, join a band, attract attention, and become a man of the day on campus!
then……

"Then what happened?"

"Huh? Why is there an extra game on the phone?"

Forget it, let's practice first!
In order to have a skill that can be recognized by others, I leave the learning school and go home to play the guitar after class every day, and continue to practice intensively.

At that time, I may not have thought that the following story would change from that night.

then……

"Why am I only a junior?"

"Didn't make it to the freshman party!"

"The band members could not be found!!"

"Even because I went home after class, I didn't make new friends in college!!"

"Isn't that nothing changed?"

hateful!

It was agreed not to be a squatting at home, but looking back on the past three years, he was either practicing guitar or playing "Deceitful Way", obviously wanting to get rid of his identity as a house guard!
Why is this!

But, to be honest, I still have a team!
There was a happy smile on the girl's face.

Although it is not a so-called band, it is a member of the Tiandu branch of the [Spark] organization, and is an auxiliary conjurer of the [Nan Feiyan] team with an official number.

Ah~ Although life as a conjurer is quite dangerous, but being able to communicate with people normally, looking back now, it is really a good memory!
The premise is that if I didn’t cause a problem with [猼騑心奸] because of that accident!
The Heart Mantra is the most precious gift I have obtained from the world of mountains and seas.

It only needs to consume mana, and it can give me the courage to take a big step forward. Thanks to this mantra, I can finally get out of the house, meet people, and even communicate with my teammates normally.

But I lost it again.

Without the courage bestowed by spells, I even had problems casting spells quickly in a tense environment. I could only become a target in battle, and even almost made a big mistake because of it.

Later... Later I voluntarily applied to quit the team.

Nested at home, I returned to the life where no one was with me except my parents.

An unprecedented fear crept into my heart. This time, I felt more difficult than before.

Not long after, I, who didn't want to go back to the old life, quietly resubmitted the application to the organization to participate in the magician's activities.

So, today, today!
I think, standing in front of the morning tea house, I am not the same as before!

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"Pretty girl, do you want to come in for morning tea?" The proprietress at the door called out to Jian Youyue.

Jian Youyue was startled immediately, took a few steps back, and hid behind the flower bed.

"Damn it, I was supposed to reply and let someone take me upstairs, but it turned out like this, and I didn't say anything."

Jian Youyue gritted her silver teeth, feeling more and more uncomfortable.

"Even if you can't go back to [Nan Feiyan] team, at least... don't let me hide alone again!"

Just as she was thinking this, the phone rang.

"It's the phone call from that pretty big sister Jiang Meng!"

Jian Youyue answered immediately.

We chatted a few words in a low voice, and when asked why I didn't go in, she mumbled a few words, not knowing how to explain, she said with a slightly crying voice:

"But there are too many people inside, I dare not go in!"

"It's embarrassing, but there are really many people inside..."

In the end, it was Sister Meng who came down in person and took me upstairs.

There, I got to see two new teammates as I wished.

It's just that these two new teammates don't seem to get along very well.

Especially the boy who had a good time talking with others.

I don't know why, it's obvious that he chatted happily with others, but it seems that there is an impenetrable veil between him and others.

"I see, that feeling...isn't it me?"

"Just, why can he communicate with others like nothing happened?"

"Ah! He's looking at me!"

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It took Jiang Meng a little effort to let Jian Youyue, who was trying so hard to shrink herself into the sportswear, sit down.

"Jane Youyue, your last teammate, she was originally a very reliable auxiliary conjurer.

But now due to some special reasons, although the foundation is still there, it can no longer be regarded as a senior conjurer and needs to start all over again. "

When Jiang Meng introduced her to the two of them, Jian Youyue kept her head down, her cheeks were a little red, and she wanted to raise her head to take a look at the two of them.

"I~ Goose Goose is..."

She raised her head and glanced at Ning Pingle.

The expression froze, and then the conversation stopped.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooah

She lowered her head in pain, tried her best to lean back into the stool, and never spoke again.

"I don't think I look so scary, do I?" Ning Pingle said helplessly.

Where did this little swan come from?
Jiang Meng sighed, hugged Little Swan gently, turned to Ning Pingle and said: "Jian Youyue's situation is a bit special, she hasn't had much contact with outsiders since more than three years ago, and she is somewhat not good at communicating with people.

But don't worry, the auxiliary spells mastered by this child, from strong control to soft support to healing to heart strengthening, are almost perfectly configured.

Even if something goes wrong now, the healing and status buff abilities alone are enough to meet your needs in low-level missions. "

Ning Pingle nodded to express his understanding.

Seeing that Jiang Meng praised Jian Youyue greatly, he looked at the girl with a scrutinizing gaze.

　Street diary:
　　【Goldfinger Joke】

　　A few days ago, someone mentioned a plot in the old book "Reincarnated Succubus". Although it was a certain plot similar to Morningstar Lolita, I didn't pay much attention to this matter at first, but that day, the new book and the old book were two. All this chapter has mentioned the collision setting.

　　Then I took a closer look at the content, and someone reminded me later that I remembered that this part of the plot seems to be quite similar.

　　On the one hand, he was a little worried about his content being slightly crashed, and on the other hand, he was secretly happy that he had stolen three points of luck from the boss.

　　It’s ashamed to say that Luoluo’s way of collecting folk songs is to browse animations, movies, novels, short videos… a series of mostly vegetarian dishes to expand her lacking brain.

　　Sometimes when I think about it, it’s really hard to say whether what I wrote was an inspiration, or whether I read someone else’s stuff at a certain moment and left a little impression.

　　(Comment: The point is not that the content and settings collided. In fact, this is very common in the circle. The main reason is that the two chapters before and after are mentioned together. I was a little confused after reading it. My head is so itchy. It’s not that I want to grow my brain Come on!

　　Of course, the funniest thing is the second one that says I'm inhaling luck, and the content is in the next chapter.

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