Handbook of Survival in the World of Cultivating Immortals

Chapter 143 37: The Cycle of Despair

At one moment she was still wrapped in the thick, substantial darkness, and she was so oppressed that it was difficult to breathe. In the next second, the darkness receded. Before Yan Xun could enjoy the feeling of being wrapped in warmth, her consciousness returned to her body, and she woke up again. up.Accepting control of your body again is proficient because it's something you've done a hundred times.

Yan Xun got up from the cold ground and took a few seconds to look around.is a familiar place.After confirming that there is no danger in the surrounding area for the time being, Yan Xun has time to check his own situation - according to past experience, when he is reborn, time will go back to the node where all dangers have not yet occurred. Although the length of time is not certain, but in time Generally, they will be at a time when they have not been harmed, and most of their own safety can be guaranteed.

Yan Xun's eyes moved to her arm. Before she woke up from "that world", she clearly saw something dark on her hand when she held the light spot, but now she saw something I didn't find it, and my arm was as clean as ever.She turned her wrist up and down several times worriedly, only the calluses on the palm of her hand were as stubborn as nails, other than that, these were a pair of slender and beautiful hands of a girl, there was nothing strange at all, was she overthinking? ?
It took only a short while for Yan Xun to get up from the ground and examine herself. Seeing that she didn't find anything useful, she quickly gave up and continued to explore.Not only is it meaningless to continue to explore, but it will also waste too much time, which is not worth the candle.

"...Forget it." Yan Xun shook his head and rearranged his thoughts.

It doesn't matter what I worry about myself, the most important thing now is my younger brother, I don't know what's going on with my younger brother.

——As long as she can wake up, it will be fine.Anyway, she can start over indefinitely, constantly experimenting with death to create a bloody way of life.

Well, now it's time to do what needs to be done.

Yan Xun adjusted his state and let out a breath slowly.She put a hand on her chest, feeling her heartbeat.

——At the same time, it was not only her own life that was beating, but also the blood relatives of the mother and compatriots.

Yan Xun is heading towards the road that has already been walked once. Some dangers can be avoided because of foreknowledge, as long as they are firmly in mind and don't take a wrong step.Yan Xun moved forward while thinking, carefully moving forward in the intricate and dangerous maze.

……

Yan Xun will never forget how he learned that he can be "infinitely reborn".

The source of all that is because of my younger brother. God knows why this unlucky boy has such a weird physique that brings disaster. As long as he is around, no matter where he is, he will also implicate other people around him into danger.

If it is a place where you can live in peace, maybe this situation can be alleviated a little, and maybe the next series of sorrows will not happen, but-this is the other world.

Cruelty is the rule here.

Even in such a relatively moderate settlement where they lived, they finally chose to drive him out so that other people in the settlement would not be implicated.Even their parents had to acquiesce under the pressure of everyone in the settlement.

In this world, anyone can abandon his younger brother, except her, who is an older sister.

Because their fate is always linked together, no matter when it will not change.

On that day, the gate of the settlement was closed forever to the two brothers and sisters.The originally relatively stable life is far away from them forever.

But Yan Xun had no fear, much less fear.

With his younger brother's thin body on his back, Yan Xun seemed to be carrying the whole world on his back.

Yan Yuanwang lay weakly on her sister's back, but insisted on reaching out her hand to light a lamp for her to illuminate the way ahead, and the dark road ahead became brighter.Keep your feet on the ground step by step, bright lights illuminate the road ahead, and you can see everything whether the road is smooth or rough.

At that time, Yan Xun felt a great sense of satisfaction in his heart. Even if the two of them would find it more difficult to live in the future, there was nothing to be afraid of. As long as the two of them were together, they could overcome any difficulties together.So no problem, we will create a better life together in the future.

Yan Xun clearly remembers that at that time, she turned her head, smiled and said to her younger brother: "It's okay, we will live better in the future, and the two of us must work harder together to survive."

Before he finished speaking, he saw his younger brother's terrified eyes under the shaking lights and a heart-piercing roar coming from his ears.

——The accident came as promised.

——Despair spread in the hearts of both of them at the same time, as if a boundless net had been opened, and they could not escape no matter what.

"Sister——!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

The severe pain coming from her chest was long overdue. She was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and she would faint in almost a second, but she insisted on clenching her teeth with tenacious will, but she couldn't speak at all, and she could only spit out thick mouth. Thick blood bubbles.

It was only then that Yan Xun realized what happened the moment she turned her head to her younger brother, expecting a better life in the future.

Her chest was pierced by something, she lowered her head very hard and rolled her eyes, only to see an arm stained with her blood slowly pulled out from behind, with a part of internal organs attached.She didn't even see the face of the person who attacked her.

There was a "plop", dizziness in front of her eyes, Yan Xun's body was weak and limp and knelt on the ground, barely kept her body from falling to the ground, but her arms had gradually lost strength, she could only watch helplessly on her back, The weak brother on his back rolled to the ground.The lantern in Yan Yuanwang's hand fell between him and Yan Xun, unexpectedly it was not damaged.The light trembled, illuminating two equally pale faces with desperate expressions, like mirror images.

She couldn't do anything, couldn't do anything.

There is no way to deal with all the tragedies that could have been avoided with more vigilance, but to watch them happen. This is the greatest powerlessness Yan Xun has ever faced in his life.

All good expectations are just visions that have just been promised, and they have come to naught before we start working hard for them.

But she faced the reality, she could only choose to accept this cruel reality, nothing could be changed.

At that moment, her mind almost collapsed.

Almost losing the strength to turn his eyeballs, Yan Xun struggled to focus his gaze, and his eyes lingered on the face that looked almost identical to his own, with the last tenderness in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)