Villager of Destiny

After burying the remains of the old lunatic once more, I became a human again.

Only this time, my heart was at peace.

Although I don't know what method Lord Taishan used to allow me to return to this time point, but when I think about it, I already understand a little bit, the so-called four ways of life, old age, sickness and death he used to kill me. , for me, maybe not a bad thing.

At least, this time, I have a deeper understanding of my childhood.

I didn't know the circumstances of my birth, and I didn't know how I came to this Niang'er Village.

But now, I understand something.

Although it is not necessarily true.

But at least it gave me some clues.

The old smoker didn't lie to me.

From the time I was born to the time the old lunatic picked me up, I was always in the dark, and the reason was because of the so-called five disadvantages and three deficiencies.

Even now, I can still clearly feel the darkness in the abyss when I was born.

No perception.

No sense of smell or hearing, unable to even move, unable to open eyes, as if everything had been taken away.

And my whole body.

The so-called method of deceiving the sky did come from the old lunatic.

You could say he saved me.

If it wasn't for him, I might be dead long ago.

And all of this, I don't know in my earliest memory, in my earliest memory, I only remember the moment when I remember things.

So I didn't know it was the old madman who did all this.

So if I really want to say it, I still have to thank Lord Taishan.

However, that doesn't matter anymore.

What is in front of me now is the so-called four forces of birth, old age, sickness and death. In what form will Lord Taishan use it on me in the future.

It is to let me go through it again according to what I have already experienced.

Still in the midst of not knowing whether it is an illusion or reality, let me re-experience what I have never experienced before.

I think maybe it's the latter.

So I was kind of looking forward to it too.

A few years have passed without knowing it.

In the past few years, I have always stayed in the village as before, and according to the request of the old madman, I burned paper money at night as always, but it was different from before. This time, I did not care about the rules in the village.

No matter day or night, I walk in the village, I want to find the truth that I don't know.

For example, what is the real face of Niang'er Village?

For example, who is the paper money burned by the old lunatic, and who are the owners of those figures I have seen in dreams, laughing and crying in my ears.

It's just that after a few days of searching, I was disappointed.

Even if I didn't care about those rules, even if I walked out of the house at night, I still didn't find anything, I didn't see anything.

Niang'er Village is like a real dry village.

It's like this day after day.

I don't know how long has passed.

I didn't wait for the old smoker either.

Did not wait for Liu Shan.

I seem to have been completely forgotten here.

Gradually, I forgot how to speak. Apart from making the dog giggle every day, I even forgot my own name.

I also started to forget what my purpose was in the first place.

Every day is so muddled.

It wasn't until a few of the wild dogs at the entrance of the village died that I gradually realized that I seemed to have grown from a child to a youth again.

It was also at this time that I tried to get out of the village for the first time.

The moment I stepped out of the village, I even forgot why I stayed in the village in the first place, and why I didn't dare to go out of the village. So when I walked out of the village, for the first time in 20 years, I felt a surprise.

In this surprise, I forgot Niang'er Village.

Forget about the old madman.

Forgot my name.

Just keep walking in one direction, keep walking, until I saw a city, that city is very big, it seems to be called Baiyun City, but I am in it, but it seems out of place.

Everyone looked at me with disgust and repulsion.

Even when I approach them, they will subconsciously stay away, as if there is something annoying about me, I can't figure it out.

I tried to pull a guy to ask him why he did that to me, but he just shook me off and left without looking back.

I started to get lost.

Especially watching the people coming and going around me, I suddenly felt a little out of place.

I just stood there until it was dark and until dawn, until I saw a man in ragged clothes, looking very embarrassed from top to bottom, dirty and smelly.

When I saw him, I subconsciously looked at myself.

I understood it all at once.

I became a beggar.

beggar……

At this moment, the inexplicably hidden memory in my mind reappeared like a tide before I knew it, and I couldn't help but wryly smiled.

At the beginning, I didn't dare to leave Niang'er Village. In fact, the most worrying thing was that I was afraid that I would become a beggar, that I would starve to death?

But I never thought that Lord Taishan actually let me experience it.

After I figured this out, I didn't worry about why they hated me and rejected me, but followed the beggar who awakened my memory and sat on the ground casually.

Looking at him, I subconsciously thought about it.

If I had had the courage to try to leave Niang'er Village when I was living alone in Niang'er Village before the old smoker came to me, would I be able to leave too?

And if I can really leave, after I leave, will I also become a beggar like I am now?
After thinking for a long time, I still can't be sure.

Because this is completely another life for me, and even for me, the current me is a stranger.

Seeing that I was thinking about something, the beggar next to me suddenly approached me. He looked at me and said, "Seeing how young you are, how come you have become a beggar?"

I thought for a while and replied: "Maybe it's because I don't have a home."

"What a coincidence, I don't have any either." He said with a smile, his eyes lit up.

The strange thing is that when he said this, I didn't feel the slightest bit of sadness.

I asked curiously, "Aren't you sad that you have no home?"

He shook his head and waved his hands: "Life is actually the same."

"Have a home, live for your family."

"No home, live for yourself."

"If you can't live on, go to die, be free, it's not very good."

"So do you think, can you survive now?" I asked.

He thought for a while and said, "I don't know, but I don't feel tired yet."

"What about you?"

"Can you survive?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know either."

"But I know that even if I can't live, I can't die."

"Why?" He looked at me in surprise, "You don't even have a home anymore."

"Alone, what can't you die?"

(Good night!) (End of this chapter)