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I had a sudden toothache the day before yesterday, and the painkillers didn't help. I took time off work this morning to see the doctor, and they said my tooth was cracked.

The doctor said you must have bitten something hard.

I said no.

The doctor asked how he was doing recently.

The schedule I am talking about is very fixed. I go to work during the day, code words at night, and go to bed at 3 o’clock in the middle of the night.

The doctor continued to ask if I have been under a lot of pressure recently and if I am in good spirits.

I said that it is very big, extremely big, and the spirit is average.

Especially in the past few days, I don't know how to write every day when I type, and I stare at the screen for hours in a daze, and my hair starts to fall out.

The doctor said that’s right. Disordered work and rest and high stress are also the triggers. Your teeth will still become inflamed if you continue like this. The nerves are picky. First, take medicine to mend it, and then make a crown.
After the tooth was filled, the toothache disappeared, and the whole person felt much refreshed.

When I got home and looked at the computer screen, the stress came up again.

Teeth are just a standard, and the pressure of writing is the foundation.

But this book is really hard to solve.

Recently, I feel very tired to write, and the pressure is really great.

At present, the order for this book is [-], but I always feel that I am not worthy of this score.

The previous books were all ordered at [-], which is not a huge hit, but it is basically the same. This kind of score actually has a good side for new authors, that is, the pressure will not be great.

So the mentality at that time was actually quite relaxed. Anyway, it was the first book, so I could write whatever I wanted, and I didn’t have to think too much about whether the plot was reasonable or not, whether the characters would be plump or not, and the completion of the book was a success.

But now the score has increased by more than three times, and the number of words is tens of thousands to win the high-quality label, and with it, the readers' requirements will be higher.

But my writing ability is limited, and the character creation, plot rhythm and other aspects have not achieved what I think, or what the readers think this achievement should have.

The key is that my brain is not so bright, my talent is limited, and I can't quickly summarize and make rapid progress.

So the feeling of being uncoordinated with virtue became more and more intense.

In this way, it is very difficult to write, the daily word count feels like constipation, and the daily [-] characters agreed upon is like a fantasy.

The pressure of updating, the quality of articles, the pressure of readers' disappointment, and the sense of loss of success because of unstable performance have made the whole person very depressed these days.

At noon, I thought that while I was on leave, my dental problem was temporarily resolved, and I was not in the mood to start writing, so I took out the bicycle I hadn’t ridden for a long time and went for a walk. Pork Belly and Duck Soup.

As a result, not long after I went out, it rained again, and it quickly changed from drizzle to heavy rain, and I became a dog.

Being so irritated by God, I went home and took a shower, and my head was much clearer.

Turning on the news on my mobile phone, I glanced at today's stock market, and suddenly I figured it out.

Just order this thing, just like stocks and futures, it has the function of price discovery.

Just because the price is high for a while doesn't mean you're really worth it.

After a long time, the price gradually stabilizes, and that is your real price.

I have limited talent and low writing skills. I have not been in this industry for a long time, and I don’t have much time to write articles every day. The quality of articles is also limited. It is normal for me not to match my current grades.

So don't always think about your grades, whether you have been scolded by book friends again, and how much you need to update every day.

Slowly improving your own value is the most important thing.

So I thought, I will write slowly next time, don't put too much pressure on it, it doesn't matter if the grades of this book go up or down, or it will continue to rise in the future.

The process of writing is the process of learning.

Therefore, I am not very good at writing, and I am slow to learn, so everyone should take care of me.

Everyone, don't worry about the eunuch, since it's on the shelf, I will never be an eunuch.

Book friends who have suggestions are welcome to continue to provide them. I will delete those who are hated or abused + permanently banned, and I will not delete those who make suggestions.

That's it, take a nap, wake up and code again.

(End of this chapter)